Okies, so I've re-written chapter 4.
Hopefully it goes slower .
L is a little OOC, sorry.
I didnt really know what to do with him, in his state, y'know?
So, Im sorry it took so long .
School has gotten amazingly stressfull, with state testing coming up 'nd all.
Here yah goes!


Satomi Stared out the window intently, watching the clouds below her.

"Mommy?" A tiny hand pushed on her leg, "I need to go to the bathroom."

Satomi smiled at her daughter and ushered her past Lawliet.

When they returned, Satomi went back to her thoughts while slightly listening to her daughter's conversation with her father.

"Daddy, why do we move around so much?" Jayden stared him down with her bright green eyes. Lawliet took his eyes away from a report he was typing up on his laptop and mumbled to her, "Because I'm a detective. Now, Jayden, please don't disturb me, Daddy is trying to work."

Satomi began to think about how hard it had to be for Lawliet to juggle work and a family, especially since she thought he didn't really want kids.

Satomi had always wondered whether or not her really wanted kids, or if he was doing it to appease her.

Especially the way he acted when Jayden was first born. He would just watch her, he was afraid to touch her, like he'd hurt her or something. It was like he didn't know what to do with himself when she cried.

But now, he really started acting weird. Satomi was having another baby soon, and he wouldn't spend much time with Jayden. At least, before Satomi got pregnant He would eat dinner, then Jayden would sit on the arm of his chair next to him and he let her observe what he was doing.

Jayden was a very quiet and thoughtful child, she wasn't a genius, but she was brilliant. She had long black hair and bright green eyes. Jayden looked so much like her father, Satomi often believed the only attribute she provided were those green eyes.

"Attention Flyers, we will be landing in 5 minutes, please put on your seatbelts."

Satomi strapped her daughter in, (with much protesting and telling her mother she could do it herself) and waited patiently.

Lawliet took his thumb from his mouth and rustled Jayden's hair then closed his laptop. Jayden obviously took this as a sign he wasn't angry with her.

Satomi enjoyed observing the two when Lawliet showed her affection.

The plane landed and they stepped off, grabbed their luggage, and Watari picked them up in his car and drove them to their apartment.

Jayden forcefully grabbed her fathers hand and he led her inside their home.

Satomi shut the door behind her and focused on what was going on. Jayden was running up the stairs behind Lawliet. Satomi followed them and captured Jayden.

"It's bath time missy!" Satomi teased and picked up her four year old. Jayden protested lightly, and then gave in as her mother tossed her in the warm bath water.

Satomi was dumping water on Jayden's hair when Lawliet walked in.

"How's it going in here?" He mumbled, then squatted on the floor next to Satomi.

"Well, once were done in here, its straight to bed for Jayden. 10:00 is too late for little girls to be awake." Satomi smiled at him then began toweling off her daughter.

At 10:30, when Jayden finally went to sleep, Lawliet helped Satomi up the stairs and then she sat next to him on the bed.

"Lawliet, did you really want to have kids?" Satomi lay back on her pillow and rested her hand on her stomach.

Lawliet, obviously caught off guard, laid his hand on hers and smiled, "Yes, however I'm just not sure it was good for them.

Satomi cocked her head, and then mumbled, "Why?"

Lawliet lay down next to her, then spoke softly. "I'm very busy, and were always moving, so I don't think that sort of life is healthy."

Satomi kind of shrugged then asked, "Well, how come now that we have more kids on the way you're starting to act strange to Jayden?"

He responded, mumbling, "Because, I feel like I need to give her attention, yet I need to finish up this case, and then I feel guilty. It's very depressing."

Satomi giggled, the nuzzled Lawliet's neck, sighing 'I love you' then closed her eyes.


6 months later.

Things had gotten so stressful.

After Oki was born, Lawliet was surprisingly more dutiful to being a father, and then criminals started dropping.

He quietly said his good byes, and went into hiding.

The last they heard was there was a new head quarters in the making and they would be moving soon.

It was very rare Satomi could go visit him in the hotel he was at for the time.

Tonight, Lind L. Taylor was on the screen talking.

Jayden sat on the floor coloring, and Satomi was feeding Oki his bottle. She looked down at her son who had is wide black eyes open and was speedily drinking his bottle, bubbles racing down with the milk, and suddenly, Jayden began screaming.

Satomi looked up and Lind L. Taylor lay dead on the newscaster desk, her L, the real L, still talking.

"Jayden, I think its time for bed." Satomi hurriedly turned off the TV and rushed Jayden upstairs.

After thirty minutes, Jayden had fallen asleep. Another hour passed quickly and there was a knock on the door.

Satomi, closely holding her sleeping son in her arms, turned the silver knob and opened the door to see a hunched over man.

"L?" She smiled, and he permitted her to see his.

Satomi shut the door behind him and hugged him with her free arm. L placed his lips to hers softly, heat from their breath rushing between their mouths, then touched Oki's forehead.

Satomi felt her eyes well up in pain. She placed the baby in L's arms and collapsed on the couch in tears.

L quickly laid the baby in his bassinette and sat beside his wife, who lay her head over in his lap.

He began the stroke her hair.

Déjà vu, Satomi felt the rush of the past flood over her. She crawled into his lap and for once, He allowed himself to sit normally, he needed to be with her.

Satomi sobbed out 'I love you' a few times, and then slowed her breathing.

"I can't take the separation anymore." She sighed.

L looked her in the eyes and mumbled, "The new head quarters is almost done."

Satomi smiled, knowing that he was going to move them soon.

Lawliet kissed Satomi deeply, bringing his jean-clad knees up to his chest as she moved to face him.

Satomi tore away from him to fulfill her lungs and mumbled, "I hate Kira."

"Me too." He mumbled back then kissed her deeper, and more passionate.


Satomi threw their suitcases into the trunk of the car. Jayden held Oki's hand and helped him walk out the door.

The five year old passed him to their mother, and then hopped into the car.

Satomi strapped in the two then Watari took off towards the headquarters.

The small family had waited six long months to move into the headquarters, so they could finally be with their father.

Satomi had to keep the kids in their portion of the building, but she knew she could get Watari to watch them.

When they all arrived, L, called Ryuzaki in his domain, Introduced his family as so; Satomi as Sayuri, Jayden as Jaydee, and Oki as Omar. However, they were not introduced as his family, just children from the Wammy House.

When the family went downstairs, Satomi immediately asked Watari to watch her children and took the elevator back upstairs.

The cold shiny elevator seemed to take forever just to reach him.

When Satomi stepped out of the elevator her eyes took in the blue couches, the large monitors, the task force gathered around an oak coffee table, and her Ryuzaki, sitting in a metal looking chair, staring intently at the restrained Misa and the desperate Light.

"Oh, hello Sayuri." Ryuzaki spoke, not even turning his chair to see her. The rest of the task force member stared at her. Oh.my.God. she wanted to grab him and hold him and attack him with every form of affection she could manage. She only had one thought;

How the HELL am I going to do this.


Im really not sure where to go from here, seriously...so please review with all of your might! I have two more chapters left. I'd like to make the next chapter, sort of a--
Wait...you'll have to read to find out Dx...sorreh!