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Rachel ran as fast as she could through the front doors of the school and ran into the girl's bathroom. Thankfully there was no one was in there, so she walked over to a wall in the bathroom and began to cry. She knew she had to get to class but the next class she had was Biology, with Finn. She couldn't see his face without breaking down and crying in the middle of class. So she sat on the bathroom floor and cried. Then all of the sudden she heard a voice, "Rachel?" Her head flew up to the sound of the voice; it was Kurt. He looked at her and said, "Aweh, sweetie what happened?" He walked down and sat beside her. She leaned over and began to cry into Kurt's shoulder, she couldn't get any words out because she was crying so hard. Kurt just consoled her by rubbing his hand up and down her back. When the tears finally subsided Kurt gently asked, "Now tell me who did this to you so I can tell the guys to kick his ass." She felt the corners of her lip begin tug up, she smiled… almost. "I don't think they would kick their teammates ass."

"It was Finn, wasn't it?"

She slightly nodded and tears began to come to her eyes.

"Gosh, why is he always making you cry?"

"I can't keep putting my heart in these positions. I bring the walls down around my heart then he seems to smash it into millions of little pieces then I am stuck by myself putting those pieces back together."

"I know; are you going to tell me what he did."

So right there on the bathroom floor she told Kurt what had happened. When she got to the ending she couldn't help but sob a little. By the end of the story Kurt was furious. "What an asshole! He just broke up with Quinn not even 4 hours ago and he has already moved on! Doesn't that kinda make you feel like the rebound?"

"Yea it does. I don't want to be the girl that Finn uses to make Quinn jealous."

"Well, don't worry about it we need to get to glee anyway. New York here we come bitches!"

Rachel laughed at her best friend and they got up of the bathroom floor, linked arms and walked to glee club together. When they arrived Rachel was laughing at something Kurt had said. When she looked at the club everyone was already there, but Mr. Shue hadn't arrived yet. There were two seats left, one beside Quinn, and the other one beside Finn, Kurt turned to her and whispered in her ear, "Which seat do you want?"

"I'll take the one beside Finn."

"Are you sure?"

"Yea, I'll be fine."

She walked over to the front row where Finn was sitting and took the seat on his left. He looked a little surprised that she was actually sitting near him, let alone next to him. He smiled at her and whispered "Hey."

"Hi."

"Come on Rach, we are friends."

"No Finn we aren't."

"This doesn't make sense you have been pushing me to go out with you again for the past 5 months then all of the sudden I am ready to be with you and then you don't want anything to do with me!"

"Fine! You want to know why! Because I don't want to be your second choice. For god sake's you just broke up with Quinn less then 6 hours ago then all the sudden you want to be with me. I am worth so much more then that, even if you don't think that…."

"…Rach, I neve-"

"Let me finish! I can't keep getting back together with you! I can't keep putting my heart into these positions just to have it be stomped on then I slowly bleed to death then when I finally after all these months put my heart back together you want to do the exact same thing that cause me all this pain. Now we have nationals in two weeks so I can't go anywhere but please I am begging you just stop talking to me and breaking my heart."

She turned away from him to talk to Mercedes then all of the sudden Mercedes pulled Rachel into a hug. He noticed her shoulders were shaking. He knew that he was in love with Rachel and he had to find a way to show her that, to show her she was always my first choice. Finn was coming up with a plan in his head as Mr. Shue walked in "Okay guys, nationals are in two weeks and we need a set list. Who has ideas?"

Finn shot his hand up. "Yes, Finn?"

"I think we should do original songs again."

"Who else thinks we should do original songs for nationals?" Everyone in the club raised their hand. "Alright, you all have your assignment. Write two amazing songs for nationals. I am going to let you go and begin to work on your song writing."

Before he could say anything to Rachel she was out the door. He took a deep breath and walked out into the parking lot and into his car. He drove all the way home and went straight to his room mumbling a hello to his mother and Burt. He got up to his room and began to think, "Why the hell did I pretend I still didn't have feelings for her? Why aren't we together? I am so done pretending… pretending. He instantly had an idea for a song. He sat down at his desk and pulled out a piece of paper and a pencil and he kept writing as if his life depended on it. Well his love life depended on it and if he didn't get Rachel back he would die so his life literally depended on it.