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WARNING: Strong feels ahead. Get a box of tissues and some chocolate ready because this is going to make you drown in your emotions... just a warning...

Chapter 4 – part one

"You... What?" Said Kid bringing his head back in surprise. He stomach churned. He was experiencing too many emotions to choose just one. Anger, despair, shock, embarrassment, heart break, longing, desperation, sorrow, rage, depression... All at once.

"I won the bet. I got into your bedroom, your undressing me, I said "told ya"... I won." Said Black Star with an evil smirk. Kid looked so completely heart broken, he could feel tears slowly swelling in his eyes.

"I can't believe you'd do this... All of that... And it meant nothing... Absolutely nothing..." He couldn't even stand to look at Black Star... He tried to hold back his tears... He couldn't let Black Star see him cry...

"Kid..." Said Black Star suddenly realising the repercussions of his actions, suddenly filling with guilt.

Kid jumped off of Black Star and untied the shirt that held Black Star's wrists together. He threw the shirt in Black Star's face and pointed to the door. "I want you out of my house. Now." Black Star could see Kid's eyes getting glossy... He felt so immensely bad...

"Kid... I didn't mean it-*"

"BULLSHIT YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT! YOU LEAD ME ON LIKE THAT FOR SOME MONEY?! FOR AN "I TOLD YOU SO"?! WHAT DID YOU GAIN OUT OF THIS?!" Shouted Kid angrily. Black Star had never seen him so angry before. His calm, cool personality he had always known had disappeared...

"Kid! You don't understand! I... I meant the things I said! I love you Death the Kid!" Said Black Star pleading.

"How could you say you love me?! You lead me on like that... I really cared about you Black Star..." The tears started to roll down his cheeks "When you hugged me I thought "Finally, I've found someone who cares about me." But I guess I was wrong..." He looked down and wiped his tears. "How dare you Black Star... I trusted you..."

"Kid! I don't know what I was thinking! I really do care about you! I really want to be with you! I was stupid! I was blinded by my ego! Please don't make me leave..." Black Star's eyes were glossing up too...

Kid stood in silence... He was trying to think things through... He stared at the floor as tears fell down his face. "So the words you said..."

"I meant them! Every one!"

"...What about the kiss? Be honest."

He sighed. "I originally wanted to use it to lure you in so I could win the bet-*"

Kid quickly looked up with a tear streaked face, he shot a look of pure heart break and betrayal towards Black Star.

"BUT I REALISED AFTERWARDS IT FELT RIGHT!" He said quickly defending himself "It felt right. That's why I kept kissing you, that's why I Iet be dominant and lick my neck and push me over so you could lie on top of me... It's because my brain said it was all for the bet... But my heart said it was all for you..."

Kid stared at Black Star. His face still wet with tears. They both had looks of guilt on their faces.

"Do you mean it?"

"Every last word, I promise..."

Kid walked up to Black Star and stood in front of him, staring at him. Kid studied his face, his guilty, sorrowful face. He watched as a single tears danced its way down Black Star's cheek. "Every last word." Repeated Black Star. They stared into each other's eyes, searching for truth, searching for hope. Kid still stood in front him, thinking. Kid swiftly wrapped his arms around Black Star and held him, his eyes tearing up again.

"Black Star." He said with a sob, holding him tighter. Black Star held him back, tightening his hug.

"Kid." Said Black Star holding back tears.

"Promise me you'll never let go... Promise me you'll never lie... Promise me you'll always care..."

Black Star nuzzled his head into Kid's shoulder. "I promise."

Epilogue

They spent the rest of the night together. They slept on Kid's bed, holding each other. Their hands clasped all throughout the night. In the morning they began to talk about the events that previously took place. They decided they couldn't handle the judgement of being openly gay, in an explicit relationship. They didn't hide their love want to but they almost had no choice. They acted like friends, they continued to hang out like before... But every once in a while, they would talk and their eyes would meet, just like on that faithful day and they would stare into each other's eyes and know that everything was OK. That they still cared. That their love was still there. That even though on the outside they were just friends, on the inside... There was a love that no one tear apart... And they would always hold each other in that way, until the day when they could safely come out, free from judgement. They meet in secret at night, at the side of Kid's house, and kiss each other just like the first day they fell in love; and they would wait and hope and dream that the day they could hold each other like that all the time, not just in secret, would come.

*sniff sniff* That was beautiful! *cries* But I finally finished it! My first fanfiction! The only story I haven't given up on after the first chapter! And It's all thanks to your encouragement! Thank you so much for your positive feedback! It really makes my day to know you guys are enjoying my writing! I had to change the original writing because it was too sad. (They were originally supposed to breakup completely and never tell each other how they truly felt and it was a forbidden love and so super sad I had to change it... I like this ending better!) Thank you so so so soooo much for accompanying me on this journey and I'm so glad you enjoy my writing! I seriously love the feedback! Makes my day every time! Thank you so much for reading and I hope to continue to entertain you for many stories to come :D *bows*