Thanks for the birthday wishes…I just wish my bday was to last for more than 24 hours….this day went by too damn fast. ugh! Ok, here's my new chapter. I wasn't going to stay up and update because I was tired and it's 1 A.M., but for you guys…I'll do it! This is a unique chapter because it has two parts….read to find out more.

Disclaimer for both chapters: I own NOTHING….except for Jason. Yep, I did it. Just owned him…now what?! lol.

Chapter 3½ Song Title – "You're a Jerk" by New Boyz

Chapter 3½ - You're a Jerk

Previously…

"You asshole. When you say "I um…" I know your ass is lying. And I can't take it anymore! I can't take this marriage if it is about lying and cheating and screaming and yelling. I can't take you anymore Ben. I'm tired." She said starting to cry again. "I'm tired of having to fight all the time about foolish things. I love you Ben, but I can't be married to you anymore. It wouldn't be fair for me. It wouldn't be fair. If you're gonna cheat with Adrian and God knows who, then I can't…do…this. And I'm not making a rushed decision because I've thought about this for a long time. I want…I want…" She couldn't say it. I was still in shock that she actually wanted to break up. We were married. She loves me. I love Adrian…CRAP! I mean Amy! "a divorce." She finished almost in a whisper. She didn't look at me, and I didn't look at her. No one looked at each other. All we could do is listen to the words that were spoken.

"A divorce?" I asked dumbfounded.

"Yes." She whispered.

Now…

Amy's POV

I was crying harder than I've ever had before. I didn't care that Ricky and Adrian were staring at me. I didn't care that everyone else in the mall was staring at me. I didn't care anymore. I was pissed. I was hurt. I was upset. I was sad. I was in love. I didn't know what I was feeling. Why did this have to happen to me?

"Ok. We'll get a divorce." He said like he didn't care. I was pissed off at this point. What does he mean "ok"?

"What?" I said.

"What, what?" He replied. I wanted to smack the hell out of him right now.

"You just said "ok" when I told you I wanted a divorce. Why do I get just an "ok"?" I said turning red. I could feel my blood pressure going up.

"Because then I could be with Adrian." He said shaking his head in "victory".

"The hell you can." Ricky and I both said.

"Why not, Ricky." Ben said.

"Because Adrian and I have a committed relationship." Ricky replied. Then he looked down at Adrian. "At least I thought we did."

"Ricky, we've never had a committed relationship. We both know that commitment, me, and you don't go in the same sentence. What are you talking about?" Adrian said in a smart tone.

"You're damn right. I forgot. You're too much of a whore to have one." Ricky said shooting a look at Adrian.

"Well you're then man-whore. If you weren't then she wouldn't have gotten knocked up with Jason, now would she." Adrian said.

OH HELL NO!

Ricky's POV

Oh hell no! I know she didn't just say that in front of Ben. I know she didn't just say that.

"You………bitch." Amy said approaching Adrian. "What gives you the right to say that, Adrian?" Amy said getting in her face.

"Don't call me a bitch Amy. And Ben has the right to know that Jason is Ricky's son, not his." Adrian said. Amy reached her hand back and slapped Adrian across the face. I didn't help her out because she deserved it. That night was wonderful, but it should have never happened. It was a mistake, but Jason is not a mistake.

Flashback

I was sitting in my house alone. Adrian had just come over. We didn't have sex for once though. We broke up…again. I wonder how long this one will last. Then I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and it was Amy. "Amy, what's wrong?" I asked. Her eyes were puffy and red, and she was sniffling. I invited her in, and we sat down on the couch.

"Ben and I had a fight…again." She said chuckling a little. It was a sad chuckle though.

"About what? What could be happening again?" I said worried. I could see that there was a small mark on the side of her face. I turned her head a little to examine it. "Did he do this?" I said. My blood was starting to boil.

"Ricky…"

"Did he do this?"

"Ricky…"

"Damn it, Amy." I said standing up. I knelt down in front of her. "Did…he…do…this?" I asked slower. She nodded not looking at me. Right then I wanted to kick Ben's ass. This is only the second time he's put his hands on Amy, but believe me……………………it sure enough was the last. "What happened?"

"We were fighting as usual, and then I said "at least I don't go across the world to cheat on someone" and he slapped me. Then he started to breath heavy and he kept saying sorry, but before he could get the second one out, I was out of the door. I couldn't stay there. I couldn't do it, Ricky." She said sobbing. I pulled her closer to me. "But, I love him. I'm comfortable with him. I can't leave him."

"Yes, you can." I said wiping the tears from her eyes. "It'll be ok. I'll kick his ass tomorrow." I said smiling. She looked up and smiled at me. "But for now, you can sleep in my bed tonight." I said standing up. I took her hand and led her to my bed. She lied down as I went and changed into my pajamas. I tossed her one of my t-shirts to put on. It was huge on her, but it looked great. Wow…this was kind of weird. Amy and I sleeping together…well, not together, together……in the same bed. She was lying down under the sheets when I came out of the bathroom. I turned off the lights and got in bed next to her. We were laying there for a minute before she tapped my shoulder.

"Ricky?" She asked.

"Yeah. What's up?"

"Have you……ever loved me?"

"W-what?" I asked sitting up. She sat up beside me.

"Have you…ever loved…me?" She asked looking me in the eye.

"Amy, where is this coming from?" I asked confused. This was so random.

"I just want to know before I sleep in the same bed as you." She said coldly.

"Amy, this is random on so many levels. Why do you want to know that, and don't you that "same bed" crap because I know it's a cover-up." I said harshly. I didn't mean to sound as harsh as I did, but I had to get my point across.

"I need to know. It's important." She said near tears. She was choking up, and I didn't know why.

"What's wrong?" I asked. I didn't want to see her cry, but she was. It was breakin' my heart.

"I love you." She said. Caught me the hell off guard. I loved Amy, but I couldn't tell her that. She's married, and I'm dating Adrian…sort of.

"What? Why?" I asked dumbly.

"I've loved you for a long time, Ricky. Even before I married Ben, I loved you, Ricky. Tonight just made me realized that I need you, not Ben. I want you!" She said.

"I…I don't know what to say, Amy." I said stupidly. There's only one thing that a girl want to hear after she says "I love you", and that's "I love you too".

"That's because you don't love me…isn't it? I knew it! God, why am I so stupid?!" She yelled getting up. She was starting to put her pants back on when I got up and grabbed her.

"Amy! That's not it at all! I do love you." I said. She stopped and looked me in the eye. I wiped the tear that was coming down her face away, and we just stood like that for what seemed like forever. Then she slowly approached my face, and I did the same. Before I knew it, we were kissing. Kissing in the dark. I picked her up and laid her down on my bed. That night…it was the best night of my life. The next morning when I woke up, Amy was gone.

4 weeks later

Amy's POV

I was lying in bed next to Ben. Last night, we made up. We really made up…for the second time. Then, I started to feel nauseous. I got up trying not to wake Ben up, and I sprinted to the bathroom. I threw up in the bathroom, and it felt like forever when in reality, it only lasted for 20 seconds. This was the second time I felt nauseous in a week. I opened the medicine cabinet and pulled out a pregnancy test. I always kept an updated one in the house in case I needed it. I did what the directions told me. Then I put the test on the counter and waited. Then, the timer went off. I looked at the test and saw that it was a little pink positive sign. I was indeed pregnant. I thought about this. You can only find out you're pregnant about three weeks after sex. I had sex with Ben last week and again last night…shit. Ricky. I had sex with Ricky four weeks ago. I…this…Ricky…pregnant……breathe…I'm pregnant with Ricky Underwood's baby for the second time. I'M PREGNANT WITH RICKY UNDERWOOD'S BABY FOR THE SECOND TIME! I started to cry. How could I be so stupid? I'm pregnant with Ricky's baby when I'm married to Ben. I'm such a SLUT! I'm just like Adrian…ugh! I decided I would call Ricky and tell him that I was pregnant. I dialed his number.

"Amy, hey." His deep voice rang across the phone.

"Hi, Ricky." I said. I decided that I wouldn't beat around the bush and that I would just come out with it. "Ricky, I'm pregnant."

"What? Amy that's great. Congratulations." He said. I could tell he was smiling because he sounded different when he smiled. "How long have you known?"

"That's beside the point. There's something much more intense than that." I said beginning to cry again.

"Uh oh. What's wrong, Amy." Ricky said knowing there was a problem.

"What's wrong is that……Ricky. This is your baby." I said. It was silent on the line for a good two minutes.

"What? When? How? Where?" He asked stating the questions you ask to see if a word is an adverb (A/N – I love English…sometimes).

"I'm pregnant. Four weeks ago. We had sex when I came over to your house after Ben and I got into a fight. And I think you know where." I answered. Again…it was silent.

"Well…I…we…" He faded away.

"Ricky, you and I can't have this baby together. We can't be pregnant. This should be Ben's baby. I'm married to Ben, not you. WE're having another baby." I said starting to cry harder.

"Amy. The only way for this all to work out is to tell Ben that that is his baby. That's the only way that this will all work out." Ricky said. "But, Amy. This will always be my son."

Flashback End

Amy's POV

"W-what?" Ben said. He had his mouth open and he was starting to become pale. "Jason isn't m-my son?" He asked looking at me.

"Nope." Adrian responded. I cut her a possessed look and she turned the other way.

"Amy?" He said looking at me. I looked away to hide my face from him. I was silently crying, but I couldn't let him see me. "You, you SLUT!" He yelled at me. I sharply turned around.

"What?" I asked.

"You are a whore. You can't call anyone a whore or slut because you are one! How could you lie to me about Jason!!" He yelled.

"I know you're mad, but don't call her any of that." Ricky said getting in Ben's face.

"Whatever. You're just saying that because you're the baby daddy. It's not fair. It's not fair because you have both girls. You have Amy and Adrian. Adrian is you girlfriend or whatever, and Amy is the mother of both your kids! What the hell?!" Ben yelled. He was paler than anyone I've ever seen before.

"Ben, I'm so sorry." I said. I tried to hug him for some reason I felt I needed to. He shoved me away and I stumbled. I almost fell, but Ricky caught me.

"That's not necessary, Ben!" Ricky yelled at him.

"It's over. It's so over. We're through on so many levels. I hate you, Amy. You've put me through way too much." Ben said. I felt like crying.

"We've put each other through way too much. You cheated on my twice! I cheated once and that's because you hit me, and I needed comfort. And you know what. While you might have gotten pleasure from some slutty bitch that you barely knew, and this slutty bitch who you've known for while, you could never match the pleasure that I got from Ricky. So you know what. I don't hate you, Ben. I thank you. Because if you didn't show me what a low-life bitch of a man was, then I wouldn't know a good one if it looked me face to face." I said. I hugged him, and then I turned around and walked out of the mall…and out of Ben's life.


Chapter 4 Song title – "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)" by Beyoncé

Chapter 4 – Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)

4 months later

Amy's POV

It's been four months since I told Ben I wanted a divorce. It's been two months since we had the divorce. I got full custody of both kids…long story. I loved Ben, I truly did love Ben, but I didn't want to continue this marriage. Shoot, what time was it? Ugh! 5:00 P.M. I told Ricky I'd pick John and Jason up at 5:00. I'm late! I hopped in my SUV and drove over to Ricky's house. He had gotten a house two years ago, and it was the perfect little house. It was a brand new, white house. I loved it. I would be the perfect place to raise a family……you know, if Ricky and I did have a family…besides John and Jason. I pulled in his driveway and knocked on the door. Ricky answered it without his shirt on. I just stood there for a moment admiring his chest muscles. They had gotten so much firmer then the last time I saw him without his shirt on. I never noticed it before, but wow.

"Amy?" He said taking me out of my daydream.

"Oh…um…sorry." I said blushing a little. He chuckled. "Adrian must be here. And shirtless too. And with my kids over here." I said getting a little flustered.

"Our kids. And no, Adrian and I broke up last night." Ricky said as he grabbed a shirt from the couch. I looked at him with the "really?" look. "This time, for good. John is upstairs taking a shower, and Jason is sleep." He said stepping aside so that I could come in.

"Oh." I said stepping in. We sat on the couch.

"Want to watch some TV." He said looking at me with a blank expression.

"Um, sure." I said. He flipped through the channel and turned to a commercial. "Who's this Shailene Woodley character they're talking about?" I asked. (lol)

"I don't know. Probably some rich, stuck up, snob." Ricky said. Then the movie came back on. It was about a guy and a girl falling in love after failed marriages. Ugh. marriage. That was depressing.

"So, how are things going since the breakup?" Ricky asked. I wish he didn't talk about that.

"Ok…I guess. I've been more depressed now than when I was before." I said not looking him in the eye.

"Amy, don't worry. The right guy will come along. He might be closer than you think." Ricky said tilting my chin up so that I looked at him. There was passion in his eyes that just made me want to attack his lips. But what am I thinking. He doesn't want me, and that would just be completely random. Especially after I just broke up with Ben. That would be way too early. But just when I thought that would never happen, something happened between us that was so unexpected, so random, so uncalled for, but so magical, so wonderful, so…great. We kissed. I played with his hair while he laid me back on the couch. We were like that for about five minutes before someone interrupted us.

"Whoa…whoa. I didn't think that this would happen in a matter of four months. But, um…wow." He said. We looked at him and he had his head turned.

"You can look now." Ricky said getting up from where he was on top of me. I hated to admit it, but the weight of his body always felt right on top of mine. Ben's weight was light. It was uncomfortable. But I don't want to get into details. I got up and followed Ricky.

"So…are you two like, together?" John asked. I didn't know what to say to that.

"Are we, Amy. Are we together? I mean, we've waited for 15 years. We could at least give us a shot, right?" Ricky asked taking my hand.

"Yeah, but don't you think it's a little fast?" I asked smiling a little.

"15 years, Amy?" He chuckled. "I've had these feelings for you for 15 years and it's too early? Haven't you felt this way about me too?" He asked. I leaned forward and started kissing him. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him as I wrapped my arms around his neck and got deeper into the kiss.

"Yeah…not that this isn't cool, I mean, I'm really, really happy that you two are together now, but yeah…this…this is not what's up. So I'm just gonna…yeah." He said. I heard him run up the stairs. Ricky and I were like this for about five minutes before we broke apart.

"I love you, Amy." Ricky said. And for the first time in a while, I actually believed it.

"I love you too, Ricky."

There you have it….it's technically 2 chapters in one, but whatever. This is officially the longest chapter I've ever written for any of my stories. Yep! Go me!

Now for your weekly, out of the blue, chapter sneak peak.

Chapter 5 – "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion

Ricky's POV

Amy and I were making out on the couch. We were at home alone because Anne, George, and Ashley decided to take the kids out and give us time alone. It was getting serious. I had my shirt off and so did she. Then the doorbell rang. Damn! I grabbed my shirt and put it one while Amy put hers one. I grabbed her hand and we answered the door. I opened the door and to my surprise found Adrian standing there. She was wearing skin-tight jeans, a low cut tank top, and black boots. Even though she was thirty, she had the same style she did when she was seventeen.

"Yes." I said. She really did irk me.

"So you're with baby mama now." She said.

"Yep. And sweetie, it's Amy." Amy said grabbing a hold of my arm.

"You two look like you've been up to something." She said folding her arms. "And don't call me sweetie ever again. That's like saying…"

"Bitch." Amy cut her off.

"Yeah. Now back to where I was. What have you two been up to?" Adrian asked angrily.

"This." I said. Then I kissed Amy. We have been kissing a lot since we've gotten together. And last night's sex…wow. That was great. Waaaaaayyyyy better than Adrian.

"Break it up you two. There is someone standing here. And the image of that is just…yuck. Now, Amy I need to talk to Ricky. Then I need to talk to you…woman to woman." Adrian said seriously. I knew when she was being serious and when she was just playing.

"Ok. Woman to woman." Amy said. "Ricky, you go talk to Adrian while I get the bath started." Amy said seductively.

"Yes ma'am." I said and kissed her. She smiled and went upstairs.

"Why couldn't we ever do that?" Adrian asked.

"Because………it wasn't meant to happen." I answered. I loved Adrian, but I loved Amy way more passionately.

"I love you Ricky." She said hardly. It wasn't soft the way Amy said it.

"Adrian…I used to love you, but…but now. I love Amy. My heart has moved on."