Where am I, who am I, oh it doesn't matter anymore, I can't see I can't hear, I can't even feel. All of my senses are screwed up in this black place. I wonder is it hell, does my demon lie in here too waiting for its chance to get free. I don't know anymore. I thought to myself in loneliness. Than I started to here again, I opened my eyes to see a little gleam of light. I wanted to move closer but curled back when I heard that demon using my voice,
"Well I guess I am done for now it was fun while it lasted ," it laughed, "hope we can play again my little kitten. See ya!" It yelled playfully.
What the hell happened, I don't remember now but that doesn't matter I guess because I can feel my own body, I can hear my comrades around me talking about the situation, I could smell the sweet smell of leaves in the rain, but I couldn't open up my eyes for a long time, or I guess that's how I felt. When I finally opened them I wanted to close them. When I had opened my eyes I saw blood all over me but it wasn't my blood no i could smell it, it was everyone's blood combined, but mainly Kiba's. I hurried up to stand because I needed to help everyone, but I got dizzy and almost fell, almost, someone had their arm around my waist to catch me. I turned around and it was Kiba. He had a lot of deep cuts on him some on vital points. When I saw him I started to cry,
"I am so sorry...I am so sorry, this is all my fault." I cried
He looked at me with a very unusual smile for a split second than went back to his normal self,
"Oh this, heh, this is nothing," he laughed off, "I just hope you are some type of medical ninja so you can heal all of us." He smiled,
I looked over to find Kakashi and Sai had some cuts on them too, and I cried a little more.
"Heheh why are you crying if anyone should be crying it should be us," Kiba said with a grin, "now hurry up and heal us."
It took me a little but I finally healed all of them but I had to go find some medical herbs since I just so happened to ran out of chakra right before I could heal myself so I had to use the herbs instead for slower healing. So we decided to rest where we were for the night then head out again in the morning. It was a long night I couldn't sleep since I had to check on everyone and also put more herbs on my wounds so it wasn't fun. When I went to get more herbs I saw someone up and walking around, I walked over to them. It was Sai. He didn't notice me, as far as I knew, so I wanted to keep it that way. I followed him until he stopped and sat down. He grabbed his sketchbook and paintbrush and painted something. I got in closer to see, I looked up,
"It's an owl." I said without realizing it,
"Yes it is Miyuki, now why are you up?" He asked,
"Um I..I had to grab some more herbs for my injuries." I answered studdering a little.
"Oh I see well maybe I can help you with carrying some back." He offered,
"Um ok I guess if you want." I replied
We had gotten a lot of the herbs and were bringing them back to where we were camped when it came up,
"So earlier today what happened." Sai asked
"What do you mean?" I asked back
"When you were fighting Kiba it seemed you had lost all of your sanity so i was wondering what happened." He said,
"I don't know," I replied, "what you have described as me losing my sanity others have described to me before but apparently every time it happens I wake up again and don't remember a thing of the event, so I'm sorry but I don't know."
It was silent for a bit while walking after I had said that so I stopped walking and spoke with my head down,
"I am sorry for not knowing, and for hurting you and everyone else I really am." I said while looking at the herbs in my hand,
I could feel some cold tears trilling down my cheeks and I wanted them to stop but than I felt a hand on one of my cheeks holding my head up. Than I could feel a soft kiss on my forehead I opened my eyes. When I saw and confirmed who it was I was very flustered when I spoke,
"S...Sai what are you doing." I asked
He looked down at me and replied,
"I don't know I had once read in a book that if a girl is crying, the best way to comfort her is to kiss her forehead." He said
That's what I thought, I mean why would it be anything different than just teammates who barely know each other on a mission. Why was I so stupid to think for a moment...no I am not even going to think it...but still
"You're an idiot Sai I hope you know that," I said, " I mean really is all that you know about being friends with people just comes out of a stupid book I mean really."
"Um yea technically that's it." He answered
"Wow really so that's all you know just by reading a stupid book, I mean god didn't Naruto teach you anything?" I asked,
"Yea many things but I still rely on the book."
"Baka you can't learn like that, you have to learn on you own without a stupid book." I spoke
He stared trying to think of a reply when he came up with one,
"I guess you are right, I guess I should try and learn from my own experiences, so I'll try but no promises." He said
"Ok!" I laughed silently
As we walked back I had this strange feeling that something was watching us but I ignored it and continued on. And the rest of the night was peaceful but I still couldn't shake that feeling. Oh well I guess I will have to figure it out later. That morning we got everything ready to head out and headed out. I don't think anyone else could tell but I knew just from one night that there would be a long road ahead of us but oh well.
