Hello there, sorry to disappoint you guys but this isn't a new chapter. For those that want an explanation for my absence, continue reading. For those who just want to skip to when I tell you when I will continue posting chapters, skip to the paragraph that says [Skip until here].
I know what you're probably going to say. Silver, where the f**k have you been!? What the f**k have you been doing? Do you know how long you haven't posted a chapter for!?
For that, I'm sorry. Frankly, I know that all of you guys are still waiting for the new chapters to come out, but right now I want to explain why I have been missing for these few months. Don't worry, I'll keep this short.
Essentially, I just didn't felt like doing anything. It's not as if I felt lazy or anything like that, but rather, that I just couldn't feel anything. You see, I'm special in the fact that I sometimes disassociate myself from the rest of the world. Meaning, even if something tragic happened around me, I might not feel sad or devastated. Instead, all I'd feel would be something akin to emptiness. It's this disassociated personality of mine that made me not write anything for these past few months. I would keep telling myself that I had a story to get back to, that I had promises to keep, but each time I just felt . . . empty. No matter how many times I repeated to myself to come back to continue with the stories, I felt nothing. I just let life drag me along, mindlessly following in this turmoil of life. Until I eventually graduated, enrolled into my new school and started my new school life that I gave myself the strongest metaphorical slap to the face I could muster.
Right now, even if I'm still disassociating myself from my surroundings, I would still have to get up and start doing something about it, instead of letting myself be dragged around forever. So, I made up my mind and forced myself to sit down, think hard about what I've been doing and what I should be doing now.
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I'll read through all your comments, whether they are good or bad, encouraging or not, I will read them fully and accept them whole-heartedly. I'll continue with the 4 stories that I started. 'Come find me' , 'Three's a crowd' , 'Our little garden' and 'My shining star' . I won't update them today, but I promise to start by next week, Friday, 25 August. I'll continue with the schedule I wrote on my profile page.
Thank you for you time and all the patience you showed in waiting for the next chapter of my stories to come out and I look forward to my next message to you all.
Sincerely, Silverblaze2104
~Until our dreams fade to dust
