Juliet POV

A/N: Yayy, I really like writing this! Thanks for the first review! ^.^ And I'm so so sorry for the short chapter, but I felt like I had to post something and short one is better than nothing.

Juliet POV

You can turn time? Beatrice asks, sounding shocked. I can't really blame her. Unfortu-"Juli! Are you asleep?" Jake almost shouts and I startle. I'll tell you later. "Oh gosh, I'm so sorry! I got lost in a thought", I mumble quickly. "Yeah, that's what she does all the time", Ethan continues my story, a concerned look in his eyes. "Geez, you're such a dreamer", Jake sighs. I roll my eyes. "Whatever. What were you guys talking about?" "We were wondering if you knew what we're going to do at the initiation tomorrow, since Ethan told us you know everything", Henry tells me. I glance at Ethan. "I don't know everything. But, knives, I think. Or probably shooting", I guess. Jake and Henry look at each other. "She knows everything." I shrug. However they want to think it. "Hey", I hear a familiar voice say, "did you get new tattoos?" I turn around and face him. Four stands there, looking tired. Guess he really needs the sleep he's getting. Or maybe he doesn't sleep, maybe he lies. Poor Tobias, Beatrice thinks, he's concerned about something. Perhaps he is. "Yeah", I answer him as happily as I can. "Want to see, huh?" Jake asks grinning and raises his eyebrows flirtatiously. Henry looks scared, Ethan rolls his eyes. Four grins at Jake. "You remind me of someone. But you really should watch out your words, you might piss someone off. And sorry, I didn't come here to see your tattoos. I came to get a new one." He says. What? He never got any new tattoos when I was… with him, Beatrice thinks. You have to ask him what kind of tattoo he wants and why! She decides. But I don't want to. He's scary and I really don't give a fu-"Oh, cool. What kind of tattoo do you want? Where? What does it symbol?" Jake asks cutting my thought. I sigh for relief, now I don't have to ask. Four raises his eyebrows. "You ask too much questions. Stop it. But if you can't sleep your nights without that knowledge, I'll get a raven on my heart. To symbol a family member I left behind. Now, go!"

Tell me. Tell me everything, Beatrice demands when we get to the dormitories. I groan and slump on my bed. Well, I start, you saw it. I can go back in time. She can't hide her excitement. Does that mean you could go back and shoot David and save me? She asks. I haven't ever gone that far, there's like a thousand different risks in that. But theoretically, I could go there. About shooting David and saving you… I'm not sure. I try to be as honest and kind with her as I can. I doubt if she understands every risk it would take. And in reality, the thought of going that much back in time frightens me. What do you mean? She asks impatiently. The good thing about our connection is that Beatrice feels only the thoughts I feel at the moment, not the ones I've thought years before. I want to keep them only mine, to be honest. I don't want anyone, even her, to know I can even feel the way I've felt. It would be changing the history. I have never done that. I don't know if it's possible. And returning three years in time… I don't know if I'd be sixteen or thirteen there. I don't know if you'd be in my head, I don't even believe you'd exist at all the way you exist now. Yes, there would be you, but would she be the real you? She would be three years…younger. And Four, Zeke, Christina, they'd all be younger too. Saving the other you would be like killing the entire world and not knowing if anyone will become the same way they're now. It might lead to a better world or it might lead to a catastrophe. It's a huge risk, but I am willing to take it for you, big sister. I just need you to understand that we might not survive even if we get there. During my story, Beatrice Prior has listened to me without any interruption. Now she feels horrified. I'm sorry for her; I would defiantly not know what to do in her situation. Juliet… I don't know what to say. I'm so sorry. I should have never asked you something like that. Please, forget I ever mentioned it. I'm not surprised about her decision, but it's not like I'd agree with her. I have to be Dauntless and face my fear. It may even turn the world into a better place. No. I won't. I'll keep training this time-turning. I won't give up on you. I have this feeling world with you is a better place than the one without you, I tell her and in that moment I know that's what I must do. I'll save my big sister, no matter what. But tell me Beatrice, why don't you want me to bring your friends alive? I continue. Her feelings are a total mess and she can't control them, but she manages to tell me, They've found peace.