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OHAYIO GOZAIMASU MINSA-SAN THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO TOLD ME I SHOULD CONTINUE THIS FF THANK YOU Masqy-SAMA


A coward I always knew that I was one. when I was a child I would get bullied just because of my parents I would never fight I would hide my feelings burn the horrible I would always hide my feelings hide my wound and eventually hide who I was it felt right I did not want to be papa's boy i did not want to be kuu junior I wanted to be kuon ,I want to stand on my own feet,I want to be just like her.

I love everything about her she is strong and courageous if i ever get marry the woman have to be exactly like her she never gives up she always see the bright side she give me courage she is so adorable when she talk about faeries she is so obsess with them and the way she say my name just make me want to hug her until death separate us. unfortunately what separate her and I is my parents. Living her was the hardest thing she was crying and every drop of tear that came down on her scarlet cheek was the cue for an atomic bomb to explode in my heart I wanted to stay with her and read stories for her,I wanted to do back flip for her and have her applause for me I wanted to tell her so many more stories about the beautiful kingdom fill with fairies and princess. Being with her made me feel special I am not a half breed twerp nor do I feel like the black sheep.

Coward die many time before their death i was determine to die only once. When I came back alive i felt great i fell new but I also fell trap i was trap by my own pass my own emotions and my darkness this is how I started to hate my self more and more until I could not bear it anymore the more I hated my self the more I shut my self up from society the more I shut my self down the stronger he became.

I vanished completely until she came ,yes she came and save me from my self from my past meeting her again was a blessing and a curse it was a curse since she was my first love and meeting her again made me fall in love deeper and made my admiration for her endless but the worst part was not having enough courage to tell her who i was and how i feel.

Without knowing it i became a coward again and before I even knew it I die everyday that I see her every time i talk and every time i miss a chance to say three little words that have been choking me since the day she drop her stone from the stairs "i love you".

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