So blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight


Blaine slowly faded into the background. He didn't take the solos as he used to. He didn't even talk as much. Why would he? No one seemed to care? But he didn't let it show. he struggled on. Everyday he would tell himself that he was fine and that he would do just fine. Monday morning he took a seat at the breakfast table. He looked at his plate and started moving his food around. He took a few bites and listened to the conversation.

"Yes Jeff, Harry Potter did die in the series." Nick said putting his head in his hands.

"No he didn't." Jeff countered.

"Yes, he came back to life."

"No because he never died."

" Jeff, yes he did but he didn't choose to go on. Nick just stop trying to explain it." Kurt ended the argument. Everyone looked down at their food. Blaine looked over at Kurt who smiled at him. Blaine wished Kurt knew how he felt. Blaine couldn't take the feeling anymore, he stood up and threw his food in the trash. He still had 25 minutes until class, so he went over to the Warblers room. The place he could just sing his feelings out.

Blaine walked into the empty choir room and sang the first song that came to mind.

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Anymore...

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Blaine checked that no one heard. He took a few breaths to calm down, straightened his tie, and walked out the door. No one would ever know the difference.


Blaine quickly shoved his poem into his pocket. Yes he wrote poetry, so shoot him. He scribbled down the last words and ran into Kurt's room.

"Kurt guess what!" Blaine said almost jumping.

"What?" Kurt asks with half the energy Blaine had.

"I just got you tickets, to Wicked coming here this summer." Kurt jumps up.

"Really! No way!" Kurt runs over and hugs Blaine. Blaine wished that he would never let go.

Kurt let go and quickly put his hands to his sides.

"But, I have to go with you." Blaine said sticking his hand in his pocket.

"Well duh. Who else would I go with?"

'I could think of a few people.' Blaine thought to himself. He pulled his hand out of his pocket, a piece of paper falling out that only Kurt noticed.

"I'm gonna go work on my homework." Blaine said and turned out of the room. Kurt picked up the paper and looked over the poem.

"What?" Kurt put the paper in his drawer and went back to work.


Blaine was sitting in his dorm working on math humming to Raise Your Glass, when a pillow hit the side of his face. He looked over at Alex who was reading a book.

"What was that for?" Blaine asked pulling out his headphones.

"I asked you to stop humming." Alex said not looking up.

"So to get my attention, you throw a pillow?"

"Yep." Alex says and continues reading. Blaine picks up the pillow and throws it back hitting Alex on the back of the head.

"What was that for?"

"Revenge." Blaine says and turns back to his book.

"Am I going to have to be the mature one here?"

"Nope." Blaine says and looks at his book. "Hey you want to go get coffee?"

Alex looks at his phone. "I don't have time right now, I'll have to take a rain check." Alex leaves the room and Blaine looks back at his book.

Of course he wouldn't have time, who would.


A/N: Here we are another chapter. I feel so sad for Blaine, but that's kinda the point of the story. Song is Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson I believe. Also I need your guys opinion. Should I put my original songs in here ? Its up to you guys if you want to see them.

Sorry if the spacing is weird, my keyboard hates me too.

Until next time.