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Stiles woke up to a sore back, he realized he had slept in his computer chair. He found himself still partially asleep stumbling over to his bed fully clothed, at least his bed was more comfortable then his computer chair. He found himself going to sleep again only to wake time and time again; until his body was no longer able to sleep at all.
Stiles opened his eyes a crack and looked at the time. Fantastic it was only 4 o'clock and he couldn't sleep any longer. He reached across his nightstand where sometime last night he had haphazardly put his cell phone. He looked at the phone, he lifted it slightly off the table and tilted it towards him, only to realize that he didn't have any missed calls. He put his phone back and sighed as he laid on his bed staring at the ceiling.
Then suddenly got out of bed as a sudden idea occurred to him. She said come to her, the only way he could figure out to do that was to go to her grave, so he should go now. Stiles hopped out of bed and looked down at himself and at the clothes that he had slept in with distaste. He threw on a different pair of clothes and then walked to the bathroom to improve his hygiene. He didn't want to go see his mom looking like a slob, particularly if she was there, which was possible right? He wasn't really sure. He made his way quietly down the stairs, he knew that if his father caught him sneaking out of the house at this hour it would mean trouble. He managed to make his way to the car and to start it apparently without waking up his Dad.
He drove nervously tapping his finger on the driving wheel. What if she was there? What if he could actually talk to her face to face? These kind of thoughts buzzed through his head on the drive to the graveyard. However when he got there he found the way barred by a gate. Stiles realized that normally graveyards tended to be closed at night.
He considered for a moment just going home, but then decided if his mother was on the other side of that gate then he was going over it. He made his way to the fence it was kind of tall, it was about a foot taller then he was. Good thing he had been working out with Scott. Stiles whipped out of his jacket, he was glad he brought an old gray one, one that he didn't care if it got a hole or two in it and threw it over the top of the fence. He then climbed up using his jacket as a something to grab onto. Stiles hoisted himself over the fence and landed on the ground, although not so gracefully. He bit back the curse he wanted to shout as his ankle stung a bit. It wasn't broken, maybe sprained or just landed on badly since he could still walk on it.
He took out his phone when he realized that there were no lights on in the graveyard and as such he wasn't able to see. He used his phone flashlight app to make his way across the familiar grounds shivering a little. Not because it was cold, but because it was creepy. All the tombstones were bathed in the light of his flashlight app illuminating the dust, the fact that it was night and the shadows were longer were really just giving the whole graveyard an even more creepy feel.
He ignored it though, he knew why he was there and he knew what he was there for. He found the grave he had been looking for and knelt in front of it, he lightly brushed the headstone with his mother's name on it.
Claudia Stilinski
Loving wife and mother
"Hey Mom" he said softly. "I'm here so if you want to talk...I'm here." Stiles said. He looked around looking for his Mom, only for there to be no sign of her. Stiles frowned, maybe she hadn't heard him, maybe he had to speak up a little.
"Mom I'm here." he said louder "Mom." he said a little louder. "Mom." he said this time his voice breaking as he did so. He needed to talk to her, he needed to tell her about everything that had happened in the last several years, but mostly he just needed to hear her voice again. He looked around hoping for her to show up again but she stayed away. Had he done something wrong?
"Mom...tell me what I've done wrong... whatever it is, I swear I'll fix it." Still no answer.
"Mom." still only silence. Stiles felt tears as they bubbled up in his eyes, and since there was no one else in the graveyard he let them tumble down his cheeks.
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