JPOV
I really hate to see this. See my daughter so upset and my granddaughter sick with a potientally killing disease.
I'm sitting on the couch with Tori and she's laying on me,my arm around her shoulder.
"I really hate this."She says.
I nod."I do to,babe."I say.
She looks at me and sighs.
"I feel so sorry for 's to young to be dealing with this."She says.
I is way to young.I know Shay wasent her fault even, she dosent even like men, but still she kept her and she's doing an amazing job. Though,Arlene can't handle the fight with Lukemia.
APOV
I'm laying on my bed, Shay is sound asleep laying beside me. I look at her and I cry again. This two year old girl is so sick.I wipe my eyes and sit up, trying not to move her a whole lot,but I doubt it would have woke her anyway.
I get up off of my bed and sit on my floor. I can't help but just stare at my floor. I don't know what to do,what to do, or how to do it. I'm way to young for this. I love,Shay,with all my heart,but I don't know if I can handle this. I don't think I can handle her being sick and me not being able to help her.
I look up to my celling and close my eyes.
I open them just as Shay sturrs on my bed. I put my chin on the bed and look at her. She turns to face me and touches my face and smiles at me. She has no clue. I smile back and pick her up.
"Shay,you gotta go to the doctor. You're very sick, and they can help you."I say.
She looks at me and plays with my hair. She has no clue what's going on and I can't help but cry.
TPOV
I'm in the ketchin now,making supper,not anything real big, just something because Jade was hingrey.
I'm worried. About Arlene,. Ari is way to young and she dosent have a clue what to do, but I don't I would have eather. I would have acted the same way she did.
I sigh and finsih up,setting the food out on the counter,I don't feel like setting table.
I lay down on Jade again and she puts her arm around me.
I sigh and looked up at her.
I look down to my hands and close my eyes.
"Jade,what are we gonna do?"I ask.
She looks down to me and kisses me.
"We'll do whatever we need to do."She says.
I nod, but I still feel like she's in over her head.
APOV
Shay gives me a funny look.
"Mommy? Why cry?"She almost mumbled.
I look basically just said her first scentence, and a wave of happiness hit me for a breif second. I rub her cheek gently and kiss her forehead.
"Don't worry,swettie.I'll be okay."I say with a small smile.
She smiles at me and plays with my hair some more.
She's so content, and happy. I want to be like her. Not have a care in the world.
She looks at me and streches her arms out. I smile and pick her up.
"Mowmow."She cooed as she bounced in my arms.
I smile at her and nod.
I walk down the staris and find Momma.
"She wanted you."I say as I hand her over.
"Ari,can I talk to you?"Momma asked as she handed Shay over to Mom.
I nod.
"Mowmow be right back."Momma says to Shay as we walk into the hallway.
She faces me as we lean against opposite walls.
"Ari,I can't help but feel like your in over your head."Momma says.
I look at her."What?"I ask.
"It's just. Your 18,Ari. I don't think you should be dealing with sometime like this so young."She says.
My eyes tear up.
"I can't help the fact I was raped,okay? Some bastard out there decided to take advantage of me because he was to horny for his own is the only thing that kept me going.I know you guys have helped me,but."I say.
"But what? Your 18. I know you can't help what happened, but I don't think you should be dealing with this.."She says.
Tears are streaming down my face.I cover my eyes and slid down the wall to the floor.I feel like I was back in the able to do anything but comes over across the snall distance and sit down beside me.
"Momma,your right.I am to young,but that's my daughter."I say.
Momma rubbs my back."I know,and you've done excellent, but this is just a little to much for someone your age."Momma says.
I look up at her and wipe my eyes.
"Momma,I love you.I do, but your wrong. I can do this."I say.
I stand up and hold on to the wall as I walk in the room where Shay was and she looks at me.
"Mommy okay?"She asks my mom.
Mom looks at me and back to her.
"yeah."She says.
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