Goldkit and i grew up as close as can told me about how he hope to become the best deputy ever in splashclan. And he would comfort me when ever i grieved over my dead truly was my best friend which was why i wasn't surprise when i fell for him.I remember the day i confessed to him,It was probably the best day of my the worst,I just got back from talking with the elders when i saw a bunch of cats crowded around the nursery it was after i become a apprentice.i walked through the group of cats to see the worst thing in my life.

My...mother eyes were open and they held regret,happiness and mouth crusted with red around the her paws had their claws the blur of tears forming in my eyes.I saw my sister stripepaw crying with a red berry the same color as the stuff around my mother's mouth stuck to her was crying her tail pointing to a patch of dry earth.I craned my head trying to get a better look and i regreted what i saw.