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This is my first everfan fiction. I hope you all like it. Some of this story is based on my life and I wrote this story to get my feelings out.
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Chapter 4
After 17 years of being me, I can't take it a second longer, my dad's not home so I'm alone and I'm not going to be here much longer. I start to tie my belt it to the metal bar my dad installed in my room in case I wanted to use it for exercise.
Knock, knock, "Stiles ... Stiles let me in" I heard, it was Derek's voice, he's at the window.
I quickly untied the belt and threw it on the floor and unlocked the window. "Hey what are you doing here?" I said, my heart still racing over what I was doing before he came.
"Just come to see if you were okay after that stunt that Scott and Isaac pulled" Derek said with that secret little smile.
"Yeah I'm fine, now can you just leave please" I said angrily because I told the pack no to speak to me again.
"Okay but you still have that book I lent you, are you done with it?" he said with a face that looked like he had just had a five pound fine.
"Yeah I'll get it", shit I have forgotten about the packs stuff at my house, I have Isaac's CDs, Lydia's mirror and more, we'll they can collect it when I'm gone.
"Here, now, please, go" I said wanting to get it over with.
"...um actually... There is a reason why I came to see you" Derek said almost choking on his words.
"Which is?" I said
"...um there's um ... a new .. Threat in town so I was sent here to protect you for the um night" Derek said nervously.
"What new threat?" I said curiously
"You're not pack anymore so I can't tell you, but ... Um... The pack still doesn't want to see you hurt so there will be a werewolf with you at all times until the threat is gone, ... Okay?".
"Um okay" I said. You know what this means I won't be able to do it tonight or any time soon until this threat is gone, SHIT!, they are going to make me live when I don't want to.
"I'm going to sleep, so you can sleep on the floor" I said getting him a pillow and blanket.
I turn the light off and get into bed. Why would they want to protect me? Why don't they do me and everyone else a favour and let the threat kill me. I was about to sleep when I felt a dip in the mattress and a warm body up against me. It was Derek.
"Is this okay?" He whispered putting his arm around me.
Almost too sleepy to answer I said "yeah", if a hot, sexy older werewolf that I happen to be in love with wants to cuddle me, I'm not going to argue.
The next morning I wake up and I'm boiling. Then I remembered that I had Sourwolf in my bed. He was hugging me. I was really hot but I really didn't want this moment to end so I laid there for another 10 minutes. I slid out of his arms and went into the bathroom to get ready for school. When I came back Derek was already up and dressed.
"I'm taking you to school today and the rest of the pack members have already sorted out who's going to be with you when" Derek said putting his second shoe on.
"Okay, but I think I would like to be alone after school" I said hoping he would let me.
"Sorry stiles but until the threat I'd gone someone will be with you at all time" Derek said.
"Fine" I said saying.
And he was right all throughout school a pack member was with me at all times and Derek was even there to pick me up from school.
"Are you hungry?" Derek said keeping his eyes on the road
"Yeah, you wanna grab a bite to eat?" I said hoping that if I grab a bite with him, he will leave me alone.
"Yeah, I know this really great place down town"
"Okay"
We didn't come back from the place until 10.00
"I think I'll get some sleep" I said hoping he would get the hint and go home.
"I'm your protector tonight and I need to get some sleep to" he said stretching his big muscles.
It was the same set up as last night, both of us in the bed with his arm around me.
"Stiles" Derek whispered
"Yeah" I whispered back.
"You know that you have loads of people that love you right?" He said
"Yeah I know" Lie, I know nobody could ever love me, I don't even like myself.
Derek spent the whole weekend with me, listening to music, playing video games, and talking, I wondered what about the rest of the pack, I thought there where all going to protect me not that I'm complaining, I love spending time with Derek. I think I'm more in love with him now than I ever was but its heart breaking because I know he doesn't feel the same and I've put my death off long enough, it was time to get things over with.
Monday after school he picked me up from school and we had dinner as usual. Derek was looking as hot as ever and me I could barely keep my eyes off him.
"I need some time alone so I was thinking I could sleep by myself tonight" I said, honestly I really didn't want to leave me alone, I never want to be apart from him again, when Derek is there everything is okay.
"Sorry Stiles but the threat is still not dealt with yet" he said looking angry
"Derek I don't care what you say, I'm going home alone" I said before storming off.
"I'm not leaving you on your own" Derek said following me
"What kind of threat is it anyway" I said angrily
"You don't need to know" he said almost shouting.
"Yes I do, now tell me".
"No"
"I'll leave unless you tell me"
Derek just stands there saying nothing
"TELL ME!"
"ITS YOU"
What does he mean, I'm no threat to anyone
"What are you on about me?" I said lowering my voice
"Don't play dumb, I read your journal on Thursday night while you were getting that book, I know what you were going to do and I couldn't let that happen so I made sure someone was with you the whole time" he said looking at the floor.
"So you made up a threat and spent the whole weekend with me so I wouldn't kill myself, why do you care anyway, we're not even friends" I said
"Stiles of course we are, we are pack, I'll never let any harm come to you"
"WHY DO YOU CARE, IF I LIVE OR DIE"
"Because I do"
"Why"
"BECAUSE I DO"
"WHY DO YO..." before I could finish the sentence I was cut off by a soft but rough pair of lips smashing against mine. I was kissing Derek Hale. I started to kiss back and he licked at my lips begging for entrance, I parted my lips and felt his tongue roaming around in my mouth, I pulled away confused about what just happened.
"That's why" Derek said with that secret smile on his face.
