Hey here's chapter four of Shuichi's Past! I am sorry I just can't seem to write it. I am willing to listen to ideas if any of you have any. I am so stuck and it has taken me an hour just to write this little bit, so any help will be wonderful.

Disclaimer: I really want to own it and have bragging rights to be the owning but I DONNOT HAVE THE RIGHT'S FOR IT.

When K pulled the van with them in it, into a nice looking mansion house's driveway, it makes Shuichi gape in awe at it. 'This is where were going to be living, well looking at this really must mean Tohma is involved, and going to be living with me as well.' 'Don't worry, Shu I will keep him away from you so don't worry.' Shuichi rolls his eyes mentally at Hikqru's overprotective voice and the spitefulness in it as well.

It was huge for sure, but then what would you expect with a house that will have a lot of famous people living together it. It was still very impressive he couldn't help but to think despite the fact they all were going to be living in it together it was huge and nice looking. That thought making Shuichi wonder if they could do it and everyone comes out unharmed in the end? Guess he would just have to wait and see then.

Shuichi still didn't know how to feel about all this after all he had tried to take his life. What now? Was he just supposed to pretend he never felt like taking his life and still didn't when he in fact he still felt like taking another knife or maybe overdosing on some pills will be better and will work. How was he supposed to ignore these feelings and go on? For some reason that made him angry beyond belief. But he tries to do what he always has tried to do when he is angry and ignore it.

He sighs just thinking about all this and then turns to looks at K who he notices K and his beloved looking at him in worry. Shuichi glares at them "what!" he snaps in a fit of angry at the whole situation.

Eiri winces not sure why Shuichi snapping at them hurt so much. For he was prepared for it because from the books Shuichi's doctor had given them had warned them that he would be moody, say things he didn't mean and didn't even know why he said them in the first place, and he would have random angry outbursts. Eiri just wanted to cry from knowing how much Shuichi much be confused and hurt not knowing what was going on.

K through wince look at Shuichi and spoke in a calm normal tone "we were just worried why, don't we just go in and look at the house it seems like everyone else is here as well." Shuichi would wonder hours later why he lashed out like that for now he nodded with a hesitant that only K and Eiri could see.

Tohma looking from out the window wonders if he should be here after all he has been mean, spiteful, and had even threaten Shuichi, would he be any help if all there was hurt and dislike in their past? When he had talked with Mika about how he felt she told him this was his chance to help mend all that hurt he had caused between them, and it was.

Everyone else through just hoped they could help Shuichi and go on living as normal as they could until Shuichi got use to all this and could live with this unfair mental illness of his.

Well through you have it I hope you enjoyed what little I managed to write. Like I said any help would be wonderful thanks.

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