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Summary: John Cena goes to the Academy Awards after party and after a night of partying he may just get what he always wanted but at what cost will it come. Slash John Cena/Tom Cruise

Chapter 4

The next morning I woke up in John's arms wrapped tightly around me. I smiled and snuggled back into them. It lasted for maybe a half a minute before I shot up and ran to the bathroom connected to my bedroom. I couldn't believe how sick I felt so fast. I emptied my stomach twice before I felt a pair of arms around my waist gently rubbing at my stomach.

"Hey what's wrong?" I shrugged at his question in favor of standing up to brush my teeth. I was almost positive that I was done and won't be losing it anymore.

"I don't know maybe it was something I ate last night." I brushed my teeth while John just sat there watching me. I smiled when I was done and put my hand out to him. He took it and we walked back into the bedroom together.

"Do you want to lay down for a bit?" John asked I knew he was concerned but I felt fine now so I wasn't going to dwell on it.

"No I feel fine now let's go get some breakfast and I'll see how I feel afterwards." John and I grabbed quick showers and headed out the door to grab some food at a local place that made excellent breakfast foods. They sat down at a table far from everyone else and slightly hidden in the way that it was angled. The waitress came over and smiled sweetly.

"Hey Tom how are you?" The girl asked. John instantly saw red as the girl blatantly hit on his man in front of him. Wait HIS man, when Tom become his. He masked his features to show indifference when on the inside he was freaking out. He didn't know when he had become so attached to Tom but he definitely did not want to let the other man go. I moved my hand to John's leg, I could see he was not happy with the waitress but I had to admit, if to no one else then myself, that I loved the possessive side he was showing.

"Oh I'm sorry I probably should let you guys get your breakfast. What would you like?" She asked them finally realizing how much time she had spent with the two males.

"Just my usual." The waitress turned towards John "Just a vegetable omelet and a coffee, thanks" She nodded and walked away coming back with two cups of steaming coffee for both males. When she left I squeezed John's leg once more before pulling back.

"What was all that about. You looked like steam was about to come out of your ears." I looked at him desperately trying to read his face but he had a good mask.

"Nothing why would something be wrong?" He asked. I smiled and shook my head.

"No reason" I said smiling. "So we really didn't get to talk much yesterday want to tell me what is up with the surprise visit." I said my curiosity spiking now that he couldn't use his body to make me forget what I was asking.

"It's really just all the stress. I needed to get away from all of it. Even Randy has been stressing me out. I really don't know what is going on at the WWE. It seems like they will bring back anyone just to get ratings and now I found my newest enemy to go up against at Wrestlemania. Things are just spiraling out of control and I needed a break." John finished and put his head in his hands.

"Oh damn, seems like a lot along with the divorce. How is that going by the way?" I asked knowing it was a sensitive topic but it had to be asked.

"Alright I guess. It's calmer now. I talked to my sister and told her the truth and she and I are working to get my family to listen calmly. Unfortunately my ex did a lot of damage quickly. She is so desperate to fix things now I even thought about trying again, but I can't I don't want to deal with the headaches or the cheating. I can't handle her rollercoaster emotions. I am done fighting with her, she can have whatever she wants with regards to the shit from the marriage but I'm done fighting her about money. It seems like that's the only thing she wants from me." John was full of pent up frustration. I could tell he needed the getaway and I was happier to give him the peace he needed. It scared me that he thought about going back to her. I didn't want to lose him now. I smile to reassure him that I'm not upset at anything he said.

"I'm sorry let's just drop it for now and focus on something else." He said. I shook my head at him.

"No you obviously need to talk about things and I'm here to listen." I say quickly. His smile is blinding and I'm not sure how to take the sudden rush of emotion.

"Thanks but really that's it. The biggest problem of the entire thing was that I had this awesome guy constantly calling me and all I really wanted to do was fly to L.A. and have my way with him." John said lowly.

"Well what a lucky man." I tried to down my smile but it wasn't really working. I knew I felt something for John but I didn't know what it was or how strong it was and the biggest question if he felt the same.

"Nah, I'm the lucky one. I didn't even tell him I was coming and he still took time out of his busy schedule to fit me in." I outright laughed after a second and John joined me. The waitress returned and left our food smiling at how loud and happy we were. We ate in a comfortable silence before he insisted on paying and we went back to my place.

As we stepped through the door I turned and kicked it shut before slamming my lips onto John's. I had wanted to do that the entire time we were in that restaurant but I couldn't blow our secret just yet.

"I am more than willing to fit you into my busy schedule right now if you wish." I grabbed his hands and started walking backwards towards the stairs to my bedroom. Before we even made it there John slammed me against the wall and attacked my neck. I wrapped my arms around him and tilted my neck to give him better access. When I felt his hands under my ass I wrapped my legs around him and allowed him to carry both of us up the stairs and down the hallway. We made it to my bed still connected. He laid me down with ease I had never seen. I knew he was a hell of a lot stronger than I was but to carry me all the way up the stairs and then down the hall barely breaking a sweat was extremely arousing.

"John," I moaned out when he latched onto the spot just below my ear. I could feel him smirking. His hands traveled down my chest and back up pulling my shirt along with it. I lifted up and he pulled it off as well as his own. I pushed at his chest until he was lying down and I was straddling his hips. I kissed him for a minute before leaving his mouth and trailing down his body. I kissed and licked, taking every part of him into memory. I unhooked his belt and pants slowly pulling them down his legs.

"Tom stop teasing me." I heard him husk out and I smirked at him before placing feather light kisses all over the inner part of his thighs. He moaned out but said nothing, when I knew I had him distracted I slid his entire length into my mouth. I felt him tense and heard something along the lines of shit. I smiled to myself before slowly pulling back off licking and sucking at him. I pulled off completely before giving some attention to his balls, distracting him once again. I slid him into my mouth again and I thought he was going to cum then but he managed to hold onto it. I felt his arms pulling at me and I let go of him and allowed myself to be pulled up, flipped over and pinned to the bed.

"You are a fucking tease." John growled into my ear and I moaned at the sound. He grabbed my legs and spread them, completely forgoing his normal ease for a more animalistic side. I didn't think it was possible but this side of him turned me on even more. He went to push his finger in and I stopped him.

"Skip it I'll be fine. I need you now." his eyes almost glowed and he didn't ask questions. He grabbed the lube and spread it all over his member before pushing in quickly. We both realized that it adjusting slowly would be the only way I won't get hurt and I felt him slowly pushing in, taking moments to stop and let me adjust. I didn't need it nor did I want it so I wrapped my legs even tighter around his waist and pushed in. I felt him slid into me even more. John's eyes widened momentarily before glazing over in lust once again. He slammed into me the rest of the way and I moaned loudly. He didn't waist a moment, pulling out and slamming right back in.

"Fuck! John!" I was so close I thought I was going to rip in half or explode either one I was happy with.

"Damn Tom, you're so fucking tight" John husked out as he continuously pulled out and slammed right back in. Every time he hit my spot and made me see stars.

"John I'm going to cum." I finished the statement just as I fell over the edge. My vision went black but the words that fell out of John's mouth were like screaming into a microphone. I felt him follow me over the edge and yell my name. I could hear, smell, and touch but my vision still hadn't cleared.

"Hey are you okay?" I nodded as he pulled out and collapsed beside me. I turned into him, cuddling to his chest. My sight had finally righted itself and I knew without a doubt as I turned into him that I was going to be sore as hell. "I'm sorry if I hurt you."

"You didn't and I kind of deserved it." I said with a smile. He chuckled and wrapped his arm around my waist bringing me impossibly closer. "John, can I be honest with you?"

"Of course" John said pulling back a little to look down at me.

"I think I'm starting to fall for you and I'm a little scared of that." I knew my vulnerability could blow up in my face. Especially if this was just a sex thing to him but I had to try. I had contemplated many times doing this but I always chickened out. I needed to figure out where we stood as a couple if we even were one.

"Oh," John paused and my eyes betrayed my stone face. You would think with all the acting I have done that pulling a mask would be easier. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes and I tried to blink them away before John could see them.

"Hey wait no crying. Look at me," He pulled my head up and our eyes meet, "I like you too. I'm just afraid to get into that right now with everything going on. I just want to put the divorce to rest before I jump into another relationship. Babe, I do care about you and I'm not going anywhere. I promise you that, just give me some time to get things to a better place so you don't get drug down too." I nodded but I wasn't really feeling all that much better about it. I pulled myself as close as possible to him and closed my eyes just enjoying his musk quickly falling asleep.