Ok so let me catch you up, the last time I talked to you was Tuesday night and I have given Sirius am chance and he has earned my trust. The Saturday after we arrived was a Hogsmead weekend I'm going with Sirius, Alice and Peter are going As friends, Lily and James are going as friend and Remus and Valarie are somewhere in between going as friends and going on a date. The girls and I woke up early I was the first up, and first to take a shower. I washed my collar bone length brown hair in vanilla shampoo, and my body in vanilla body wash. I did my makeup and went all out, grey smoky eyes, with alabaster foundation, and peach blush with clear lip gloss. I wore my blue silk mini dress with black pumps. Lily complemented her red hair by using green eye shadow, and clear lipgloss, a green tank top with a white jean jacket, with white jeans and green shoes. Valarie went with A yellow shirt to make her hair glow, and peach colors make up, and dark jeans with black stilettos. Alice wore a red maxi dress with black shadows around her eyes and black pumps. We all looked gorgeous! We wanted to, the boys adored us, and we wanted to see them drool. Descending the stairs we saw our boys with flowers. James offered Lily a bouquet of Lillys, I swear I saw her eyes soften before she drew her Wand and sum mend a vase to hold the flowers. Alice did the same with her daisies Valarie with her irises, Sirius pulled me to the side and handed me a bouquet of honeysuckles, they smelled beautiful.

"The honeysuckle is a symbol of love." he said the words with so much feeling I almost cried. When Sirius and I returned to the group James said " Shall we go." and then we took our dates arms and went to town. We were in the sweet shop when we split up, Remus took Valarie to get a butter beer, Peter and Alice went to look at pets, James and Lily went to get lunch and Sirius and I went to a nearby field.

"I won't make you anymore" he said suddenly

"Won't make me what." I wasn't thinking to hard, I was enjoying the warm sunshine that washed over my shoulders. I love warm weather, it makes me feel happy.

" I won't blackmail you into dating me, your free."

"I know, I'm not going to leave you though."

"Why"

" I was awake Tuesday night when you and the boys were awake. Also Alice and I were talking and she told me that last year you said that you love me. I figured that if you loved me back then then you may still."

" I do, with all my heart."

And from that minute on, I was his, body, mind, and everything.

" I want to do something." he said and then he was on top kissing me. He was a good kisser and so me and him did the same thing me and the other guy did last month.

Sirius and I returned to the others in a bit of a mess, I knew they knew what had happened but they were tactful enough not to say anything...except James,

" You two, I swear, in the middle of a field, we could hear you to from the other side of town!" at this Lily shut him up by smacking him hard in the face.

On the way back to the castle I pulled Remus, Alice, Lily and Valarie, aside and told them that I still hadn't told him I was pregnant.

"I don't know what to do."

" You could always tell him it's his." Remus suggested.

"You think he would know?"

"No"

"Would any of you tell him"

"No" they all said.

"then it's settled."

In the common room we all unloaded our treats and played a few games of wizard chess, I dominated, I beat everyone except Remus, but that is to be expected. we all fell asleep on the couch, all exept for me. When I was sure everyone would not wake I ran upstairs to get my camera. Looking through the lens I could see everyone so clearly, Valarie was setting on the couch with her legs up to her chest with her head on Remus's shoulder, Lily and James were beside one another on the couch, Alice and Peter were together on the chair and Sirius was laying on top of James, Lily, Remus, and Val. I snapped the photo and waited for it to develop. I placed In my scrapbook next to the picture of me and the girls at a muggle carnival. I love my friends, I love Sirius and I will love my baby.