I know that she is no longer here. Beyond that, I can say little.
She died on one of the many 'unknown worlds' we visited. When Revan left the Rakatan temple and returned to the stretch of sand where we had forced a landing, she was without honour. Mad. She had made weapons of her Jedi talents and descended forever into shadows.
No. This isn't happening! It can't be happening.
When Revan appeared with Bastila Shan, our spirits lifted for a moment but sank again. I only stared. The two were alone. They were quiet.
No, I...
During Revan's quest, I did little to help. I was not present for many of the fights. I would not reminisce with our captain, as the others did.
I'm not just gonna stand aside and do nothing! You'll... you'll just have to kill me! But I don't think you will.
My people inherantly distrust outsiders. Whenever we have met them, they have made us their slaves. Our size and strength make us useful to them, when they need to threaten their enemies or bash-in a door. Even when Mission was my only companion, these were my functions. Revan, however, bashed-in her own doors.
There is a saying I have heard many times, not just on my homeworld: 'The enemy of my enemy is my friend'. When she rescued me on Taris, I recognised her for what she was. I owed her my life.
I don't believe you've gone over to the dark side, not totally. I don't think you'll kill me – not if I don't attack you first!
I followed her as far as my life-debt bade me. I would have died for her, or for her cause.
Looks like you'll have to do your own dirty work, Revan! If you've got the guts.
But she is gone. There is nothing for me to follow.
Zaalbar, what are you saying?
Revan has left us.
Revan can't force you to do anything you don't want to! It's me, Big Z – Mission!
I miss her, and the connection I gave to her. I vowed to protect her. Or at least, follow. And bash in doors, should she ask.
Please... Zaalbar, don't do this!
I cannot say where she went after she left us. In the moments since, I have waited for her to return. Her leaving was too sudden, too silent. Her story is unfinished.
She left me with so many questions. If only I could speak with her again.
But whilst waiting, I have come to my senses. I know now that she will not come back.
Please!
Revan may have waved a hand but I did not see it. She met my eyes directly and spoke in Galactic Basic. I heard an order to kill Mission. I do not know why I obeyed.
The enemy of my enemy is my friend.
No!
I raised Bacca's blade and cut into her thin armour and bones.
Silence.
She is no longer here. I deserted her. My life debt is broken.
