A/N: I DO NOT OWN ANY TWILIGHT PEOPLE! I JUST AM USEING THEM TO TELL A STORY!

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I slid on my Pumas. Yesterday was...well there's no words. Emmett and Rose now know that I don't eat like normal people. We got a in huge fight. Well Emmett yelled and Rose cryed and I didn't say one word. Then we went shopping. Rose bought me a bunch of clothes. That was her way of..Letting things go. De-stressing. Emmett held me at his side at all times, That was him telling me that he would make me eat. He bought me a phone and said

"I am giving you this phone and I will text you to eat. And I want you to eat a little something" Then Rose threw some cases on the conter.

So it didn't go...Well. I grabbed my new backpack and ran down stairs. There was my favorite breakfest. Mc, Grittles. "YUMMY!" I said for Em.

How many carbs are in that? I bet you'll be big enough to go on Biggest Loser.

I pushed back thoughts and unwrapped on and took a bite. I gaged almost coughing it up. But I forced myself to chew. I took on more bite and turned around and spit it in the trash. I gaged. My body wanting to eat more, But I wanted to throw it all up.

"Bella C'mon" Emmett said in a sweet vocie rubbing my back. I stood up and leaned on the sink.

"I can't Em, I just can't I need more time" I said my vocie breaking on the last word.

Emmett flead the room. I headed out to the jeep. I threw myself in the backseat. I put in my headphones and turned on music. I rubbed my hand along the deep blue color. A tear fell down My face. I whiped it away. I heard car doors and I turned on

Evarose- There's no such thing better than nothing.

I listened to the lyrics,

"Where are you when I need you?
It seems we're stepping on the same path
But somehow we missed each other
And we're not finding one another fast, not so fast" She sang. I closed my eyes to keep the tears away.

"I never thought that I gave to get back
But now I'm thinking differently
I always thought I did it for your sake
But seems I did it just for me, just for me
I have been waiting for you, waiting for so long
And I wish you'd show me, show me, show me your thoughts
Why won't you show me?Understand that it means something to me
I never thought that I gave to get back
But now I'm thinking differently
I always thought I did it for your sake
But seems I did it just for me, just for me
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
There's no such thing as something for nothing
I never thought that I gave to get back
But now I'm thinking differently
I always thought I did it for your sake
But seems I did it just for me, just for me
I always thought I did it for your sake
But seems I did it just for me."

The song ended as Emmett parked the jeep.

"Thanks for the ride" I said and then I jumped out of the car.

The next song came on. The good sound of the bass came thru the budds. I smiled at the sound of Weezer- Say it ain't so. I havn't heard it since before..I keept the thought out of my mind. Jacob could burn in hell. I sighed and walked to the beat.

I hummed and opened my locker. This song always made me happy. Any old stuff it was..Vintage. "Say it ain't so" I whispered along with the song. Then came the bridge. I listened to the lyrics before I could reject them. Tears came to my eyes and I hit next and stormed off to english.

I walked tords lunch with one budd in my ear why the other one hanged. Then it made a beep noise. I pulled it out of my pocket. I battery flashed and then it died. "Fuck" I muttered and shoved it in my bag. I walked into the lunch room. And headed straight for the empty table.

"BELLA!" Emmett yelled. Then I got text meeage.

I want to see you eat. Come eat with me! Emmett

I groaned and got in line. I picked a ham thingy and paid for it then headed tords the table. I didn't say a word. I pinched a tiny-tiny peice of bread and ate it like a women.

"So what the hell happend yesterday?" Lauren asked.

"Bella she was talking to you, Bella" Jessica added.

"Um...If I wasn't such a nice person I say 'fuck off'" I said.

"What?...Did you just say to me?" Lauren asked.

"You heard me" I said.

"Girls" Emmett said.

"Emmett can it" I said.

"And this goes for the rest of you, If I wanted you to know I'd tell you" I added.

"Fair enough" Alice said settling it. They convo's kept going on.

"Emmett I can't eat this, I have to go" I whispered into his ear.

I took stood up and grabbed my tray and threw the rest of the sandwitch away. I took out of the school. When I smacked into a hard chest.

There stood James. I stepped back and my hands started to shake. "Hey, Doll" He said in broken french vocie.

"I would love to talk but I can't" I said and turned to walk away. He grabbed my arm.

"Get your hands off or I will scream" I said in a whisper. He just laughed and let go. I took off like a scared little puppy.

"Im starting new, A whole new person" I whispered and took off running into my secret place


Under this tree is where i'd hide after they made fun of me. I closed my eyes and flashed back to the last words Edward Cullen said to me

"WHAT! She's nothing to me. I just want to have fun, There is NO way I would ever date Isabella" Edward said. I covered my mouth as I heard him walk out of the closet, Then he saw me. His green eyes went soft. And I ran as far as I could.

I snapped back into the memory as I heard the school bells. I ran to Math class before I was late.


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