Confessions
"Please go away." Raven said calmly as her eyes remained closed. She finally was able to meditate without thinking about that... thing. Her life was beginning to return to as normal as it could be. Popping an eye open, she noticed Beast Boy still staring at her with that signature grin of his. "I even said please this time."
Beast Boy sat down next to her and looked up at the cloud filled sky. "Why do you come up here? It's too quiet... You could fall asleep!" He yawned and outstretched his limbs.
"You don't say? I thought I came up here for a different reason." Raven said as her eye closed. "Now, you're disrupting my silence and if you don't leave, you're not going to like what happens." She threatened with a frown.
"But you meditate all the time!" Beast Boy whined. "Can't you just take a few minutes out of your day to talk to me?" He pleaded, turning into a puppy and whining in front of Raven.
"But I talked to you yesterday." Raven argued, closing her eyes once more, trying to find peace and quiet as she began repeating her mantra.
Beast Boy returned back to normal, "That's not fair!"
"You complain way too much." Raven replied simply.
"But... Maybe I like hearing your voice. I need my dose of Raven!" Beast Boy grinned and leaned towards her. "I need my dosage now."
Raven shook her head and stood, "You really need more friends. Get a girlfriend or something; she'll give you as much attention as you want." Beginning to walk ahead, a frown formed when she felt a tug on her cloak. Turning, she looked back to see the other pulling on it. "What now?"
Beast Boy smiled, "Let's go have fun." He stood, "There's this new amusement park opening up tonight and we should totally go. It'll be so fun! Come on Rae!"
Raven glared, "You know I don't do fun. Don't call me Rae, this is why you need a girlfriend." She grabbed the cloth and yanked it from his hands. "Ask Cyborg." Turning, she began walking again.
"Why don't you want to ever hang out with me? You make it seem like you wither really hate me, or just terrified of me..." He mumbled softly as his eyes moved to the ground.
Raven sighed, "I don't hate you, you know that." She confessed.
"Then how come you're always avoiding me?" Beast Boy asked.
"I'm not good with people." She tried to make an excuse for the way she had been acting as of late, but that was a terrible one. There was no way in hell that Beast Boy would believe that.
"Yeah, I know that." He replied. "But you've been acting weird these past few days." He continued on, "I know when there's something wrong with you Raven." And he was right; there was something wrong with her. A sigh escaped Raven's lips, sometimes she just felt like Beast Boy knew her better than she knew herself. He could read her emotions like a book, whether she meditated or not.
"You want to know the truth?" She asked, crossing her arms. Seeing him nod happily, she looked away annoyed. He seemed so eager to find out, but was what she was about to tell him really something he wanted to hear? Sighing softly, she looked up into the sky. "You remember that incident with Adonis?" She asked softly.
Beast Boy nodded confused, "That creepy guy that attacked you? Yeah, I remember him, what about it?" He asked, annoyed by the mention of her attackers name.
Raven let out one more sigh, "The image of what he was is haunting me and when I see you, it flashes by my eyes every time." Grabbing her hood, she pulled it down to reveal her exhausted expression. "Whether it was my dreams or in reality, he just wouldn't go away. I think... I can admit that I'm... afraid..."
"Hey, Raven..." Beast Boy said, his tone of voice getting softer. "You don't have to be afraid. You know that me and the other titans won't let anything ever happen to you." He said as he looked on at her.
"I know..." Raven mumbled. "It's just my stupid paranoia..." She sighed.
"You should have told me this a long time ago." Beast Boy replied. "I would have done something about it."
"Like what?"
"Distract you or something." He said. "Take your mind off of things."
She let a chuckle slip passed her lips, "Is that so? How on Earth would you distract me?" She asked with a smirk.
"Well, if you ever decided to come out of your room..." He trailed off with slight laughter. "I'd take you places... Like the new amusement park." He winked.
"You really want to go, huh?" Raven asked, an eyebrow rose.
"Oh please, please, please, please, please, please!" Beast Boy practically begged. "And Cyborg is busy... I don't want to go alone."
Raven sighed; she should make it up to the changeling for acting so harsh towards him the last few days. "I guess an amusement park doesn't sound too bad…."
Beast Boy grinned, "You mean it?!" He clasped his hands together, "Yes! Let's go now!" Grabbing her hand, he pulled her with him, not noticing the light blush covering her pale cheeks. He looked back and grinned. "This is going to be great!"
A/N: So, next chapter is going to be the last chapter. Hope you all enjoyed and thanks so much for reading. Please leave a review and let me know what you thought. Remember to check out heidipoo. If it wasn't for her, this story wouldn't be a thing.
