A/N: Onwards we go, thank you for all the reviews and everything guys, it really does make the writing process easier. This is tagged as angst for a reason, please bear that in mind. I don't know how many parts this is going to have, but I do know how it is going to end, we'll just see how it naturally progresses to where I need it to be. When you've finished reading it would be awesome if you could take a couple of seconds to let me know just what you think. Read, review and enjoy!

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Sitting on the sofa Bo hated how quiet the Clubhouse was. Kenzi had moved out, that was hard enough to deal with, but deep down she understood the reasons. Kenzi had been in her life for 5 years, and the tiny human had quickly become one of the most important parts of her life. She knew she didn't show her just how much she meant to her anywhere near enough. Now she was off, finding out exactly who she was.

The Clubhouse was now empty. Tamsin had been gone for a day, it felt like so much longer. Bo had worked through the day, running leads with Dyson, having coffee with Lauren, catching up with Trick. She'd listened as Lauren excitedly told her about some new equipment that had just been delivered, she had listened as Trick again complained just how clumsy Mark was. An uncoordinated shifter, who would have thought it. Instead of staying at the Dal she had decided to go home, alone. She needed to think.

Not having Tamsin around was starting to hurt. At the start of the day, when she dragged herself out of bed after Dyson called, it had started as a dull ache. That dull ache gradually increased throughout the day, now Bo was almost sure she could feel parts of her heart breaking. She had let her in. Tamsin had completely let down her walls, and Bo accepted the invitation. There was something between them, Bo knew that, she'd known it for a while but had never wanted to admit it. Even when they hated each other, they had this connection. It was more than physical or emotional, it was a soul deep connection, and that terrified her. It didn't matter what Bo told Tamsin, she listened. When Bo had told her she had been born in Hell, Tamsin listened. She understood.

Bo noticed a sweatshirt on the chair, she knew it wasn't hers. She walked over and picked it up, finding it was Tamsin's. The big sweatshirt that the Valkyrie loved wearing around the house.

Putting it to her face as she sat down on the sofa, she inhaled the scent of safety. Tamsin smelt like no one else. Under the faint scent of vanilla Bo could smell freshly fallen snow. Tamsin smelt like heaven.

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Bo was fast asleep, holding Tamsin's sweatshirt in her arms like it was something precious, and she didn't hear the door to the Clubhouse open. Kenzi stood, watching her former roommate sleep, she sighed as she looked at how she was holding the sweatshirt. She took the blanket from the back of the sofa and laid it over Bo.

"What trouble have you got yourself into this time Bo-bo..." Kenzi said quietly before going into the kitchen to make herself a drink.

The noise of Kenzi moving around in the kitchen woke Bo up.

"Tamsin?" she said, sitting up.

"Fraid not cutie," Kenzi said with a little smile, "only me."

"Kenzi..." Bo replied, standing up and rushing over to the little human, pulling her into a hug.

Kenzi picked up a tub of Bo's favourite ice cream and two spoons as she backed out of the hug.

"I come armed with ice cream..." she said with a little smile.

"Not that I'm not really happy to see you, because I really am," Bo said, dragging Kenzi and the ice cream over to the sofa, "but what are you doing here?"

"What kind of best friend would I be if I wasn't here when you need me?" Kenzi asked, smiling a little as she handed Bo a spoon.

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Bo woke up the following morning on the sofa, Tamsin's sweatshirt in her hands, the only sign that Kenzi had been there at all was the empty ice cream tub in the trash. They had sat awake until the sun came up, talking about everything and nothing.

Kenzi told Bo about her place in Spain, and Bo told Kenzi about the renovating she was doing at the Clubhouse. Kenzi also mentioned that she had asked Tamsin to go with her to Spain but the Valkyrie had refused. Kenzi told her how Tamsin had told her that she couldn't leave Bo, how the Succubus needed her. Bo then told Kenzi about her birthday. The little human had been shocked at first, but then said something about 'typical Tamsin'.

Then they talked about the triangle becoming a square. Kenzi made Bo realise a few things, she also made her think about a lot. Tamsin had been right, it was in her nature. She couldn't choose between the three of them, they all had different aspects that she needed. She needed them all. She loved them all.

x-x-x

As the days passed it became more and more obvious to the people around her that Bo was struggling. Her eyes kept sporadically flashing blue, but she fought it. At first Trick thought it was some exercise in self-control. By the third day they all really started to worry.

"Is she feeding at all?" Trick asked Lauren and Dyson.

"I don't know..." Lauren replied, "she missed our appointment today."

"She isn't feeding from me." Dyson said, "and I didn't smell anyone at the Clubhouse when I was there earlier."

"I can..." Lauren started to say before stopping herself, "I can't..."

"Can't what?" Dyson asked, looking at the doctor.

"I could, worst case scenario, hypothetically, force her to feed..." Lauren said before she shook her head, "but... Morally, I can't. Bo wouldn't want that."

"We may have no choice." Trick said, looking over at his granddaughter as she nursed the drink in front of her.

"I won't do it." Lauren said, "and there is another option."

"Tamsin..." Dyson said as he looked at Bo, "I don't know Lauren... This thing with Bo is really messing her up..."

"It's messing us all up Dyson." Lauren replied.

"Let me..." Dyson said, as he saw Bo stand up and walk towards the door, "let me see if I can get her to feed..."

"And if you can't, super stud?" Lauren asked, one eyebrow arched.

"Then we call Tamsin." Dyson said, standing up and heading to the door.

Dyson followed Bo outside, he saw her unlocking her car.

"Bo..." he said, rushing over to her before she got in the car.

"Is this important?" Bo asked with a sigh, "I'm tired..."

"Are you feeling okay?" Dyson asked, getting straight to the point.

"Yeah, I'm fine," she replied with a little smile and nod, before trying to open her car door again, Dyson stopped her, "I'm fine, Dyson. Just tired."

"Maybe you need to feed..." he said, slowly moving his lips closer to Bo's.

"No..." Bo said, pushing him away a little.

"Bo, you're a Succubus..." Dyson started to say.

"I'm aware of that Dyson," she snapped, "I know it's in my nature, I've been told. I also know that I need... I need you all Dyson. You, Lauren and Tamsin... At different times I need... You all. I love you all..."

"Bo..." Dyson said, noticing that Bo's eyes had developed a slight blue tinge.

"If I can't have all of you..." she said, putting her hand on his chest, "then I don't want any of you..."

Dyson was left standing there, slightly in shock, as Bo got into her car and sped away.

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In the previous few days a feeling of dread had been building in her stomach, at first she thought it was because she had left, she figured it would go away. But it didn't. It got worse. Acacia tried to keep her busy, talking about opening a bar somewhere, trying to keep her thoughts off Bo. For some moments it actually worked, but those rare and fleeting moments of peace were few and far between.

She was laying on the bed trying to get some sleep when her phone rang. Acacia looked over to her from where she was sitting sharpening her weapons on the sofa.

"Ignore it." Acacia said.

Tamsin nodded and let the phone ring. A few moments later it rang again. Her curiosity got the better of her, she picked it up and looked at the caller ID.

"Tams..." Acacia said.

"I have to take it..." Tamsin said, answering the phone, "yeah..."

"She needs you." Lauren said.

Tamsin didn't say a word, she hung up the phone and sat up.

"Tamsin." Acacia said, "if you're going to run back to her this easily every time she calls..."

"That was Lauren." Tamsin said, standing up and packing her things quickly in her bag, "I have to go..."

"Lauren?" Acacia asked with a laugh, throwing Tamsin's knife over to her, the younger Valkyrie catching it with ease, "I thought you two hated each other."

"We did," Tamsin replied, putting her jacket on, "now we don't... Thanks for this, it really did mean a lot."

"Any time, you know that," Acacia said with a small smile, "remember what I said."

"I either learn to live without her, or I learn to share my toys and learn to play well with others." Tamsin said with a laugh as she walked to the door, "I've got it."

x-x-x

Lauren and Dyson were sitting in the Dal, watching Vex cheat at pool against Mark. Lauren kept looking at the time on her phone and Dyson kept looking up every time the door opened.

"Maybe she's not coming." Dyson said, downing yet another drink.

"She's coming Dyson..." Lauren said, checking the time again, though she wasn't sure why, it's not like Tamsin had given her a time that she'd be there.

"Well what did she say exactly?" Trick asked as he topped up their drinks again.

"Nothing... Exactly..." Lauren said, "she actually hung up, but she'll be here."

"Can you smell that...?" Mark asked, his brow furrowed as he tried to figure out what the smell was.

"It wasn't me." Vex said with a laugh.

"No, it smells like..." Mark said.

"Blood." Dyson said, "That's blood..."

They both followed the scent of the blood, it lead them outside the Dal. There, slumped next to the back door was Bo.

"Bo..." Dyson said, crouching down next to her, "she's been stabbed..."

"What shall I do?" Mark asked.

"Get Trick to empty the Dal, she needs to feed," Dyson said, "and tell Lauren to get... Tell her that we may need plan B."

"Okay." Mark replied with a nod as he ran back into the Dal.

Dyson picked Bo up as gently as he could.

"Come on Bo..." he said as he carried her toward the door, "stay with me..."

As he got Bo into the Dal, through the back door, most people had already left through the front. Dyson lay Bo down on the pool table.

"Bo..." he said as the Succubus looked up at him, "you need to feed."

"Not... From... You." Bo managed to say.

"Lauren..." Dyson said, looking at the doctor who had a syringe in her hand.

"I don't like this Dyson..." she said, walking over to Bo, lifting her arm she positioned the syringe.

"If that's what I think it is, don't you dare." Tamsin said from the doorway.

Lauren let out a visible sigh of relief as she put Bo's arm back on the table. The Valkyrie walked over to the table.

"Always getting into trouble..." Tamsin said to Bo as she put her hand over Dyson's on the wound on Bo's stomach.

Dyson moved his hand and took a step back.

"Tamsin..." Bo said, her eyelids getting heavy, " you... Came back."

"Of course I did," Tamsin replied with a soft smile, "I said I would."

"It's...only...been 4... Days." Bo said, struggling to talk.

"Yeah..." Tamsin replied with a little laugh, looking at Lauren before she looked back to Bo, "well... You just couldn't stay out of trouble."

She lowered her lips the remainder of the short distance, softly kissing the Succubus. It took Bo a couple if seconds before she fed a little, breaking away from the Valkyrie, the bleeding already slowing.

"We need to talk..." she said to Tamsin.

The Valkyrie couldn't stop the small laugh that escaped her.

"Yes we do," she said, "but right now you need to feed..."

Bo's eyes flashed their unmistakable blue, before almost immediately returning to their deep brown.

Tamsin looked back at Lauren and Dyson.

"And you all need to leave..." she said.