Disclaimer: Like Stephanie Meyers cool... And she owns Twilight... And I just like adding to it because I am in love with a fictional character... And I'm cool with it...
Chapter dedicated to Kristen Stewart for her awesomeness and dedication to the Twilight Saga so erm onwards I guess...
Chapter 4 (YAY)
Bella POV
"That was good." I said once Edward took the DVD out.
"Yeah." Edward came over and sat next to me.
"Shit I have to get home"
"Want help."
"Nope I can handle it."
"Bella"
"Edward."
"Isabella."
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen."
"Yes"
"I can handle this"
"Just let me come over tonight"
"Fine." I picked up my stuff and said my goodbyes and drove home.
When I got home I wanted to runaway, hide in the forest. Broken vase littered the floor, stains where on the carpet where water was spilt, knives and forks were thrown carelessly on the floor and every picture of my parents wedding day was thrown across the room. It was going to be a long day.
Halfway through my cleaning the phone rang, a shrill in the silent house.
"Hello?" I said
"Bella?" Edward said.
"Edward!"
"Hey listen my parents said you can stay at ours till your folks come back."
"That would be great! I just have to finish cleaning."
"I'm outside your house." And as sure as eggs are eggs, Edward's Volvo was park outside the house.
"Come in!" I almost screamed. Edward chuckled and got out of his car after he hung up and walked towards the house.
I pulled the door out of my way and hugged him. It was strange, like I was in pain and it had suddenly eased. Edward sighed.
Edward POV
BELLA! My mind was screaming at me to do something manly or awesome, but I came up blank.
"Edward" She sobbed, my angel... My angel, what's wrong with me.
"Bells its okay I'm here."
"They've left haven't they"
"I'm sorry Bella, Esme got a text from Renee, she's going to Florida with Phil." She just nodded.
"Can I ask you a question?" She said pulling away and looking up at me.
"Sure whatever you want"
"Why did you give me the locket?"
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!
"Because you're my best friend" YOU FUCKING IDIOT EDWARD
"Edward... I want you to have this." She ran upstairs, only tripping once, (a feat for her) and ran back down. "Its nothing big, but I know you miss your parents and before they died in their will the wrote to give this to you when there was no hope..." PARENTS? BELLA... "Esme thought that I should be the one to look after it and give it to you when I thought it was the right time..." OKAY... She brought her hands from behind her back, a book lay in her palms.
I took it slowly and she said something I didn't hear. She lead me to the table and I opened the book.
20th August 1999
Edward,
If your reading this book it means that we have died and your upset. Baby it will be okay, Mommy loves you, Daddy loves you, Edward be safe, be strong. At the moment the world seems like a cruel, harsh world for you, but soon, so soon it will become clear, in my will I told whoever takes you in to give this to someone close to you and give it to you when they felt the time was right. I hope they have respected my wishes. This book is a diary and scrapbook of everyday I spent with you, written by myself and your father. It will include life lessons as well.
We love you so much Edward Bear, we are so proud of you baby, have a good life,
Momma Bear and Dadda Bear.
My parents wrote this book for me.
"Bella... They wrote it for me."
"I never read anything Edward, I promise."
"I don't care. Bella I miss them" I started to cry and Bella was at my side.
"Don't cry Edward, you have Esme, Carlisle, Alice, Jasper, Em and Rose. It will be okay. And they are always with you."
"You forgot the most important person.."
"Who?"
"You"
"Thanks Edward" She looked down at her hands trying to hide her blush.
"Why did you never read it?"
"Its from your parents, its nothing to do with me, its yours Edward."
"Thank you Bella, I really mean it, for everything you have done for me, I'm sorry I didn't stop Tanya sooner, and I'm sorry I haven't always been there for you when your parents fought."
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, your not my social worker, your my friend, okay? Don't feel guilty, you deserve a life beyond me."
"You are my life."
"And so is Kristen Stewart... I saw that poster for Adventureland..."
"She looks like you... Kinda..."
"Yeah apart from the fact that she is utterly amazingly beautiful and successful and I'm meh" She did the cutest face ever, I put her face between my hands.
"Don't underestimate yourself, all the boys in Forks wants you to be in bed with them."
"Yeah right" She mumbled rolling her eyes.
"Should we go to mine?"
"I will drove."
"Oh no you are not driving my Volvo." No one drives my Volvo, not even Bella
"You love that car like it was your child."
"It is"
"Okay TO MUCH INFORMATION! YOU DRIVE YOUR 'CHILD'"
"Good." I smiled and picked up my book and marched towards the car. Bella followed mumbling something about beds.
