A/N: This is just what I wish would have happened. I always wish there was a little bit more from the writers, give a bit more of the characters, but you know… This is just part 1 my goal is to pick up from each other over the summer. Amy will be writing letters & post cards & Karma is going to keep a diary. This takes place right at the end of Season 2 Ep 20. & is a continuation of my last one Part 3.

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Disclaimer: I do not own the "Faking It" characters only the words I use to talk about them.

What's in a Kiss –Part 3

Karma back in her room at her house:

Karma pulls out her iPhone, clicks on Instagram and starts scrolling through her feed. Seeing pic after pic from all her friends at Hester. Shane posted a pic of some hot guy he met at the pool with the caption "Tuesday's Treat". She scrolled & saw a pic of Liam's lunch & Lauren posted her latest outfit guilty bought for her by her dad via credit card. Then she sees Amy's like 10th pic from the road that day, of her & the girls in the band smiling & goofing off at a truck stop. Amy's got a Trucker hat & leather chaps on with a black cowboy hat & a ceramic cross that says "Jesus is my boyfriend". She can't help but smile at her cute silly expression, but as she does she feels the pain in her chest that she's felt every day since Amy left for the summer. Karma was still confused about her feelings for Amy, but one thing was really clear. She missed her, missed hanging & doing things together, but also missed being close to her their times holding hands or snuggling together on the couch watching movies. She missed her friend, but again there was this something else gnawing at her. She'd dreamed of being with Amy before & seeing them together in her dreams it felt good. Like it made sense, but when she woke up that feeling vanished & all that was left was the confusion. In the dreams sometimes Amy's face would morph into Liam's, sometimes a hand of Liam's would become Amy's. Dreams feeling like reality feeling like dreams.

In real reality they've kissed a billion times. Back then they were faking it to be popular and there were times when Karma was swept up in the moment of kissing Amy & just felt it, just let go & felt it. Other times she knew she was just putting on a show to be cool, to be liked & she knew that was horrible but she kept doing it. She was starting to think that maybe the kiss in the pool was maybe not just a drunken thing she did, but maybe something she wanted to do & the drunk part of her gave her permission to do it, but she just couldn't figure out what if anything that meant. "Does it have to mean anything?" she wondered out loud. "Can't I kiss her because I love her & it not be this declaration of my sexuality or even who I want to be with?" Karma thought surely this was a thing older people did that there had to be people out there who just kissed or did other "stuff" with people they liked because it felt good & they didn't have to label or over think things like she'd been doing now for about 2 weeks, but she also knew that kissing Amy wasn't a causal thing. How could it be they were best friends, it just felt more intimate than that.

She thought maybe, yes, kissing other people could be like that. That Wade guy was totally a pallet cleanser & even though she was not really into the 3 way with Shane she almost actually did it because it felt good to be just out there trying new things & yes, in some ways to get back at Amy & Liam. But also she was shocked to admit because she was jealous of Amy & Felix. She wanted Amy to herself on Prom night & was shocked that she didn't want to go with her. It hurt, but it also fired up some sort protective territorial jealous vibe in her. She saw them holding hands and dancing at the prom & it was more than she could take and Karma had to admit that Amy looked amazing in her suit & was sad they didn't have at least one dance together. She also wished their kiss in the pool could have lasted a bit longer, maybe then she would know…

Later that night Karma had asked her mom for some, Kava Kava root & anything else that would help her dream. She borrowed the lucid dreaming book her dad was reading & started to study thinking that perhaps that her conscious mind was too blocked like her mother talked about & that if she just relaxed and tried to dream about a solution or at least about Amy then maybe she'd know what she wants & what she should do when Amy comes back. Sadly she thought "if", Amy comes back. She pushed that thought out of her mind because it was too overwhelming to think about & instead focused on Amy's lips and she went to sleep that night thinking of their kiss in the pool.

[Here let's image glitter & fairy dust & magical wavy burry lines to signify a Dream sequence. Harps are playing & wind chimes are struck & we are in Karma's dream that is soft and fuzzy around the edges with muted colors but heightened emotions. This part is moving toward total M rating]

The Dream:

Karma is walking through the halls of Hester high saying hi & smiling to everyone she sees. Some wave back smile & others are clearly whispering about her to each other. She hears "are the back together" "karma's a faker" from indistinguishable people. Karma goes to the door of one of the class rooms & opens the door stepping into Amy's bed room. She sit on the bed & sinks slightly into the cushy bedding. Karma looks left & looks right noticing that she is all alone. She lays back down on the bed. Amy suddenly appears at the end of the bed & Karma looks up into her eyes. "Why don't you lay down, she says to Amy who has a pile of sandwiches in her arms, "But what do I do with these" Amy replies "put them in your back pack for later." Amy easily crams them all in the bright pink backpack that she finds on her desk and then goes to the bed. Karma sits up & beacons Amy towards her. Amy was suddenly lying next to her looking deep into her eyes wanting her. Karma leans over kissing her pushing her tongue into Amy's mouth while Amy gently stokes her face. Their tongues intertwine and Amy slowly climes on top of Karma kissing her neck down to her chest. Karma's body rises gently off the bed as her whole body turns on to Amy. She runs her hands up and down Amy's body & through her blonde hair. They kiss again harder and more passionate then any kiss they've ever shared filling each of them up licking sucking and biting each other lustfully.

Karma's eyes have been closed & she opens them seeing Amy's face clearly, but as she focuses on her Amy's face slides out of focus & transforms to Liam's face, she leans back in to kiss him, pulls away & sees Amy again, another kiss & this time when she pulls back she doesn't recognize the face she sees at first but then she realizes it has some features of Amy & others of Liam. Not in a morphed or composite fashion but rather when she looked at the face's eyes they were Liam's then the nose & lips were definitely Amy's and she moved in again for another kiss this time lightly licking the bottom lip that she thought belong to Amy but when she pulled away saw they were more like Liam's. She peered deep into the eyes and saw for sure it was Amy, because the desire in her eyes was unmatched & even scared her a bit, but also excited her and made her wet. Karma maneuvered so that she was sitting up a bit on the pillows and the Amy/Liam hybrid was hovering above her. She took the hand that had been in their hair and unbuttoned her top revealing her breast as she had no bra & didn't stop there. She unbuttoned her jeans pulling them down & off onto the floor. She lay nearly naked on the bed with only her panties on and pulled the Amy/ Liam hybrid down on her. Karma took what looked like Amy's hand & slide it down her stomach & into her very wet panties groaning a little when Amy's fingers made contact. She looked & it was only Amy's face she saw as Amy buried herself into Karma's welcoming vagina.

Amy licked & kissed her way from Karma's lips to her soft Amber smelling beck down to her breasts taking each in between her lips and tongue in turn. Gliding over her nipples lightly with her lips applying some amount of pressure with her teeth to just the right spot on Karma's nipples to make her gasp, all the while rhythmically pounding her fingers into deeper into Karma's center. Then Amy rose to kiss Karma on the lips and suddenly it was Liam's muscly body over her and she could feel his hard cock rubbing against her welcoming vagina. He pushed in to her gently teasing around her opening going only partially in and back out repeatedly while Karma's excitement grew along with her pleasure, she bit her lips and her eyes closed and then opened again to see Amy's beautiful face as she pushed deeper into Karma's wet desire. Karma could feel Amy in her feel her riding her hips over and over again forcing them both towards climax. Karma whispered Amy's name calling it over and over again as Amy's steady strokes increased in speed and deepened with force. They were all around each other and Karma could only see Amy and Amy's hair bouncing with their fast movements. Karma broke first crying out in joy as their bodies continued to slam not too gracefully against each other. Her nails gripping Amy's back as they clung to each other through out 1st Karma's then Amy's orgasms. Kissing and gasping for air as they both exhausted themselves with the release they both experienced. Karma looked at Amy and only saw her, her body, her breast, her center and knew she just knew.

But as Karma wakes up the feeling of knowing is pushes aside by the feeling of desire. The details of the dream are not sharp or clear at all & all she knows is, she wants Amy. She picks up her phone turns on the side lamp & after making sure she looked delicious (or as close as one can after an epic sex dream in the middle of the night) she takes 3 very sexy pictures of herself. She sends them to Amy with a message that says. "Amy, I want you and only you." As she hits send she reaches into her side drawer and pulls out a little purple vibrating toy, turns off the light and pulls up the covers.

Somewhere near the Texas Mexico border in a shitty hotel:

Amy hears her phone ding not once but a few times. "Who could be texting this late?" she thinks. So she reaches for her phone & opens her new text messages. Her eyes get bigger and bigger with each one she reads. She mouths, "Oh my God" as the clearly naked woman next to her stirs. Dani opens her eyes and says, "What are you doing babe?" Amy quickly turns off her phone turning to Dani, "Oh nothing my mom texted about yet another break up, I'll talk to her tomorrow." Dani curled into Amy's arms and she went back to sleep. Amy lay there starring at the wall with a look of total shock and then suddenly she smiles.

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