Chapter 4

She clung to him like a lifeline as he spread her legs and grinded his erection at her very center. He wanted her. Wanted her. Wanted her! She was so ready for him, all he had to do was pull her underwear to the side and open his fly and he'd be in her in no time. But he couldn't. He wouldn't. He shouldn't. He grinded against her once more then released her. He leaned his forehead against hers, their breath mingling with each others as they inhaled and exhaled deeply. When they'd finally caught their breath and the thudding of their hearts had slowed to steady beats Goten called out to her. "I am sorry Pan but i can't maybe someday when I will no longer feel guilty we will do that but not today, not now"

"I understand." Pan noaded.

"um..Goodnight." He whispered.

"Goodnight." She replied softly.

"You know I love you, dont you Pan?"

A smile tugged on her lips, "I know and I love you too"

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Pan and Goten faced complicated and contradicting emotions concerning their newfound relationship. Feelings of love and shame, enjoyment and guilt, happiness and regret. They both felt that life had dealt them an entirely unfair hand. Why couldn't they have been attracted to non-relatives? Why had Fate placed the qualities they'd adore in a significant other in the body of someone whose blood they shared? they showed their true selves, their true feelings: stolen kisses in bathrooms and dark corners in the living room. And sometimes they even slept together, in the literal sense of the word, for they'd never gone further than kissing and touching. They never spoke of the right and wrongs of what they were doing.

That day her mom and dad called to know how they were doing. They were getting ready to go out to some fancy restaurant, a little breeze off from work. Pan smile sadly to herself. She wondered what their reaction would be if they found out about the incestuous activities of their daughter and brother/ in-law.

'Mom, Dad, Goten and I usually make out when you're not around.'

Uh huh. And the next moment she and Her lover would be dead, Gohan would probably kill Goten like he killed Cell. A shiver ran down her spine after that thought. Not good at all. She hadn't seen Goten since morning and its almost afternoon now.

'Probably trying to push me away. It's not like it'll change any— what's that noise anyway?!' She glanced up to see Goten leaning heavily against the doorjamb. His hair was wild and he looked hot as usual.

"And the rat comes out of hiding," she said sarcastically.

Ignoring her, "What you doing?"

"What does it look like?" She rolled her eyes.

He stepped forward and halted when she sent him an icy look. "What panny you can stop drooling now."

She heard him saying, his tone amused. Annoyed, she swung her gaze away from (indeed) a drool-worthy body.

"I was not drooling."

"Sure you were." His voice was nearer. "You liked what you saw."

"And What if I did? I'm a healthy female aren't I?"

"Bitchy tonight, aren't we?"

She glared at him. "Am I? oh I don't know why i am so bitchy tonight. Maybe because you were not home all day I was worried for you. I care for you, you know. Where were you anyway?"

Goten looked guilty, and blushed slightly "Oh I am sorry I should have told you where i was going. I actually went to buy condoms"

Pan started laughing hysterically "It took you a whole day to buy condoms?"

"N-no I came up with the thought that no matter how hard I tried to steer myself away from this very path, I still ended up on it. I realized that fighting this is pointless. We should just ride it out and see where it takes us"

"Whereas it took you all day to figure that out, it only took me a minute or so?" She rolled her eyes and laughed. "No wonder everyone says you are a dummy"

"Dont make fun of me nerd, dont forget you are in love with this dummy" He stucked his tongue out at her and she laughed, a sweet melodious laugh. He smiled gently and bent his head and kissed her long and hard, their tongues entwining and fighting each others' for dominance. He pressed her entire body against his and there was little guess as to what was poking her stomach. When the kiss ended, they were breathless, their lips tingling pleasantly.

"I love you my precious."

"Precious?"

"Yes you are my precious..my precious Panny...best thing ever happend to me."

She shoved him forward through the opened door of the bedroom in responce. She'd already unbuckled his belt and unbuttoning his jeans and moving to unzip the zipper she'd resumed undressing him until he heard her ordering him to kick off his shoes. He kicked off his shoes and stepped out of his pants then placed his hands on her shoulders.

"You're sure you want this?"

If she wanted this? Hell yes she did!. She lifted her tank top and threw it to the ground and dragged her shorts and panties as one down her legs and threw them where her top lay. She stood naked before him, hands on hips.

"Of course I want you."

It was a sight he'd conjured a million times in his head but the real thing was definitely WAY better than fantasy. He just couldn't wait to explore. As lamely poetic as it sounded, he thought she was an exquisite vision before him, with her dark hair loosely curled cascading down her back and her eyes sparkling with excitement and anticipation. His niece was naked before him and all he could think about was the glorious moment when he'd have her.

Pushing his boxers down, his penis sprung free and he felt his ego level rise many levels when she gave him a very appreciative once-over. Then silence fell between them and neither moved. They both felt awkward and shared the surreal feeling of the moment. Kissing had been easy. Touching nothing of a biggie but sex was a whole new thing. It was the most intimate expression between man and woman. Yeah, they were man and woman but uncle and niece as well. He reached forward, grabbed her waist and pulled her to him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and snuggled close, every touch of their skin seemed like tiny electric shocks charging their blood. The feel of her softness drove Goten crazy as he ran his hands every which way about her body, wanting to feel more.

"You feel so good," he whispered, "you're soft."

"I'm surprised it surprises you," she laughed breathily.

"Yeah, 'cause you're such a hard-ass all the time." He teased as he squeezed her bottom.

He grabbed her hand and joined the other with it and raised them over head. He pinned her body to the bed and attacked her mouth with his own. She met his kisses eagerly and with just the same passion he was investing into the kiss. He abruptly left her lips to kiss, lick and nibble her ears and gave the same attention to her neck and shoulders while his fingers of his other arm wasted no time in teasing her nipples into hardness.

"Goten…" She whispered, her eyes closed.

"Yeah?" His voice husky.

"I am virgin"

"I know i figured you would be" He than started teasing her.

"Oh Goten! I want…I want…"

"My, my, aren't we greedy and impatient little vixen?" Pan whimpered, He chuckled and lifted her legs and entered her swiftly.

'OH MY GOSH! I can die a happy woman now' Pan thought.

'Shiiiiiit! That feels REAL good!' Goten thought.

He heard her cry out with pleasure but dared not move as yet. Sweat was beading on his forehead.

"You want this?" He moved once in her.

"Yessss!" That felt so good. He filled her to capacity.

"How about this?" He did two strokes and stopped.

"I swear when we're done, I'll butcher your penis off."

He laughed in the face of her threat and holding her upright in steady slow strokes. He kissed her cheeks, her face, her mouth, relishing the feel of wet warmness. She felt so good. He doubted he'd ever get enough of her. He wanted all she had to offer and even more. She moaned his name and begged him to increase his pace and he complied, the pressure building in two points of his body: his head and his manhood. He watched her, her eyes closed, her pink, kiss-bruised lips opened wide in a silent cry. She convulsed in his arms, her inner muscles clenching him sweet and tight and like domino-effect, he groaned long and low, gasping her name as his own release came. They sunk into the bed next to each other discarding the condom. And they felt contented and so much in love. They cuddled and entered a deep peaceful slumber after a long time...

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