Disclaimer: Elliot and Olivia haven't kissed in the show yet, so no I don't own them!!!
ZAP. Beep. Beep. Beep.
"Welcome back, Olivia" Dr Simms said, and then turned around to nurse Dakota, "You better let Elliot in, he must be worried sick"
Dakota nodded and went in to the next room; she sat beside him on the gurney.
"Elliot, you may go in now"
Elliot looked up at the young nurse. "She's alive? She's awake?
"Yes, she's alive, but she wasn't wake when I was in the room, she could be now" Dakota said, and then she and Elliot walked in to the trauma room.
Elliot sat in the chair placed beside the bed and took Olivia's hand in his.
Dr Simms looked at Dr Knight and the 2 nurses, "Come on, let's give them some room" and they left.
Elliot held Olivia's hand as she slept; he must have drifted off himself with his head on the bed because he woke when he felt a hand run through his hair
He looked up to see Olivia just looking at him with a blank expression on her face.
"Hey Liv"
Olivia didn't speak, just slightly smiled.
"Are you angry with me?"
Olivia still didn't reply, she just looked out the window.
"Liv, have I done something to upset you?"
Olivia wiped a tear away before looking at Elliot, but just as she opened her mouth, Kathy and the kids walked in. So Olivia just got off the gurney and walked out of the room.
"Olivia!" Elliot called out, then looked at his wife and children, "Hang on a second, I'm gonna have to let Dr Knight know that she walked off"
Kathy looked at Elliot confused, "Why? She's a big girl"
Elliot sighed. "A big girl, who has attempted suicide twice in 12 hours"
"Huh? Really?" Kathy asked feeling bad for her.
Elliot nodded, "back in a minute" and he walked out.
He found Dr Knight at the front desk, grabbing a patient chart.
"Dr Knight, Olivia has done another runner"
Dr Knight sighed. "The psych consult should be any minute as well. Shit" He said then alerted security. But Then Elliot found her, just sitting on the steps in front of the hospital. Forgetting about his wife and children momentarily, he walked out and sat beside her.
"Hey Liv" he said as he wrapped an arm around her waist.
She looked at him, with tears in her eyes. "Hey"
Elliot wiped away her tears with his thumb. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, you should be with Kathy and the kids"
"Olivia…..You're my best friend and you need help, so here I am"
Olivia slightly smiled.
"So what's wrong?"
"I'm so fucked up, El and I can't help it"
Elliot sighed as he rubbed her back. "Honey, you aren't fucked up, you're just having a rough time at the moment. But I'm here to help you"
"Thank you, El. I wish there was some way I could repay you"
Elliot and Olivia looked in to each other's eyes for a few minutes, before the both of them gave in to the sexual temptation and kissed a very passionate kiss, only to be busted by Kathy, walking out looking for Elliot.
"What the fuck?!" Kathy yelled at them.
They both stopped kissing and looked up at her. Olivia then quickly looked away. Elliot got up and began to apologise.
"Kath, I'm so ----"
"I don't wanna hear it, get your stuff out the house, as soon as you are released from hospital" she yelled at him, before giving him a hard slap to the cheek, leaving a hand print.
Elliot rubbed his sore cheek, as his angry wife walked away.
"El, I'm so sorry" Olivia apologised.
"Liv, it's ok, the marriage was already breaking down. It's not your fault"
Olivia nodded, as Elliot gently grabbed her face and kissed her again.
"I've loved you for a while now, I just never said anything, cos I didn't think that you felt the same way" Elliot whispered after the kiss was over.
Olivia smiled. "Same here"
"Really?"
Olivia nodded, "Yes, really, El. I've loved you since the first moment I saw you"
Elliot smiled as he stood and took her hand and helped her up.
They walked in and told Dr Knight that everything was fine.
Dr Knight nodded. "Ok, but Olivia you better stay in your room, please. You have to have a psych consult"
Olivia nodded in understanding. And she and Elliot went back in to her hospital room.
Olivia and Elliot sat together in each other's embrace for about 20 minutes, until Dr Carter came down from Psych.
She sat in the chair beside the bed and smiled. "Hello Olivia"
"Hi"
"I'm sorry but I'll have to speak to you alone"
Olivia shook her head. "I want Elliot here"
Dr Carter sighed. "I'm sorry, Olivia. But the consult has to be done alone"
Elliot kissed Olivia on the cheek as he got up. "Honey, it's ok. I'll be back when you're finished.
Olivia pouted and nodded. "I love you"
"I love you too" Elliot replied and walked in to his hospital room.
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"So Olivia, tell me about yourself"
Olivia shook her head. "I don't feel like telling you my life story"
Dr Carter sighed, realising that Olivia was going to be a tough egg to crack.
"I'm here to help you, Olivia"
Olivia folded her arms on her chest and looked angrily at the older female doctor. "I was the product of my mother's rape, we weren't as close as normal mothers and daughters and she just died. Is that what you wanted to hear?"
Dr Carter rubbed her temples. "I'm sorry to hear that"
"I don't want your sympathy"
After about 20 minutes of talking Olivia began to settle down.
"So Olivia, do you have an ultimate desire?"
All of a sudden, Olivia turned shy and blushed.
"It has something to do with Elliot, doesn't it?" Dr Carter asked smiling.
Olivia nodded.
"Does it involve a wedding and a couple of kids and maybe a house with a white picket fence?"
Olivia laughed. "The wedding, kids and house but I'm not too sure about the white picket fence"
"Well I hope that it all works out for you"
Olivia nodded, "Thanks, it felt good to get all that off my chest"
Dr Carter nodded. "See you" and she left.
Elliot came back in and sat with Olivia on the gurney. "Are you ok, babe?" he asked and kissed her on the forehead.
Olivia nodded as she snuggled in to Elliot and put her head on his chest.
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Dr Carter walked up to Dr Knight, and they went in to the doctor's lounge and sat down on the couch.
"So have you talked to Olivia Benson?"
Dr Carter nodded. "Yes, and I'm a bit concerned"
Dr Knight sighed. "What is she suffering from?"
"I'm afraid that Olivia Benson is suffering from………………..
A/N: haha! A cliff hanger….. Please review!!!
