There is a sensation that I can't describe about having a man his size on top of me. Despite his sheer size he was obviously an expert at what he was doing, he touched me in all the right places, did all the right things, said all the right words. He wasn't lying when he told the world that compared to Edge he was "anatomically superior." After we were finished I lied there in his bed for several minutes, the only sound in the room was both of our collective gasps as we tried to catch our breath.
"So" he finally said to me "What did Edge do this time?"
"What are you talking about" I said back with the most realistic giggle I could muster
"Vicki, me and you both know that the only time you ever want to see me is when you and Edge get into a fight"
I searched my brain for the right words to say he was right, I loved The Big Show, I really did, but for me that wasn't what it was about. My love for The Big Show didn't rival how much I loved the feeling of being with Edge, but it wasn't Edge that I loved. I loved the way people would look at us when we were together in public. I loved the fact that I was able to be married to someone so attractive, that it made me feel more attractive, even if I did feel a little bit more of a bond to The Big Show, and even if the sex was better.
"If you know that…" I began
"If I know that then why do I let you take advantage of me" he finished my thought for me
It was a little bit harsher then I had wanted to put it, but he had gotten the gist of what I was thinking. I nodded my head curious to see what his answer was.
"Vicki, I love you, more than anybody else I've ever met, but… I know that you are married to Edge. I know that you don't plan to leave Edge anytime soon. All I can hope is that someday you will, and when that day comes, I will still be here waiting for you. Until that day comes, I'm here for you, to help you through everything the best I can, and if our secret little affair helps you cope with the tough times in your marriage, then I'm just glad that I can help you out"
"Paul…" I whispered, part of me wanted to assure him that I was not going to leave Edge anytime soon, at the same time his words had touched me so deep, no one had ever told me that they had cared about me like that ever before
"You don't have to say anything Vicki, unless you wanna talk about what happened with you and Edge tonight that made you want to come to my room"
"It's Christian" I said, I always felt so horrible talking to him about my problems with Edge, but The Big Show was my support system, talking to him was my own form of therapy, and since I had met him there's never been anything that I haven't told him
"That's right" Paul started "Tonight was his big first night back wasn't it?"
"Yup, and it only took one night for him to be kissing my husband"
"Edge kissed him?" The surprise in his voice seemed unreal
"I don't know" I sighed, "Edge played it off as that Christian kissed him, but he didn't kiss Christian… if that makes any sense"
"No, it doesn't"
The conversation began to depress me, I started to feeling tears swelling up in my eyes, what confused me though was that they weren't tears of sadness, but more like tears of anger, maybe I really didn't care about Edge that much, the point was that he was mine, and no one else can have him. I looked up at The Big Show searching for answers in his eyes
"What do I do" I asked him
"I have an idea" he said to me, I nodded my head as to signal him to go on "Put me in a match with Christian, I'll beat him to the point where there's no way Edge will even want to look at his face… I'll make sure of it.
"You would do that… for me… for me and Edge?"
"Vicki, I told you I will do anything for you, all I want is for you to be happy, and if Edge makes you happy, then I'm going to make sure that nothing comes between that, especially a little punk like Christian"
I curled up into his warm arms, resting my head on his chest, how much this man cared for me never ceased to amaze me.
"Okay then we'll do it, Christian will never know what hit him" I said with my excitement radiating through my voice, I knew that Edge wasn't going to like it at all, and that he would be very upset with me, but me and him would be even for after the stunts he had pulled at the bar the night before, and more importantly, Christian would get the message not to mess with me again.
XXX
"I've always hated Seattle… all it does is rain and rain and rain" I said looking over to Jack trying anything I could to start a conversation
"I like the rain" he responded his eyes focused on the road, and driving through the monsoon
"I hear I have a match tonight" I said after a few moments of silence
"On Raw?" he responded "against who?"
" I don't know, hopefully somebody good, I'm really trying to get back in the swing of things, you know?"
"You'll be fine" he offered back, I knew he wanted to talk about last night, and despite that being the last thing I wanted to do I finally decided to give in.
"Listen about last night" I started before I was rudely interrupted by my phone, which I'm sure only made the situation worse as my Kelly Clarkson ringtone blared through the car.
"Im sure your life would suck without Edge" Jack said sarcastically
I ignored him and answered the phone
"Hi Edge"
"Christian" he started rather frantically sounding "are you at the arena yet?"
"No, Jack is driving me right now, why?"
"Your match tonight, it's against the Big Show, and I think he's gonna try to hurt you"
I felt a rush of butterflies in my stomach, the Big Show could obviously do some serious damage to me if he wanted to, but it wouldn't fit my style if I was afraid of someone, so after pausing a minute to think of something clever I replied.
"Big Show, please, I'll bring my ax and cut him down like a tree"
"Please" Edge pleaded with me "take this seriously, this is no time for Captain Charisma"
"That's not what you said after we left your hotel last night" I said forgetting that Jack was sitting right next to me"
"Damn it Christian" Edge yelled at me before taking a moment to compose himself "just promise me you'll be careful okay?"
"Okay ummm" I tried to throw a plan together in my head "if Big Show gets to be to much for me to handle, Jack can come out and help me out, well play it like me and Jack are feuding right now and that Big Show shouldn't be involved" Edge didn't seem satisfied but he knew it was the best we could do at the moment
"Allright, good luck" he wished me
I curled my shoulders up as a big grin came over my face.
