after eating they thanked amy for her nice diner..

although there wasn't a clock in neverland amy noticed it must be late now.. she walked to her room after cleaning the plates..

she listened to music on her ipod...

she heard some knocks on her door.. it was judy.. she had red puffy eyes again.. she was crying..

"the girls say that i'm never going to see my mother again are they right ?"judy asked..

"oohw judy.. i.. i.. no.. yes.. they are right.."amy said with a sad but careing tone.. she saw that the girl started to cry harder..

"but remember what i told you.. you may not see her but she's always with you.."amy said

"you said i could feel her.. does that means.. that.. i can feel her now.."amy said.

"what do you mean? "amy asked..

"well.. i feel the hand on my shoulder again.. it happens sometimes and then i hear my mother's voice..it.. it is like i'm dreaming.."judy explained she looked next to her and she smiled.

"do i have to call you mother?"she asked..

"you do not have to if you do not want to judy.. you can call me amy if you want to do that.."amy said hugging the little girl and then whiping her tears..

the girl nodded but still cried harder..

"oohw please say how i can sooth you down judy.. please stop crying.."

"m-my.. m..m..mother al..alwa..always sung to.. to.. me.."judy said sobbing in her shoulder..

amy thought of something..

"you hoped that if you'd forget your memories that they'd forget you too you'd put a bandage on your aching spot and that will make you feel good i think someone should have told you that this ain't the way it works and that you have to work it out some day you will,"she sung it to judy stil holding her tight.. she sung very softly to make sure no one could hear it..

although that plan didn'twork.. behind her 'door'(that was made from animal skin) was peter. he was listening to her..

after judy left peter walked in the room..,.

"hello peter.. how long have you been standing there?"am my asked affraid he heard it.

"you sing beautifull. do you know that?"peter asked in a teasing tone..

amy was now as red as an tomato.. she stared at him for what seemed like eternity.. then she quickly looked away.. away from his enchanting eyes..

peter noticed her uncomfortable feeling.."actually i just came another one of those things.."peter said quickly..

"oohw yeah sure.. you mean the lollipops?"amy ashed.. he nodded firmly..

"here.. an orange again?"she asked.

"yes please.."he said.. she didn't even know he had manners..

"alright..but peter i'm very sorry but i'm really tired i'm goingto sleep now.."she said..

she hopped in her bed.. ;peter didn't leave..

she waited for a few minuters but he was still looking at her..

"i mean; i'm going to sleep.. could you please dot he samer.. in your room? ''she asked with a mocking grinn..

he gave her a boyisch grin back and then walked away..

this would be ehr very first night in neverland..

she awoke in the night.. she was awaken by a tingling sound..

she opened her eyes and saw a light before her on the edge of the bed.

she looked carefully..

"tink is that you?"she asked.

the light made a sound.. it sounded like; NO!

"wh..who are you?"amy asked a little scared, it could be someone dangerous..

"hello.. sorry i am not tinkerbell. she is peter's fairy.. i am supposed to be your fairy!.. but if you don't want me..bye then.. take care of yourself.."the fairy said.. it was only then amy noticed that she understood everysingle thing that she said.

"no! come back!..please..?" amy said..

the fairy flew back over to her.

"sorry.. i'm not that dissapointed i just wasn't.. well i didn't know it was an other fairy.. and certainly not that i had a fairy! what is your name?"she asked..

"tammie..nice to finally meet you amy!"the fairy said with a girlsih voice...

amy looked at her with narrowed eyes..

the fairy had nice blue wings with yellow stripes on them and she had a purple skirt on made of flower pedals.. it was short, she had some kinda tanktop on that was a lighter shade of purple. amy thought it was made of purple grass.. but that was unlikely.. she had little pumps on in a silver color.. her hair was in a black color with a blue almost transparant color with glitters in it... her hair was wavy almost curlyand she purple eyes with flashes of gold in them..

"aren't you a beautifull fairy!"amy said letting the fairy sit o her finger.

the fairy took the seat on sat there with her head in hands..

"so what shall we do first?"the fairy asked curious and exited..

amy was in doubt but then she made up her mind.. she would go.. she wasn't here to miss adventure now was she..

"let's go and explore neverland!"amy said

the fairy imediatly sprinkled some fairydust on her , wich was gladly received.
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after a few minutes they came past someone..

"who was that?"amy asked pointing to a shadow on the elft of them..

"i dunno but i do not like it.."tammie said scared.

"lets get awat from here.."amy wanted to fly but tammie pulled her back..

"no! you will get lost here when you will fly now! we have to walk sorry.. but i haven't seen much of this area yet.. i will get lost to and i will not be able to help you if i'm lost."the fairy said.

amy nodded and started with walking...

she hummed a song that came to her mind..

suddenly thet stopped..

"okay now i'm lost thanks for telling the way amy!"tammie said.

amy was very comfused now. she didn't say anything.. did she?

"let's just stay here.."amy suggested.

a noice came from some bushes.. she listened carefully.. then a shadow came out of the bushes..

"who is that?"the voice sounded slightly familiar and the figure was familiar too.. if she could only see the face..it wa from a boy.. that was for sure.. then it hit her!

"why did you follow us? do you know the way out of here? you scared the hell out of me peter! she's tammie! but why did you followed us?"amy asked very furious, shocked, scared, relieved.

"ryiidnteantoareou!"peter had said this very fast and she didn't understood him.

the poor boy, he was even more shocked then amy. he had no idea she could be so angry!

"what?"Amy asked with a little giggling sound in her voice..

"i said.. sorry, i didn't mean to scare you.."peter said now more slowly..

"oohw id didn't understand you.. it's alright but could please say that it's you the next time?"amy asked..

"no way! this was to fun.."peter said with a boyish smirk..

amy grimaced and slapped him in the face.

he rubbed the red cheek.

"follow me.. i'll show you the way.."peter said as he began walking.

"you know the way?"amy asked..

"yes.. i live here for a long time.. what do you think i do everyday? i explore the island.."he answered

she blushed a little bit.

they walked for a long time and finally reached the hide out..

"sorry tammie i think you can better go to the fairies now.. i'll work on your house later i promise.. bye!"amy said after stepping into her bedroom.. she searched for her ipod and began listening some music..

"and every day i miss you more and more and.. hi peter!"she said..

why did he have to walk in while she was singin?

"hey..who was that fairy?"peter asked as curious as always..

"that was tammie she said she was my fairy.." amy explained..

"oohw okay.. goodnight.. ''peter said.

he walked out of the room.

"you look like you did before only prettier every day i miss.. peter!"amy said..

he walked in again..

"i forgot to ask.. what is that?"he asked...

"it's an ipod.."she told him..

"what's an ipod?"he asked her..

"it is a.. thing.. that runs on batteries where you can listen to music on.."she did her best to explain.. honestly..

"right.. what are batteries?"peter asked

"little things that give the ipod power.. "amy said..

"can i listen?"peter asked.

"sure.."

she moved a little so he could sit next to her. then she gave him one headphone..

"this is a song from racoon.. "amy said..

"a song from a racoon?"peter asked.

"no! it is a band called racoon.. but nevermind the song is already over.. this is from fall out boy.. another band name.."she said laughing a little.. but trying not to laugh to hard.

"sounds nice.."peter said trying to hum along with the song..

"it is one of my favorite songs.."amy said..

"peter can you come! benyamin has having nightmares.."mateü said.

"i'll go.."amy said giving the ipod to peter for a while..

she walked to the boys room.. and walked to benyamin's hammok..

"so.. what where you dreaming about benyamin?"amy asked..

"skulls.."

"you know what you have to do? you have to picture them with a clownsnose, nice blond hair and kitty ears and the face of... abraham lincoln.. that you just have a funny dream instead of a nightmare.. now get in bed so i can tuck you in!"she said tickling him.. they all got in their bed's again..

when amy came to her room the ipod lay on her bed and peter was sleeping on her bed.. she gave a funny sigh and then went over to him.. she moved down slowly and then gently tried to place a kiss on his forehead..

in a quick move peter turned his head and she kissed him on the mouth.. she pulled away in shock and took a step back.. he had a grinn on his face.

yes it might be a boyish cocky grinn bet it made her heart melt.. she grabbed her bag, took one last look at him and then walked away to the fireplace.. there was a blanket before it and she she ay down..

she grabbed her dairy and began writing..

dear dairy,

i haven't wrote much since i have been here. but that is because of a ll the exitements i forget things.
today i've met my fairy, yes indeed my fairy!
everything in here is perfect, the only thing that i miss is my brother.
i miss that little dweep, never thought i would.. he would love it here, i'm thinking to go home and get him. and then come back here afcorse! i love it here!
peter and the lost boys don't even know what a hamburger is!
the only one who knew was judy.
judy is the smallest and youngest of the lost girls.
she is also my favorite. she missed her mother.
i am worried about her, i hope she stars acting more cheerfull!
if she doesn't i'll tickle her to death! just kidding.
i'm a little red in my face right now.
no, it's not a fever. i just kissed a boy.
not just a boy, peter! i kissed peter pan. i didn't do it on purpose.
i tried to give him a good-night-kiss on his forehead.
but he moved position and i kissed him on his mouth... it was kinda funny actually! but i am very sleepy right now.
so i guess i will write more tomorrow!

yours sincerely,
amy darling

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