I've been having a little bit of writers block, seeing as I haven't been getting any feedback. Updates will not always be frequent. Anyways, on with the show.

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Slowly I changed out of my costume and put on something a little more me. My plan was rather simple. When asked to speak of my past I would simply tell them I had a very painful past and do not wish to speak with them about it. I would tell them little details like how old I was went I was turned and questions of that nature. Nothing too much into my history. I would tell them of the circumstances in which I became a vampire, no I could not do that without telling them about the wolves.

Maybe now that I was on an equal footing I could have a relationship with someone in my own world. I really do not have any friends human or otherwise. It never really bothered me, until now that is. I had no one to back my story, and I was starting to get terribly lonely. I will never know though if I don't change and speak to them, if they would take the new me into their lives. All I can do is hope.

After changing into something more me, I leave my dressing room holding my head high. That's it feel the role you need to play. Dry sob if you need to. Remember the pain and hurt he caused you. But the utmost importance, do not forget your role. Scarlet Flynn. That's who you are now. That's who you need to be so you can stop hurting. I catch sight of them, and I'm sure if I was human I would be as red as my name. I walk over to them slowly. They all seem in some sort of awe, all catching a look at my purple eyes. I smile and wave slightly.

"Have you had enough back here?" I ask them.

"Yes I believe so, we were really just waiting for you. We would like to speak with you." Carlisle spoke for them all. "And we would like some answers."

"Well as I said before, I will try to answer your questions the best I can but I make no promises." I state grimly. Leading the way back to the aprking lot. "I would like to take my car so if you would be so kind as to give me directions to your home I would really appreciate that."

"Oh, well how about I go with you?" Alice asked.

Great, just great. I needed this time to prepare not make small talk."Sure, that would work just as well," I responded quietly. "Just no questions, please, I only want to tell my story once. Do we have a deal?"

"YES!" She yells jumping up and down.

"I'm glad I didn't need that ear for anything tonight." I say shaking my head and climbing into the drivers side. They all just stand there taking in my car. "Are you going to get in?" I ask rather impatiently. I can feel him trying to read my thoughts again and it is starting to get to me. Alice sighs and climbs in. I rev up the engine, smiling to myself. We take off toward the Cullen home.

After sitting in silence Alice speaks up. "You take a left here." she says quietly. A few moments pass. "What did you mean earlier when you spoke to my brother? Why did you say 'stop trying to peek in there?'" she asks me.

I take a rather large breath "I could feel him trying to gain access to my mind. Sometimes it give me a headache and why should he be allowed to enter my mind in anyway? Ultimately I can tell when a vampires power, especially when it has to do with the mind, is trying to.. I guess the best way to describe this is enter my bubble." I sigh. "Anything else though I will answer at another time, well as much as I feel your family and yourself should know. Why don't you tell me a little more about your family?" I really need this to get off of myself . I do not want to do this not really.

"Well, Rose and Emmett are together, same with Carlisle and Esme. Jasper, Edward, and I are not mated. But Edward, well he just returned to us, he has been gone a long time." If I was not a vampire I wouldn't have heard the last part she spoke. Well thats news to me, I wonder what happened with Jasper and Alice, oh well not my business.

"Do you have any powers?" I ask, even though I already know them. This would make a rather interesting play. Where one of the characters knows everything about the others while everyone else was in the dark. She looked it she was having a vision. Interesting, thats for sure.

"Yes we do. Edward can read minds, that's most likely why you felt his presence in your 'bubble'." She giggles at my term, and I smile. "I can see the future, you should turn here our you are going to have to do a breathalyzer test. Jasper is empathic, though he can't seem to sense you, but I guess I know why now. Carlisle is immune to human blood, Esme is like the mother I don't remember. Emmett has his strength and Rosalie has her beauty."

"Well, I must thank you for the information, I hate having to do those tests. Generally I try not to drive while I'm in the city limits, but since today was sunny I had to take my car. Are you living in the city limits or are you living in another place?" Thats an innocent question.

"We do not like living this close to the city, with all the people and such we have a large property about half an hour from here. I need to know something, why are your eyes purple, and not gold or red like most vampires are."

"I have contacts. I started wearing them when I turned 19 and I guess I just liked them so much. Naturally my eyes are gold. The humans think that my eye are really purple, I get asked why often. I smile at them and ask them why theirs are blue or green. They usually just leave me be after that."

We finally leave the city limits and the highway is empty so I can really test the speed on my car.

"Do you want to see if the others want to race?" I ask her looking over, and she has a huge smile on her face, and taking her phone in her hand.

"Hey Alice, whats up?" Rosalie asks.

"Put me on speaker, please, Rose." She pauses. "Can everyone hear me?" I hear a bunch of yeses and the like. "Scarlet and I have been talking and wanted to know if you wanted to race us home now that we are able to open up the speed?"

I hear Emmett first. "YESSSSS!!!"

"Okay, well catch up then. I'll count to ten." Alice says. They catch up with us, and I turn up the radio, changing Cd's. "Ready? one, two-"

But I cut her off grabbing the phone and yelling "TEN!"

I took off, leaving them behind me. I look at Alice, and she looked afraid for a second there. "Sorry to bother your current state but I assume we will be at the exit soon and I would rather win this round, wouldn't you?" I say smiling.

"Uhh, yeah, next one now. I'm never used to be caught off guard like that. It was rather... different. Make a left here and then follow this road down the exit is hidden I'd say with this speed 3 minutes, you'll see it it's on your right."

Good I'm glad I shock it up. they will never know. I smile and follow the directions she gave me. We made it there first, I get out of my car and lean on it. This will be fun. The keys are still in my car and the radio is still playing. I love this song it describes everything about me right now. I start to sing along with the words.

Well it's hard to find the words to say
What no one would say to you when you were 'round
The loneliest caged bird sings the saddest song
And you were never one to keep us guessing long
If you ask me what went wrong
I'll tell you nobody is doin' fine
Were all fucked up and doin' time
The gates of Eden elude people like ourselves

I think about you every now and then
More now than I ever did when you were down
All reservations pass when chances slip away
All songs play better from confusion

Now I sit and I wonder how
Everyday gets a little shorter and I always feel I'm losin' out somehow don't wanna let another day go by without creation
Now if you ask me what went wrong
When your fallin' you're the only one that doesn't see the distance sacrifice yourself to save yourself
Now we don't always walk the line and broadcast how we hurt sometimes
And still at times it seems nobody wants to know

Give me some time I might remember everything you ever did or said to me

If you ask me what went wrong
I'll tell you nobody is doin' fine
Were all fucked up and doin' time
The gates of Eden elude people like you and I

I think about you every now and then
More now than I ever did when you were down
All reservations pass when chances slip away
All songs play better from confusion...confusion...

I forgot that the others were coming and they all just stood there looking at me. The pain I pushed away was over taking me. Crumbling down on my knees, dry sobbing.

"we were more fucked up then you'll ever know." I mutter. Someone clears their throat. "oh... Sorry you had to see that."

"It's alright. Would you like to go in and sit down?" Edward asks me. "Maybe answering our questions?"

"I guess we could do that." I reach in my car and turn it off. They all head inside, but Edward waits. Why would he do that? I wonder.

We head inside. It looks like the house in Forks. White on white. Creepy.Everyone headed over to the leather couches in the living room, Jasper and Alice on either side of Edward on one couch Esme and Carlisle holding hands on the love seat, Emmett and Rose snuggled together in front of them and an empty over-sized chair left. I taker my seat and prepare myself for a long evening. I sit pondering for a few minutes on where i should start, but Carlisle seems to get the ball rolling. Thank the goddess for that.

"Well Scaret I must welcome you to our home, I'm sure you do not want to give us your complete history this evening but we would like to know a few things." He states with a smile.

"Thank you very much Carlisle. I have not met many of our kind. As I said before." I say smiling. "I'm hard to find, if I don't want to be found." My smile grows wider. I catch Jasper grinning too. Well at least he can smile, no one else seems to. Have you ever thought they might not like your joke. Your not that funny.Shut it. "Anyways, I have been travelling North America for about 20 years. I was changed 16 years ago in Vancouver, B.C. by a vampire that thought I would make a tasty treat. He just had a taste I don't know what happened when his venom hit my veins but he couldn't finish. He left me in the forest." They all gasp. "I woke up I didn't know what had happened." Yes you did. "But it didn't take me long to figure it out. I heard a deer close by and my instincts took over and I found I was satisfied so I figured what the heck. I should be alright, but I was heart broken I realised that I would be alone. I would rather not go over my newborn years they were very dark for me. I had a lot of hurt in me, I became very depressed."

I could Jasper wince as I was becoming comfortable and my emotions were something I could not always block.

"I'm sorry." I mumble, looking at him apologetically. "Realise though I did not cause harm to anyone but myself in this depressive state I was in. I was so far up in the Rockies that I wouldn't be found by anything but a few animals. I'd say after two years of wallowing in self-pity, for things that should have been, could have been or would have been I picked myself up and decided that I would do something with my life. That was and always be by watching the happiness from others by watching the works of art on the stage. Now usually I don't ast, I have a degree for pyrotechnics so I make the crazy explosions and fireworks displays. I directed a small production of Blithe Spirit." I take a deep breath. "Now, who has a question?"

Everyone just looked around at each other. After a few minutes Jasper spoke.

"Well I'm sure everyone is glad to have met you, I do have a question for you, Scarlet."

"Really now, well I will try to answer the best I can," I say confidently, winking at him. Oh this is fun, I think smiling to myself.

"Yes. I would like to know what your powers consist of. Because on our previous meeting I could feel no emotions from you but yet a few minutes ago I felt your pain." he finishes softly. I sigh.

"Well, the basics of my powers is I'm a shield but more complexly, it's a bubble. Attacks of the mind, they don't bother me at all. I have a thick skull."I say laughing really hard. I'm laughing so hard a fall out of the chair. The Cullen's are staring at me rolling around but the emotions get to be too much for Jasper and he starts rolling around with me, soon everyone is rolling around laughing. I put my bubble up just watching them roll around, smiling. Slowly they pull themselves out of the laughing fit.

"Anyways...." I say rolling my eyes. "Emotions are hard for me to block when there is enough feeling behind them but before I was focused on not letting you find me, strange vampires I usually try to stay away, you never know what they are like, so I didn't want to be found. But yet I was found.. talking to myself of all things." I chuckle.

"Yes, well you seem to do that a lot, don't you?" Edward asks in a tone I do not care for.

"So? Your point being?" I ask harshly. Maybe I don't feel the same way about him anymore. "I've been alone for 16 years basically, who better to talk to than yourself?"

Rose, Emmett and Jasper giggle.

"Now, I do have a question for you, what were you talking about before about that shirt you where shoving in my face?" I ask. Why does it matter, you already know.That maybe the case but they don't know I know. Appearances and all, remember? Yes.

Alice takes a deep breath and replies."Yes, that shirt. It had the same scent of someone who we once knew, she passed away. We thoguht you knew something about it. She meant a lot to us."

"Oh.." was all I could say.

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