Chapter 4:
SavedA Life
Justin POV
I was laying on Wade's couch, Wade sitting in front of me on the floor..
"Justin im sure he didn't mean to hurt you." Wade said, but I continued to cry.
"Even if he didn't he just wants to use me until he gets bored, then he'll dump me again." I whispered.
"When John and I started dating, it was just me wanting sex with him but it became more than that. We feel in love, Ive showed him more than I have any one else. Any every argument we get into, He never lets me leave and he wants me to hear him out or explain why. And once I tell him or listen it just gets better." Wade said.
"That's you and John." I said and Wade sighed.
"You need to go talk to him." Wade said.
"Why?" I asked.
"He could do something stupid." Wade said.
"I don't care." I growled.
"What if he kills himself?" Wade asked.
"I don't care." I growled.
"Fine but when we get invitations to his funeral. Don't be surprised." Wade said and walked to his room. I shook my head and feel asleep.
CM Punk POV
I walked into my room and got a bottle of whiskey out of my fridge. I chugged out of it before I went upstairs. I went to the closet and got out this box my mom gave me for protection. I put the box on my bed and wrote a note. I stuck it on the door to my bedroom and sat on the floor. I took the object out of my box and stared at it.
Should I do it?, I asked my self. My answer was maybe but I placed the object to the side of my head.
Justin POV
*In Justin's dream*
I was walking in a dark alley.
"Hello? Hello?" I kept on yelling and then something dark jumped out at me. I screamed and back away. I went up to it and saw it glowing. It was a heart. I looked to my side and saw Phil.
"Take it, it belongs to you." Phil said and shot himself.
"NO!" I yelled and clutched his limp body.
"I love you." I whispered before I woke up.
*In reality*
"Are you ok?" Wade asked as my eyes shot open. I shook my head and ran out the door. I ran down the stairs and up to Phil's room. I pounded on the door.
"Phil? Phil? Phil? Phil? Answer please." I said pounding so hard my knuckles started bleeding. I took a couple steps back and kicked the door down. I looked around his room first in the living room. Then I went to his bedroom and saw the note on his door.
Dear Paul,
Im sorry I wasted your time. I knew I shouldn't of ever looked at you getting changed, but im glad I did because you gave me the happiest times of my life and im sorry that you didn't think they were so spectacular. But this is good bye and I love you.
Love, Phil
I opened the door saw Phil sitting on the ground with a gun pointed to his head.
"Phil please don't. Please." I whispered and he turned around.
"Im sorry you had to watch this." Phil said. I took a few steps closer.
"Please." I said but Phil already had his hand on the trigger.
"You don't want me any more, I have no reason to live." Phil said and closed his eyes.
"PHIL!PLEASE!I LOVE YOU!IM PREGNANT PHIL!" I yelled at him and his eyes shot open.
"Please." I whispered and he put the gun on the bed and hugged me.
"Angel im so sorry." Phil whispered into my hair. I cried into his shirt and clutched onto it. As if he could disappear any second.
"Just promise me youll never do anything like that again." I cried into his shirt.
"I promise. Will you promise never to leave me again?" Phil asked.
"Yes I promise." I said and Phil rubbed my back.
"So are we getting married still?" Phil asked.
"Yes." I said.
"Good cuz its next week." Phil said and kissed the top of my head. I leaned back and Phil kissed me. I kissed him back. He took my hand and slipped the ring on and pulled me onto the bed.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too." Phil said.
That night we had sex as you can tell. But I that night I realized that I Saved A Life, and most important it was the love of my life's: Phillip Jack Brooks.
