Genre: Hurt/Comfort and Angst and General

Pairing: Ran X Shinichi and Conan X Ai (one sided)

Summary: Black Organization is taken down. Ran is still waiting for Shinichi to come back. Ai Haibara is still working with the antidote. Shinichi is still stuck to his shrunken form. But what if Haibara is kidnapped? What will happen to her? Can Conan save her? Or is it too late? And most of all what does the kidnapper want from her? Child-Abuse. Rape. One-sided Love.

Warning: English is not my mother tongue and this is Unbetaed. Wrong grammar and etc is present in this fic.

A/N: 10/16/2015: I edited this story just to correct the mistakes I noticed but it is very subtle. Lyrics used is Misty Mystery by Garnet Crow from Detective Conan opening song.

Disclaimer: I don't own Detective Conan. It belongs to their respective owner. But the idea in this story is mine and solely mine. I also don't own the lyrics below the title.


Title: "CaPTiViTY"

Trying to endure the

loneliness, the solitude

What is it that's been left

behind here?

When I stopped wishing for

things,

I finally noticed the

boundlessness of the sky.

I'm dreaming the same

dream

Sometimes, suffering is

essential.

The bright sunbeams and

the dizzying shade

Is all I'm watching.

As for the pain, that's nothing

but reaction

There's too much passion

and it's all imagined

The patterns in my heart

are trembling- take it.

Ahh, seeking it

The evening softly drinks it

all up, Misty Mystery...


Chapter Four:

April 14, Tuesday

In the abandoned building

Haibara's POV

I can hear the soft chirping of the bird coming from the outside. I saw a little bird on the open window, looking down at me, tilting its head in a vertical position. Maybe it is wondering of what I'm doing here. But I can't answer. I can see the sun rays coming from the outside it's already morning.

I am not able to sleep after the bastards paid me a visit. I was thinking of what should I do and I decided I won't try to escape. My friends future is on my hand. I will never endanger them even if it meant I will be the one who will be hurt at the process.

I'm starting to doubt Kudo-kun I know I shouldn't be but I can't help but to think that way. He is guilty because Ran is hurt. Because of the guilt he can't sleep even if he doesn't tell me I can tell it. Now that I'm officially kidnapped he will be overworking himself looking for my location. Once he thinks that his friend is in danger he will think he is at fault. I don't want him to think it's his fault that I am kidnapped and Ran is hurt. It's not his fault it's my fault. I'm the one who ruined his perfect and happy life. I'm the one who made that poison. I'm the one who's at fault. But it's not only me who is at fault. It's mine and the organization's fault that ruined his life. Like he once said I'm a murderer it's my fault that he and Ran are suffering. It's my entire fault all this time. It's my fault Nee-chan was killed. If she only didn't try to make me escape from the Organization's grasp she will not die. It's for my sake all along. I can't let anyone be hurt because of me. Kudo-kun's suffering is already enough. I don't want the kids to be hurt. They are only children. They are innocent, full of dream. I don't want to crush it all because of my pointless escape.

If I die and Kudo-kun is not able to save me I want him to realize it's not his fault that I died. It's not his fault I was kidnapped. I want him to know I never blamed him for this. I want him to protect everyone, to be happy with Ran. If I die and he was not able to return to his original body I wish him to tell Ran the truth. I wish her to forgive him. I wish him to forgive me for ruining his life. If I die I want Hakase to maintain his diet without me. I want him to bring the kids for camping without me. I want him to make them happy and tell them not to be sad. If I die and they mourn about my death I don't want them to live in a world full of revenge. I want them to be happy always and forever. If I die I can join Nee-chan, Kaa-san and Tou-san. I will be able to be with them even if in after life. I don't know if there is after life but I will be hoping there is like all the other normal children do. If I die and I am not able to say my feelings to Kudo-kun it's fine. I don't mind. Once I die I want everyone to be happy without me.

I shook my head.

No! I'm not going to die. How can I tell them all I wanted to say? How can I tell them all those things once I die? If I die and Kudo-kun is not able to turn back to his original body I will be guilty for leaving him behind for leaving him behind without fixing his ruined life. I can't die yet. I still need to finish the cure. I need to make sure that Hakase maintain his healthy diet. I need to make sure that Kudo-kun and Ran will be happy. I still need to make sure that the kids will be happy.

I should not lose hope. Never, right?

General POV

Unknown time

The shrunken scientist closed her eyes to think of the events that recently happened to her before she was tied in this place right after when she was in the car.

Flashback

"We're here." the driver said nonchalantly.

The shrunken scientist is now being carried by the spike haired man in a bridal style. She wiggled her restrained arms trying to let go of herself but to no avail. She stopped wriggling upon noticing her current location. She can see the wide vast of grass, like an infinite of green grass. Above those grasses are group of small birds dancing – swirling around looks like playing tag. At the same time she can hear the birds chirping like a lullaby to the ear – such a wonderful place to look at but the timing is not really wonderful. The shrunken scientist knows one thing for sure. She's in a rural place. A good choice for vacation but for her situation this is bad – a sign of a dilemma coming. Rural place doesn't have strong signals but she's not sure if the tracking glasses can track her in this place. The shrunken scientist glared at the man who is carrying her – a death glare to be precise.

Her only escape is the car that her abductor is using – the only thing that will let her escape from this rural place. The only building present is the rusty building full of vine. If she's not mistaken she will be kept there until they want to free her – if they ever will.

She looks at the surrounding again when a voice interrupt her.

"Nice view, little Missy?~" the man carrying her said with his singsong and irritating tone.

She glared at him irritatingly. Then at her position she can see the man who was driving the car earlier. He has a neat dark brown hair. He is walking; one meter in front of them – his right hand on his pocket. He glanced at his companion and the little girl then glances at the gate again then said.

"Sugou, stop making her annoyed." he said but his voice is tempting now completely different from his gentleman-like voice earlier in the car. He is a great pretender after all.

The one who is carrying the shrunken scientist is Sugou.

'Ugly name.' she thought.

"What are you going to do to me?" the shrunken scientist asked all of the sudden. Her voice is still the same neutral voice and her expression is still the same casual neutral expression. Not expressing any emotions except for curiosity. The both man stopped talking. They look like they were not expecting the question coming from the little girl mouth but that's not the case.

"Takano-chan what are we going to do to her again?" the Sugou guy glancing at Takano. He said with a singsong tone like a little kid to his parents. He is smirking as always. He is definitely lying and pretending of not knowing the happening around him – a real bastard.

Takano glance at Sugou with a straight and serious face while saying, "Well.." He is thinking of what to say seemingly wondering what to say or rather pretending.

"I forgot. Let's ask her maybe she knows." Takano glanced at the little girl. A smirk is now present on his face – a dirty smirk.

'Damn Bastard. Playing ignorance with me.' she thought in her mind but she won't show how annoyed she is right now. This is a game of poker if she shows her emotions it will be game over.

Thinking of anything to distract her from irritation the shrunken scientist gazes up at the rusty colored gate, it is covered by vines. No wonder this place is obviously abandoned for many years. She gazed to the left noticing the vines and rust forming on the outside of this building. Not only vines and rust is covering the place but also mold. From the look of it, it's a first storey building but not the same height that you can see as normal houses. This place is for industrial uses when it was still used and not abandoned. Now this place have a different purpose not for stocking goods or any other legal things but for illegal things commonly illegal logs that came from the mountain at the back of that abandoned building.

The Takano guy is now standing at the rusty locked gate then he opened the lock with a key. The creaking noise of the gate can be heard as it was opened. This place will be the cage for the shrunken scientist but she will escape. Get a chance to get the key of the gate and the car. Once all that is done she can drive the car even if she doesn't know how. Anything can be done as long as she can escape from this place. That's all that matter to her but no matter what she do she can't escape. There is a price for escaping after all. A high price that is much higher than her life.

End of Flashback

That's how she got here. There is no escape now. Her only hope is for Kudo-kun to find her and save her before it's too late.

April 15, Wednesday. 6 am, Hakase Residence.

The shrunken detective is now sitting on the couch. His right hand is holding a mug of coffee as he sip it slowly – not wanting to burn his tongue. His other hand is holding the daily newspaper, reading it with a little interest when a certain article caught his attention.

He read the article with great interest and foreboding this time. His right thumb resting on his chin- thinking while reading the article. His coffee is laid forgotten on the glass table. After reading the article he laid the newspaper on the table as he muttered one word.

"Damn."

He said this not because he doesn't understand what the article is talking about but it's the complete different reason. There is something different in this article. Like in chess board a piece is missing – a piece that will give him a clear view of something. But the piece is still missing. The other reason is the shocked and dismay. He just read an article that he rarely read in newspaper nowadays.

'Three children brutally murdered!'

This article will cause great panicked for the parents. He is sure of that. Once another kid is murdered this way it will cause the parents to be over-protective on their children. Who wouldn't? A psycho is killing children. This is something big and if his instinct serves him right this case will lead him to her. If it is right he need to do his best to save her or it might be too late.

After thinking all this he run after wearing his shoes as fast as he can. He didn't even have the time to tie his shoes properly. Good thing he didn't tripped from running.

Detective Mouri Agency

Ran is wearing her uniform and now serving a hot coffee on the desk of his father. His father is studying a certain case, a brutal case that she won't try to pry on. That's when she heard the door opening and when she turned her back, there she saw her little brother panting for breath. Sweat all over his face.

"Conan-kun.." she walks towards him then give him a warm hug. She didn't see him yesterday because he wasn't in the Hakase's house when she visited. And because of that she's been worried about him. She squeezes him tight, her breast pressed against his face that immediately turned into crimson red when she gives him a hug but she didn't notice this.

The shrunken detective is taken aback from her action as he felt guilt sips through his heart. He is making her worry. But he is suffocating right now. It's not time to feel guilty. He will die from breast suffocation any seconds!

"Ran..nee-chan.. Air.." he muttered under his voice but she heard him right. That's when she noticed what she is doing.

"S-sorry!" she immediately pulls back from the hug. She gives him an apologizing look as he let out a sigh of relief.

"Conan-kun." she give him a warm smile then she added, "I'm so worried about you." there is a tear at the edge of her eyes making him guilty again for making her worry about him.

"Sorry Ran nee-chan.." he bowed his head in an apologetic manner, his glasses covering his eyes, covering his emotion behind the over-sized glasses while his hands on his pocket.

She noticed his reaction.

Sometimes she thinks the little boy in front of her is mature for his own age. But she knows his situation. He is worried about Ai-chan. She understands him best right now. She knows there is special bond between Ai-chan and Conan-kun like her bond to Shinichi.

"It's fine Conan-kun I know you are worried about Ai-chan."

He looks up at her then gave a heartwarming smile. She is really special like an angel in heaven but right now they aren't in heaven. Then there is a gruff voice behind Ran and the owner of the voice is no other than the well-known sleeping Kogoro Mouri. They turned their head to him as Kogoro spoke.

"Why are you here brat?" Kogoro said this eyeing Conan at the same time giving him an irritated look.

"Otou-san!" Ran interrupted her father then said, "Conan-kun lives here." she stated this with a matter-of-fact tone, glaring at her father and giving him a knowing look saying dont-mess-with-me. Kogoro sweat dropped, his daughter is really similar to her mother. He won't make her mad or she might throw a dagger at his dearest face.

"Did you find anything useful on where is Haibara, Oji-san?" Conan said. This isn't a lie but this isn't the truth. What he wanted to asked right now is about the case though it maybe his only lead to where Haibara is right now. So it's still the truth.

"Nothing plus there is this new case that came up that they need the help of the famous Sleeping Kogoro." He let out his well-known Kogoro maniac laugh.

Conan sweat dropped. Ran sighed quietly, embarrassed about his father's action.

Ran turned her head towards her little brother then she said "I will be preparing breakfast Conan-kun I want you to eat here." she gave him a look saying I-dont-take-a-no-as-your-answer. He nods forcefully. He is not really in the right appetite right now but he need to. As on the background the well-known sleeping Kogoro Mouri is still laughing maniacally his tongue sticking out in an informal way.


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