Chapter 4
Hayley's POV
It's just a couple of hours after our first show and we decided to go out tonight. We had a whale of time, as always. The best was that we met some crazy fans. I love meeting fans. They are our family. Yeah. We all are a huge family.
I still remember the last fan meeting we had with Josh and Zac. They seemed to be uneasy and that made us feeling awkward. Now it's much better. I mean without Josh. Maybe it was meant for him to leave Paramore.
When we got back home, I fell asleep in my bunk which is next to Taylor's bunk. I was so tired that I wouldn't wake up even if Jeremy sing loudly into my ear. I love him very much, but I should tell that this guy has an awful voice. But it's ok I love him no matter what.
"Hayley, are you ok?" Tay asked as he sat next to me in my bunk.
"Yeah…What happened? I feel scared…"
"You had a nightmare, I guess…You screamed and then you woke up."
"Oh, okay…"
"You ok? Sure?" he asked. His voice was full of concern.
"Yes Taylor, thanks."
"I will sleep with you, I don't want you to dream of another nightmare." he said and I made space for him.
"Night Button…" I joked. Button is Taylor's nickname.
"Night Spongebob…"he whispered to me and giggled.
A few min later, I turned my head around. Taylor was sleeping. But I couldn't. I couldn't and it wasn't because Tay was snoring a bit. It was because I couldn't stop thinking. I cannot stop thinking about what Josh did to us. But I was thinking more of our show than him. It was great though Zac wasn't with us. That night I realized that Where The Lines Overlap is my favourite song. I like it the most when it says 'No one is as lucky as us, we're not at the end, but, oh we already won..!' Yeah. No one is as lucky as me cause I have Taylor and Jeremy by my side.
Jeremy's POV
I think that Looking Up is the song that expresses me the most. Because after what happened with Josh and Zac, Paramore is still a band and things are better than before. Although I wish Zac would come back. I miss him so much…
Taylor's POV
If someone would ask me which song is my favourite one, I'd say Born For This. We are still a band and we are born to do what we do now. We'll never let this go. We will write new songs, we will publish a new album, we are going to tour more than ever. Now I feel like nothing can stop us.
Hayley's POV
It's half an hour before our second show and I'm sitting backstage. The boys are getting ready. Suddenly I heard my phone ringing. I had an incoming call from Zac.
"Hi Hayles, what's up?" I think he's sad.
"Good, everything's alright…What about you? I think that something bad happened. Am I right?"
He sighed. "Yeah, your always right…"
"Then tell me what happened."
"Oh, eh…nothing important…"
"Pleaseeeeeeeeee tell me…" I begged him.
"It's about Jenna."
"Jenna? Why? What happened?"
"Actually, it's about Jenna and Josh. They have some problems, they fight a lot lately, since we left Paramore. And I'm confused, I don't know who's right and who's wrong. I don't know which side to take…"
"Okay, but why you told me? You know that after your bro did to us I don't care about him!"
"You begged me to tell you the matter…"
"Know that…Sorry…" I said and giggled a little.
"It's okay. Tell Tay and Jeremy that I miss them…"
"I'll…" I said and with that I hung up. I wanted to cry. If only he would come back…
"Hey are you ready to rock?" It was Taylor and he had a huge smile on his cute face.
"We're getting out in 2 min! Get ready!" Jeremy shouted.
Jeremy's POV
The concert is over and we are sitting on the tour bus. And I know that something's wrong with Hayley. Taylor's having a shower and Kat is painting her nails, so it's the perfect chance to talk with Hay.
"What's wrong Spongebob?" I asked and sat next to her on her bunk.
She giggled. "How can you understand when something's going on with me?"
"I have incredible psychic powers…" I joked and we both dissolved into laughter. "So tell me what's wrong?"
She looked at me and tears started running down her cheeks. "Oh please don't cry…" I said and hugged her. We were sitting like that for ages, until Hay broke the silence.
"I'm just so confused…"she said while crying.
"So tell me the matter and I will help you."
Taylor got in. "What happened Hayley?" He ran towards her and gave her a hug, then sat next to her.
"Ok I'll tell you…"she said and wiped her tears with her sleeve. "Well, Zac called me before the show and he was kind of gloomy. I begged him to tell me what's wrong and he did."
"What was it?" Taylor asked. He was worried about his best friend. He's always worried about us.
"He said that he's confused cause Josh and Jenna are having some problems and that they fight a lot since they left the band and he doesn't know which side to take. But I don't know why the hell I care about Josh and his stupid problems…" she finally said.
I giggled a bit. "I'd be on Jenna's side. How she puts up with him? If I were in her shoes I'd break up with him. I admire her for her being with him!"
Hay laughed, but Taylor was serious. "Do you guys think they will get a divorce?" he asked.
Hayley shrugged. "Don't know, don't care…"
I looked back at her. She was ready to break down. "Damn you Josh Farro!" she screamed and got out of the room. Kat got in. "Jeremy? Tay? What went wrong?" she asked.
"Josh happened!" we both said in unison.
"I'm going to find Hayley." she said and walked away.
"Do you think that Hay has a thing for Josh?" Taylor asked.
"No Button…" I joked and then I started laughing so hard that he couldn't calm me down. How did that question slip his mind? Oh yeah, I forgot. Only Taylor could think something like that…
