It has been a few days since I Beat Leo up. All I remember from that was punching him, the blacking out, and then waking up in my bed. Leo and I have been as far away from each other since, which is fine with me. I have been hanging out with Donnie. "Thing 9." He said. I hand him the tool in the spot that says 9. He looks so nice when he is working on his inventions.
"Donatello, I need to have a word with you." Master splinter spoke up. We both look at him, and Donnie goes to follow him. After a few minutes I follow behind, and listen to what they are saying.
"I do not approve of what you have been doing to Raphael." I hear master splinter say. "What are you talking about?" Donnie asked him. There was silent. I then sit down. All he has been doing was being my boyfriend, and a really good one at that. I was just about to go when I heard master splinter's walking stick bang the floor. "You Will stop brainwashing your Brother!" I hear him shout. "I can't just let him go!" Donnie argued. What the shell is going on?! I then open the door to the dojo. And see them both standing, heads turned to me.
"What's going on!?" I ask while yelling. "Your brother Donatello has been brain washing you into loving him." Master splinter states. My jaw drops. I shake my head, it can't be. I shut my eyes. "No, it can't be true." I state softly. "Raph you're trembling." Donnie says and puts his hand on my shoulder. "Y-y…you love me, right?" I asked, my voice trembling. "Yes Raph, I love you." He answered
"h-ha-ave you.. been. b-brain w-washing me?" I ask him. I open my eyes and look into Donnie's eyes. The guilt I see in them, he has been, from the very first day. My feelings turn to anger, "Why!" I yell at him. "Why did you do it!" I yell. Donnie Just shrunk back.
"My son, come with me." Master splinter tells me. "How did you find out?" I asked him. "Leo told me that there was a problem, but he was unsure as to what. We couldn't find out what was really going on until 3 days ago." He answered me. Did they do that for…"How long have you guys been trying to figure this out?" I ask him.
"For about 3 weeks." Master splinter answered me. My head started spinning, Next thing I remember seeing is the sky, and to roofs moving under my feet. "What are you doing out in the daylight?" I hear to the side. I jump and turn to face the person. Karai. I just glare at her.
"Leo explained to me that he stayed away to help y-you stay safe." She stated. I was so lost in how I felt that I didn't even care, or notice how hurt she was. I just saw her and half the roof. "Witch, I just….Get lost already!" I yell at her. She then ran up to me and hugged me. "It'll be okay." She muffled said as tears started to run down her face.
I put my hands on her shoulders and then pushed her away, "Have you ever been used by not one, but two of your brothers!?" I shout at her. "I hate Leo!" She shouts back at me. I end up surprised. "He left me to wait, and used you to break up with me, and then tells me that he loves me, and that it was all a trick." She then starts to fall to her knees, crying.
I didn't even care that she was hurt, I was mad, and she was just making noise, I walked up to her, pulled her up by her shoulders, "You are much stronger then this! Shut up and go fight!" I spat at her. She stiffened, and then took her swords out and dropped them.
"I hate Leo, but I love you." She says, and rushes up and kisses me. I am shocked by it at first, and then I start kissing her back. I didn't feel anything, at all. When we parted I just looked at her. She had so much hope in her eyes, I don't know, I just needed some hope, and I guess that was the first real mistake. I took her lips to mine.
We part, "I have to get back home, bye." I tell her and then run off. I don't know how she felt, nore did I care. She is the foot, the enemy, but if I can get some hope from her, then it will help me deal with the mess of the lair. Once I enter the lair I am suddenly kissed. Hands start wondering my body, and I start getting lost in the sent. Donnie.
I start to moan and chur to his ministrations. Kissing my neck, lips, coking my cock out, and then playing with it. I am lost to him. I can do nothing to get out of it. I am sweating, and panting, and moaning, and churing, and then I come. He kisses his way up to my ear, "I will stop brainwashing you, and show you everything I have been doing for you this whole time." He tells me and then starts kissing my neck again.
He pulled me to his room and laid me on his bed. He then crawled on top of me. Kissing me, my neck, all of the soft spots around my shell that I never knew felt so good. Right behind my neck, and the sides between my shell and plaster, and my thighs. Then he put a finger up my ass, and move it, it felt so good. I would have thought it hurt, but it is as though we have done this all before.
My eyes snap open, and I sit up. "Is something wrong Raphie?" Donnie asked me. I looked at him with fear, "h-have we d-done this b-before?" I asked him. He smiled and kissed me gently, "Yes, we have done this many times before." He answered me. I got up and ran out of this room.
My brother has drugged me, brainwashed me, and had sex with me, And I didn't even know. I got into the main room before I started crying like a baby. Master splinter walked it and saw me on the floor in a ball. He rushed down to me and held me. "It will heal in time, my son. I am so sorry I didn't notice sooner." He told me.
He then pulled me up with my shoulders and guided me to his room. I spent the night in his room, crying, sleeping and then screaming from the nightmares. All of the night master splinter would tell me how sorry he was for not noticing, letting me know the time would heal all the pain, and that he loved me so much. He would ask me what the nightmare was about, and I would tell him, and he would tell me that he will ask Donnie in the morning if he did those things.
It was so had to feel this weak, I had been used, abused, and I can't even describe how I feel. I just know that my father's presents makes me feel better, and that I will not leave his side. He is the only thing holding me together, and I can't be away from him without breaking again.
