A/N: i probably should have mentioned this sooner, but none of this is real, i made it all up, Mikey and Gerard have never been incestuous (i dont think...) and i dont own MCR, if i did then...Tehe! thats all im gonna say...
Mikey's P.O.V
i stared to go numb. then i felt like i was flying, my body was letting my spirit go. i blinked and when i opened my eyes, i was staring at... me.
Gee was sleeping, his sweet breath on my face, and i was next to him. No i wasnt. my body was, but i was gone.
my body looked pale, i was bruised, too thin, too weak.
"Mhm, you were." i heard a voice behind me say. a familiar voice. i turned and saw her, Ganma Elena, she was sitting on the chair in the corner, smiling at me. "Its hard to see you here sweetie, your so young, so in love." "Yeah, i was." i looked back at Gee
"Are. your not done yet sweetie, im not going to take you." she said. i looked at her again, my eyebrows furrowed, "But... im already dead, i cant go back." "No, your not dead yet. well, in the technical sense, your very much dead, but this is just a pass for you." she said. then i heard Gee say "Mikey?"
i turned to see him stroking my face "M...Mikey? no... NO! MIKEY! MIKEY WAKE UP! HELP ME! SOMEONE HELP ME!" he threw on his boxers and ran out to look for a doctor or nurse anyone who could help. i turned back to my Grandmother and said "Why are you hurting him like that? if this is just a pass then let me leave! let me go back to him!"
"Michael, calm down. i am here to help." she said and handed me something. it was a little ball full of a glowing light. "When you shove that into your chest, you will go back, but you need to know. your stemcells are in a kind of campus, being held by someone your father knows well. he doesnt know that he has your stemcells, but you need to tell him. you will make it thru. and you need to tell your parents about you and Gerard. because i dont see this as a phase, you both are really in love with each other, and i hope to see you two together for a very long time." she said as i watched them take me away, Gerard was still screaming "WAKE UP! PLEASE WAKE UP! MIKEY WAKE UP, PLEASE!"
man, it was gonna be hard to explain why i was naked and bruising in certain areas.
"Go now sweetie, live long and cherish life. i will always be with you." she said and grabbed the ball of light form me and shoved it into my chest. i gasped cuz it hurt, then i fell into some kind of wormhole. then i felt like i was cramped, so i tried stretching out, when i felt myself buck.
then i realized i had to repossision my soul in my body, i needed to put my soul where it belongs just the right way, so i could come back to life.
i started to feel around, looking for all the right holes to put my arms and legs thru, all the while i could feel my body jerk around. i finally found where my head went and it fell still and i shoved my arms and legs where they belonged and then i felt crack down my spine as i locked into my body.
my eyes flew open and i sucked in a deep breath, my chest arching up as my heart restarted, my lungs taking in the much needed air. i couldnt really see, everything was too bright, but i could hear. i heard a nurse gasp, i heard the doctor say "What the..." i heard metal tinkle on the floor as someone dropped something, and lastly, but most importantly, i could hear my brother say "M-mikey?"
i slowly let the breath go, hearing it leave with a slow whooshing sound, and my body slowly slumped back onto the table. my eyes were still wide, i felt cold.
then everyone started up again, the doctor shone a little light in my eyes to see if i was responding, the nurses put in a new IV, the whole deal, but i was only aware of the warm hand in mine, the hand of the man i loved in more ways than one.
My brother.
My Gerard.
he was right, i was going to get better, and i was going to live a long life with him. i blinked slowly, regaining control of my actions.
"Michael? why are you like this?" the doctor asked, gesturing to the fact that i was naked and had bruises on certain parts of my body. i hadnt gained control of my vocal cords yet, so i couldnt answer, but suddenly Gee spoke up "Because of me."
my eyes flicker over to him, he didnt met my eyes, but he continued "I... i had sex with him, i did that to him." "We are going to have to report this to the police." the doctor said, looking down at me horrified. "Its ok, i wont run, i wont deny anything." he said, squeezing my hand tighter. "Nuuu... nuuuu! no!" i said, squeezing back.
"Yes. im sorry, i love you Mikey." he said and kissed my forehead, only to be pushed back by the doctor.
"NO! NO NO NO NO NO!" it seemed that was the only word computing with my mind. "Get him out of here!" the doctor snapped and they tried to take Gee from me, but i had a death grip on his hand and sarted to scream "PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME GERARD! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU GERARD, DONT LEAVE! PLEASE! GERARD! DONT LEAVE ME DONT LEAVE ME DONT LEAVE ME!"
they froze, but the nurses were still holding him, so i started to swat them away and i screamed "LET HIM GO! NOW! LET HIM GO! DONT TAKE HIM FROM ME!"
Gee was crying and whispered "Its ok Mikey baby, this is for the best! so i cant hurt you anymore! so you can get better! its ok!"
"NO! GEE, PLEASE! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, JUST NEVER LEAVE, STAY WITH ME, STAY!" i couldnt stop screaming, i was panicing, i didnt want them to take the only reason i had to live away from me,the only one who cared for me, the only one who loved me.
"I love you Mikey." he said as he pried my hand off and stepped away, giving me one last goodbye with his eyes, then following the nurses out.
i screamed the word 'No' for maybe a minute straight, without stopping, just one long, endless no.
i felt like my soul was ripping away, like he had taken part of it with him, leaving me incomplete. why couldnt i just stay dead? why did i have to live through this kind of pain? why couldnt they see we loved each other and just leave us alone?
then my mind slipped away, leaving me altogether.
i slipped into a catatonic state.
