AN: Sorry it took me soooo long to update just a lot of things going on lately haven't really had any free time!! School is very demanding this semester, or Chemistry is a killer!! And it doesn't help that House is off for 3 weeks, at least I still have my Grey's anatomy and Boston legal!!! And pretty soon Bones!! Well I hope you enjoy this chapter!!!

Beneficial?

She had finally been able to go home. It had been a long night with the patient she was so relieved when chase came in to take her spot that she didn't even think to see if House was still there. But now as she sat on her couch with a glass of red wine in her hand she knew that he had probably gone home. She thought about what was happening between the two of them, and wondered if she was making the right decision. Sure she liked House, Possibly border line loved him, but did he feel the same about her? She knew House and to him this just might be a strictly beneficial relationship, and that she didn't want. Sure she dying for him to just take her on any surface possible, but she also wanted a relationship not just sex. And she had this feeling that he didn't want that. Even if he did want a relationship it would be doomed, they are two different people. It would seem to be going good in the beginning then she would do something, that just didn't sit right with him and he would in the end break her.

She sighed sipping the rest of her wine and placing the glass on the coffee table in front of her and she realized that they were slow dancing in a burning room. It was meant to end and end roughly she didn't want that so there was only one decision to make.

Knock Knock

Her head jerked to the door she knew that knock, wood on wood. And suddenly the want she had for him returned. She walked to the door and opened it, starring up into his blue eyes. He spoke first.

"You didn't tell me you were leaving!" he said, leaning in and kissing her on her neck. "I thought we could finish were we left off. You don't have to be in until twelve right?" he asked, knowing she didn't since she stayed all night at the hospital she was able to come in later the next day.

"Yeah, but House, we need…" but she was cut off by his lips on hers and his free hand pushing her back into her apartment. He closed the door with his foot. He backed her into the nearest wall and continues to kiss her feverishly. She couldn't think all she knew right now is that she had to have him, beneficial or not. "Bedroom, now" she was able to say as they both release to take a breath.

Once they were fully in her bedroom clothing began to fall. Until they were both completely bare lying in her bed, she straddling his stomach with him caressing her thighs.

"Cameron…" he said and she knew this was it; she had been waiting for this just as she had. She lifted her self back and hovered over is erection, before taking him all in. "Ahhhh" he moaned.

"God House" she moaned with him. He felt soo good inside her that she couldn't imagine not doing this again. She would want him at all hours after this; she wouldn't be able to give him up. House was the first to start the rhythm, seeing that she was too tied up in her thoughts. It was slow at first, but then she joined in and it became more rapid. Like a race to the finish. It was then the he grabbed her shoulders and flipped the both of them so that he was on top. He began to stroke her fully, wanting to get as deep as he could possibly get. His head found a resting place in the crook of her neck and planted kisses there and sucking the delicate skin there, leaving red mark from his ministrations and from his stubble driving her crazy.

"Ugh…ahhhh….House… Don't stop!" She said and he stroked her hard, this is exactly what she had been wanting, she could feel her climax coming on and hard.

"Fuck… Cameron…ahh!" he said into her neck, he was so close just a few more deep strokes and he would be there.

"Ngh… ahhh, House I'm…!" and with that her body stiffened and her climax washed over her.

"Mmmm…Ahhh…Cam! He moaned as her insides squeezed him, and with one more thrust inside of her he released himself. Holding her tight to his body, as his body began to relax. He then rolled over to one side and pulled her body to his. Kissing her forehead then her lips for a smoldering kiss.

"House" she moans, "That was…" she didn't know that right words to describe it.

"Yeah I know" he says, bringing her closer to him if that was even possible. It was then that she felt the urge to ask him the question that had been burning in her mind before he showed up at her apartment.

"House?" she asked.

"Hmm?" he looks into her eyes.

"What are we? I mean what are we doing? Are we an us?" She asked not knowing exactly how to put it, but just wanting to know.

"Uhhh…" that is when she feels that he isn't as close to her as he is physically. "Cameron…we're just…" and he sits up, turning his back towards he and placing his feet on the bedroom floor. Breaking the barrier she had mentally set in her mind.

"Right… Of course!" she says shaking her head, she feels her heart breaking as she continues to sit on the bed, she knows she can never sleep on this bed again because of the memories it hold the good and the bad. And with this she gathers the sheets and wraps them around her body, standing and making her way to her bathroom.

"Cameron!" he says just below a yell.

"I expect you to be gone when I come out" she says, she turns to look at him, wishing that she hadn't, because the sight of him on her bed bare, causes tears to flow.

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