I woke up to the warmth of my body leaving. I wrapped the blankets tighter around myself and tried to get warm. I didn't know how long I stayed in bed but I was awoke by someone.
"Ame wake up," Sasuke said. I blinked and sat up rubbing my eyes. I looked around and remembered that I came here in the night. I yawned and Sasuke looked at me in awe. He shook himself from that look and placed the tray he was carrying on me. I looked at him questioningly.
"I made food for you," He said.
"Thank you," I whispered. I grabbed the chopsticks and started to eat. I noticed he kept watching me. I grabbed some more food with the chopsticks and pushed it into Sasuke's mouth. He looked at me surprised but took the food. I watched as he ate it and then licked his lips. I was entranced with watching his lips. I knew he saw me doing it but he didn't stop me because it gave him the chance to get a good look at me. Suddenly I leaned forward and lightly pressed my lips against his. He kissed me back gently as not to scare me. It stayed completely innocent. He only placed his hand on my face to pull me a little closer. I closed my eyes as did he. I then leaned my body against his so he pulled me onto his lap. I placed my hands on his chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist. That was as close as we got to make sure he didn't scare me. We broke apart slowly, my lips clinging to his, as we panted for breath. My eyes shifted to look straight ahead so I was looking into his eyes. His eyes were holding an emotion I had never seen before and I wanted to know what it was. When he looked into my eyes he actually saw every emotion I held back. There was sadness, but there was more happiness than anything except there was something in my eyes he had never seen. We didn't even notice that the other was staring into the others eyes. I then looked down at his lips again and back to his eyes. He then took the initiative to lean forward and kiss me. He kept it somewhat innocent but not as much as the last one. I was still in his lap but I had moved my arms so they were around his neck. He only pulled my body closer to his. This time he licked my lips lightly and it shocked me for a moment but he continued to kiss me to reassure me. I then shyly opened my mouth and he gently and slowly allowed his tongue into my mouth. He stroked my tongue and the rest of my mouth until we had to breathe. He leaned his forehead on mine and kissed my nose lovingly. I smiled. He grabbed the chopsticks from my and started to feed me. We then would switch off between feeding each other until the food was gone. He kissed me lightly again and grabbed the tray while getting up from the bed.
"Get dressed where leaving," He said and walked out of the bedroom. I got up and left Sasuke's room and went into my own. I slid on a pair of skinny jeans and a short sleeved form fitting t-shirt. I slid on my boots and brushed out my hair. I put it into two low pigtails with my bangs hanging over my eye. I grabbed some ribbon out of my bag that was black and tied them around my hair ties. I then walked out of my room and down the stairs to see Sasuke waiting for me. He was dressed in semi tight black jeans with a navy blue button up shirt his headband was still on his head. He walked over to me and kissed me again and grabbed my hand. He pulled away and looked into my eyes.
"I can't seem to get enough of you," He whispered. I blushed. He stroked my face and kissed me once again only to pull away a second later. He then walked to the door and left the house. I had a small smile on my face. Where does this leave me and Sasuke? Are we just friends…with benefits? I frowned at the thought and Sasuke noticed. He stopped. He pulled me close to him making me look up at him.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I let my head bow until he lifted my chin with his hand. His eyes bore into mine. He repeated what he said.
"What are we?" I whispered. He chuckled and kissed me. I didn't even notice the stares and happy gazes of the villagers as we did. We pulled away.
"I thought you could tell. I don't go around kissing women especially beautiful ones such as yourself, so I would have to say that your my girlfriend," He replied. My eyes widened.
"Really?" I exclaimed. He smirked and nodded. I threw my arms around his neck and raised myself up on my tippy toes to kiss him soundlessly. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me into the air. I giggled. He sat me back down, but his head was still down by mine.
"So I'm Sasuke Uchiha's girlfriend…I like the sound of it," I said smiling at him. He smiled at me and went back to his normal height. He re-grabbed my hand walked to where we were meeting his team. We walked all the way to a small restaurant only to see Naruto and Sakura there. Alongside them was Hinata and beside Sakura was a man in a green jumpsuit and orange leg warmers and a bowl haircut. I smiled. I saw Sakura look at us and she was smiling. She walked over to me the man following her since his hand was being held by her. She stopped when she got to us.
"Ame this is my boyfriend Rock Lee," She said. He bowed.
"It is very nice to meet you Ame," He stated. Sakura rolled her eyes.
"So when did this happened?" She asked waving her hands at ours. I blushed and Sasuke smirked.
"Today," He stated. Sakura smiled and squealed.
"Finally you get a good girlfriend! It took you long enough," She exclaimed. Sasuke huffed and glared at her. Suddenly Kakashi popped up a girl with him. She was very pretty. She had long red hair and bright blue eyes, she stood a little bit shorter than Kakashi and looked around his age. It seems no one knew who she was.
"This is my sister Miuki," He stated. Sakura rolled her and Sasuke just frowned, then I saw Naruto run up with Hinata.
"Then why doesn't she look like you, and why is she around the same age?" Sakura asked. Kakashi looked at her.
"She was adopted," He stated. His team sighed and just dropped the subject. I walked forward towards her only to have her eyes focus on me quickly.
"I'm Ame Turner," I whispered. She smiled at me.
"It's nice to meet you Ame," She said. I gave her a little smile and I felt Sasuke squeeze my hand. We all then navigated into the restaurant. We all sat down and started to look. Suddenly Miko the girl from yesterday came up.
"Hello my name is Miko and I'll be your waitress today," He said staring at Sasuke. I ignored the look and looked at her.
"I'll have water," I said. Sasuke agreed. After everyone ordered what they wanted Miko rushed off to get everything. I was glaring at her the entire time. I felt Sasuke squeeze my hand gently. I looked at him and he was smiling at me. What I didn't notice was that Naruto and Sakura were looking at him in shock.
"You got Teme to smile!" Naruto yelled. I looked at him in shock. W-What? I thought he just smiled a lot. I turned to Sasuke and he had a slight flush across his face.
"You don't smile? Then why do you smile when your with me?" I asked. He looked me in the eyes and leaned next to my ear.
"You are what makes me smile," He whispered. I blushed and smiled. He kissed my cheek and pulled away. Miko then showed up with the food and drinks, glaring at me. She continued until she saw the way Sasuke smiled at me. Her glare softened. After she set everything down she got next to me and tapped my shoulder. I turned to look at her.
"I wanted to say I'm sorry. I was just jealous that you got Sasuke-kun, but I know that he likes you because he's smiling. I'm sorry if there are any hard feelings," She said lowly. I looked at her in surprise. I smiled at her.
"Its all right Miko, I think we could be great friends if you want?" I whispered. Her eyes met mine in shock and then she smiled.
"That would be great," She said. I gave her a small smile. Suddenly we saw Kiba come in for some reason his shirt was off. I shook my head and looked at Miko. Her face was flushed and she was staring at Kiba. When he noticed he walked over to her.
"Names Kiba Inuzuka and what's your name?" He asked smirking. She narrowed her eyes at him.
"Excuse me? You are not allowed in here without a shirt on. Maybe if you come back decent I'll tell you. Now get out before I get security," She replied and walked off. I chuckled and Kiba look startled. I then saw a smile come onto his face.
"Feisty, I like her all ready," He said. I shook my head at him. He grabbed a shirt from his back pocket and slid it on. He walked up to the front desk and waited for Miko to show up. Suddenly she was there not looking at him. She looked up and was startled. She glared and sighed.
"Its Miko Inyuka," She said. He smirked at her.
"How about we meet later and spend some one on one time together?" He asked. She narrowed her eyes at him again.
"Sorry I don't date people I don't know," She said and turned. He grabbed her by the arm and spun her back around.
"Technically you know me because I just told you my name," He said. She sighed defeated.
"Fine pick me up at 6 unless you want to pick me up at 5 when I get off and walk me home," She said. He smirked.
"I'll see you at five," He said and walked out of the restaurant. I watched Miko as she laid her chin on her hand and watched him walk out. She sighed dreamily. I laughed causing her to look at me. She blushed when she saw that the whole table watched everything. When we were done we paid and left. We said goodbye and Sasuke and I walked around. I started to yawn so we walked home. When we got back we went into our rooms and got dressed for bed. Right as I slid on my shirt I felt someone wrap their arms around me. I relaxed thinking it was Sasuke. Suddenly they covered my mouth. My eyes went wide and I thrashed in their arms. I finally bit the persons hand and screamed.
"SASUKE!" I yelled frantically. A second later the man was on the floor. I landed on the floor and scooted away from him when I saw his face. I paled and felt bile come into my mouth. I ran for the bathroom and threw up all of my dinner. A couple seconds later Sasuke was there holding back my hair. When I finished I wrapped my arms around Sasuke and cried. He held me tight.
"Who is that Ame?" He asked sternly. I tensed and he noticed. We walked out of my room and I noticed that the man was gone. I sighed in relief but couldn't help but feel uneasy. He walked me into his room and made me sit on his bed. Tears welled in my eyes because I was afraid. I was afraid that if I told Sasuke he would leave me. I felt Sasuke wipe them away and I looked at him. His eyes only held concern for me.
"Who is that Ame and why are you so scared of him?" He asked. I looked away for a second and then looked back at him with a blank stare.
"When I tell you don't interrupt me just let me say it. When I lived in the orphanage, this was right after the old lady died, there was this boy. His name was Siroko and he was 15. He lived in the orphanage with me and he was the closest thing I had to a friend. Well one day he didn't want to be just friends but I didn't. He got furious and said that if he couldn't have me that he'll make sure no one would want me. H-he grabbed me and tied me to the bed. He ripped off all my clothes and he…he raped me. He beat me, raped me, and emotionally scared me. This continued every day until I was kicked out. I was thankful that I had gotten out of there but he somehow got here. I don't know how he did but he's here. I-I have scars on my stomach and back. He would often use tools to hurt me. He would constantly tell me that no one would want me when I tell them…soon I believed him. I still do and I'm so afraid you're going to hate me. You're the first real relationship I've had and I like it. I like that you make me feel safe and I'm so afraid that you're going to leave me," I said. He was silent. Tears filled my eyes. We sat in silence for a couple minutes. I then stood and ran out of his room. I kept going until I ran into the forest. I saw the tree that I had been against when I was first here. I ran to it and sat on it. I cried and cried. I felt someone hit my head and I went into unconsciousness.
I woke up to black. It was pitch black and I couldn't see anything. I tried to move but I was chained to the bed I was on. I tried to move my legs but they were chained as well. I was starting to panic inside but I didn't show it. Suddenly light filled the room as the door opened. There stood Siroko. My eyes widened but my gaze stayed blank. He had a smirk on his face as he walked towards me. I glared at him. He walked over until he was at the bed. He then got on top of me. I didn't move. He was still smirking. He then took out a knife and proceeds to cut off my clothes. I didn't move and I didn't flinch. I was completely numb. I knew that it didn't matter what he did, the person that I trusted the most hates me. I didn't even realize he had already penetrated me. He was smacking, punching and slapping me as he thrust against me. I didn't cry I couldn't. I felt him shiver and his seed enter me. He got off me and was staring at me. He pushed hair out of my face.
"I really messed you up didn't i?" he asked quietly. I looked right past him my eyes devoid of life. He stroked my cheek.
"Don't touch me, if you do just kill me. I'm tired of being like this. I'm tired of being afraid no one will love me after what you did to me. I don't want to live like this anymore. Just kill me," I said emotionlessly. He froze.
"I'm still going to be selfish. You're going to be alive until you eventually die," He said harshly and left the room. Every day he came in and raped me. He tried to feed me but the food wouldn't stay in my mouth. I was slowly dying in this cell. I had no will to live, no one to love me. I had nothing in this world.
