Stolen

Summary: It was 1987, and she was 15. He was 19 and he not only stole her youth, but also her purity. She didn't even know his name. Now its 10 years later, and she's having an affair with a married man. RR AU.

Watch out for violence, swearing and some adult scenes

Sorry guys, I don't mean for it to be confusing. Just keep in mind that italics are flash backs, Sakura is telling the story from the beginning of her life in Hong Kong. This is the beginning of the story, makes sense?

It will make way more sense when it actually starts matching up with the plot, I hope you guys like it though. Reviews are always welcome, no flaming but healthy criticism.

If you guys have ever played Final Fantasy 10, it's kind of like that. He has those random moments where he talks back on his life... this is how the beginning of the story is like!

Disclaimer (I FUCKING FORGOT IT WHAT THE HELL): I do not own Card captor Sakura or Clamp, sadly.

Chapter 4

Hong Kong, 1987

I wasn't ever a party girl, though that's changed now – I mean, I'm a girl who relies souly on alcohol to bring my spirits up. I've forgotten my friends, who I am and my family. As I sit here and reflect on my life, I wish I never met him – I wish I never left that house…

But I did, and it's not right. I let it slide.

xxx

Tomoyo weaved her way through the people, there were clusters of people dancing, making out and drinking. She made sure to hold Sakura's hand as she weaved through the people, tainting her innocent little cousin.

When she reached the staircase, she could hear Eriol screaming upstairs followed by a quiet female voice. Glancing at Sakura who nodded, she preceded upstairs – Sakura hot on her trail. She felt awkward, alone and vulnerable here. The only way she'd fit in if she was drinking and smoking cigarettes and pot, but she refused. She'd never do that kind of shit, not over her dead body!

When the two girls reached the top of the stairs, Sakura glanced around holding onto the railing. At the end of the long narrow hallway, there was a room cracked open – music blaring and a loud crash coming from it along with yelling.

Tomoyo once again, glanced at Sakura with worried eyes before hurrying along the corridor, she had no idea what the fuck she was doing here – she was supposed to be mad at him, she was supposed to hate him but here she was fucking stalking him.

What had the world come to? She was sure if her mother knew of the things she was doing, she would be shot. Sure, it was the 80's which meant – lets get drunk and high and have sex every day! But her parents were strict, it also meant what the fuck are you doing partying and having sex?

And her poor little cousin, she was fifteen for god sakes, and here she was – tainting the shit out of her cousin, introducing her to all the wrong people.

She just hoped like hell that Sakura wouldn't meet anyone who would want to change her; her sweet personality was to die for.

When Tomoyo reached the end of the hallway, she glanced through the crack and seen Eriol holding a tall, dark haired girl up against the wall. His face was full of rage and he seemed like he was ready to snap.

"You are such a screw up!"

Sakura wasn't paying any attention to what was happening with Tomoyo so she wandered off back towards the stairs and the loud, obscene music. She noticed an open door and stuck her head in, she was looking for Ben without even realizing it.

The room was dark blue and it looked to be male, clothes were draped everywhere in the room and there was noise coming from a far room off the left of the bedroom. It sounded like a shower, so Sakura spun around and headed back to Tomoyo embarrassed by the fact that she had just been in a room as a guys, who was naked only a few steps away.

When she reached the last door on the end, there was no Tomoyo and the bedroom door was open only a crack, it seemed quiet so Sakura slowly pushed the door open to see a half naked Eriol standing in the middle of the room, a crying Tomoyo wrapping her arms around his torso, kissing him feverishly. She blushed and decided to give them their space, so she closed the door and turned out bumping into …

"Ben!" she said, as she smiled up at him – this totally wasn't her idea of "fun".

He half smiled; his eyes a bright red and in his left hand a cigarette which burned Sakura's insides and made her eyes water slightly. She felt so out of place.

"Sakuuuura" He slurred out as he held onto the door handle behind her, she slowly moved away from the door handle so his hands wouldn't touch anywhere she didn't want.

"Have you been drinking Ben?" She asked as she watched his reaction, he let go of the door handle and stumbled back totally aghast.

"No!" He boomed as he regained his footing and came back to look at Sakura's very blurry face. She just smiled before stepping around him and heading down the stairs.

She had no idea what the fuck she was doing here, she didn't drink or smoke and she only know two people out of the houseful of people. Heading through the mass of people, she got bumped into by many people – mostly drunk people, she really didn't understand why people wasted their times doing this when they could be doing something so much more fun.

Heading out into the front lawn, she noticed it was pouring rain and sighed. She had to walk home, leaving her stuff at Tomoyo's house. Trust me, I wasn't too impressed with Tomoyo but I wasn't mad at her, which would have been really unfair. I had no idea what I was doing there, I wasn't just going to go walking up to any old person and say hey, how's the weather?

Sakura headed down the road, unsure of how they got there – she definitely didn't know Hong Kong or anything but she wasn't going back into that house and hang around outside of Eriol's door waiting, like a pathetic young thing.

She left Ben inside, he was probably throwing up – he looked pretty sick and she felt bad but he was wasted and she was already very inexperienced as it was. Fishing through her pockets she realized she didn't even have her cell phone to call her father, everything was at Tomoyo's house – she promised they wouldn't stay late and they were just going to see what Eriol was up to, and how he was doing.

By the time Sakura reached the end of the block, she was soaking wet. Her hair was matted to her forehead and her black shorts stuck to her like glue along with her dark blue tank top. The only thing that wasn't completely stuck to her was her sweater but it's because she had her hands in the pockets to keep them warm.

That idea went out the window, she was now soaked and the rain wasn't going to stop any time soon and for all she knew, she could have been walking in the total opposite direction.

It was at least midnight out, the road was pitched dark and the street lights illuminated a small glow that barely lit up anything. As she continued walking, she passed a broken down garage and the door was wide open – it looked deserted. Sakura glanced around before walking up the small road that lead to it and decided that it was best to warm up there.

When she reached the garage, it was dark and dry and offered Sakura some shelter. She thought about going back to the house but she would look stupid – then she realized, What was Tomoyo going to think when she got done what she was doing? Would she even notice?

It wasn't hard to not notice Sakura, she was so quiet and proper that anyone who was set against her beliefs would just graze passed her, not even noticing her.

Sakura could hear laughing and she froze, it brought back memories of her childhood which wasn't something she was proud of. She hated thinking about it, the nightmares were already enough to make her sick.

Turning around, Sakura came face to face with three guys; they were all dressed in black hoodies that hid most of their faces and dark black jeans. The smoke that lingered behind them meant that they were getting high.

"Hey there girly, kinda late for you to be out alone hmmm?" The one in the middle said his eyes boring into hers, she could feel the heat that emitted from his body and it made her feel awkward.

"Yes" She said quietly as she glanced around, getting ready to bolt.

He laughed his voice dark, rich and smooth. It was enough to make any girl feel weak. "How old are you?"

Mentally counting how many steps it was from the door, she didn't realize he had asked her a question, and he stared at her impatiently before looking at his friends who stepped forward.

She automatically took two steps back before turning around and breaking into a run, back to the party hoping Tomoyo was done. She didn't even care. She didn't care about shit.

By the time she reached the house, no one was around – it was dark and the house was a little more quiet. She had wondered how long she'd been outside for, it was still raining and she was bleeding from her knee from when she fell.

Running up the stairs, she bolted passed a more sobered up Ben who was talking to some pretty girl on the staircase – his eyes followed Sakura who flew up the stairs at an amazing speed. He glanced back at the girl before excusing himself and followed her upstairs to where she was sitting by Tomoyo's door, hunched and staring into the wall.

"Sakura"

She didn't look up at him and he knew Tomoyo was her cousin so he burst open the door to find Tomoyo fast asleep in an awake Eriol's arms, they were under the covers and it was evident their clothes were off judging by them strewn on the floor.

"You have a minute to wake her up and get her out here, clothed" Ben bit out as he stared into the dark room; Eriol raised an eyebrow before patting her head.

Ben closed the door to give them privacy, silently counting his blessings that she'd come out soon because he could feel it, he could feel the uncontrollable desire that burned inside of him for Sakura.

He ached to touch her, just the thought of getting it on with her made him so horny, he burned inside and he could already feel his pants tightening. He groaned and she glanced up at him, her eyes a dark green.

"What's wrong?"

She didn't answer once more for a few minutes before the door opened and Tomoyo emerged, she looked shocked. "Shit! Sakura, I totally fucking forgot that you came. God damn, I'm so sorry" She said as she knelt down and Ben excused himself into Eriol's room, which followed assuming he wanted to talk.

Ben stood in the middle of the room, breathing heavy and Eriol observed. "It feels uncomfortable doesn't it?" He said and Ben turned around before blushing slightly at the fact that Eriol had caught him … totally turned on.

"You know, she's so innocent and pure that I don't want to touch her but god damn – do I ever fucking want her. I just… I need her now" He said, his eyes glazing over. He didn't even notice Eriol shut the door quietly to protect Sakura from him.

"Just man, go take a cold shower. I'm sure Li won't mind if you take any other girl from downstairs and go at her"

Ben growled as he ran his hands through his hair, "I don't want any other girl Eriol, I want Sakura. I want to break her. I want to destroy her little innocence."

Eriol smiled as he reached forward and pushed Ben towards the shower. "If I have to get you naked myself or break your erection Ben, I will – just to get you in the shower. You're drunk as fuck and horny so … back off and find some other easy bitch downstairs"

Back in the hallway, Sakura continued to sit by the door. She could hear the things Ben was saying and it irritated her. She was so pissed. "I don't belong here Tomoyo, I just d-" half way through her sentence she looked up and noticed the same three guys from the outside.

It seems they noticed her too, and the tall dark haired guy walked forwards, a huge grin on his face. It looked as if he wanted something to eat.

Something real good to eat.

This was the first time I ever came to know him. This was also the first time I fell in love hypnotized by his appearance. I was stupid, really fucking stupid.

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This chapter was really hard for me to write, I had a hard time exposing Sakura's vulnerability when she was fifteen.

And I'm sure some of you can guess that one of those guys is definitely Syaoran.

And yes, this will be Syaoran x Sakura.