Saïx hadn't moved. Instead he just leant his forehead against the cold glass of the shower door. Occasionally feeling the spray of hot water against the back of his legs as Xemnas seemed suddenly more interested in washing himself. Which didn't bother him in the least.
What have I let myself get into? He thought miserably. When he suddenly heard Xemnas moan softly from behind him again. Wondering what the hell he was doing now, Saïx tilted his head in an attempt to inconspicuously watch Xemnas from the corner of his eye.
Wow… Saïx had never really noticed before what a great body his Superior had…his drenched dark tanned skin stretched over all those rippling muscles. The thought that that body had fucked him senselessly the previous night was even starting to turn him on…his glistening golden eyes greedily drank in the sight.
Unfortunately, Xemnas had noticed the way Saïx was watching him. The mischievous grin returned, and he slowly ran his hands down his chest…but the Berserker immediately averted his gaze, staring back at the fogged glass he leant on.
Saïx's breath had picked up a notch, if he had kept his eyes on his Superior any longer he wouldn't have been able to suppress the moan threatening to escape his lips. Hearing a deep chuckle reverberate off the shower walls, then feeling the heat of Xemnas's body radiating behind him, he squeezed his eyes shut.
"I'm sorry," He purred softly, wrapping strong arms around the Diviner's body once again, pressing himself again his back, their skin contrasting beautifully. He began stroking a small white washcloth over the pale chest of the body in front of him. "I'm supposed to be washing you aren't I?" His hot breath washed over Saïx's pointed ear, making the man shudder.
The rough material of the cloth sent mildly pleasant waves through the Berserker's body as it rubbed across his sensitive nipple, the soap infused fabric leaving plumes of bubbles trailing down his body. Whilst Xemnas's other hand absently stroked his abdomen, effectively pressing the Diviner harder against himself.
The Enigmatic man was caught in the moment, the sensation and the sight of his recent interest, warm and wet and pressed naked against his own nude form, he moaned, pressing a hard kisses into the crook of Saïx's neck, trailing his lips across the soft skin of his shoulder. He unconsciously began rocking his hips into the Diviner's backside, erection sliding between his ass cheeks. The sensation was incredible, and Saïx's whimpered name escaped his lips before he could close them, all the blood in his body rushing south. Panting, he buried his face into the crook of the Diviner's neck, holding the pale body tighter against himself.
Saïx was beginning to lose himself into those gentle touches as well. Biting his lower lip hard in a weakening attempt to stop the sounds that wanted to spill from his throat. He gasped as the hand stroking his abdomen went lower, brushing against his now weeping erection, consequently freeing his mouth- deep, erotic moans finally broke free.
When suddenly Xemnas leant too heavily against Saïx and he was pressed hard again the cold glass door, letting out a yelp as his burning erection was also pressed against it, making him jerk his hips back away from it and into Xemnas.
A deep, heady groan vibrated against Saïx's back, and Xemnas began rock harder, faster against him. The Berserker was about to yelp out a warning they were pressing too hard on the glass when his Superior wrapped a firm hand around his stiff cock.
Saïx cried out and thrust into the tight grip, breath coming out in long feral moans.
Suddenly Xemnas opened his glossy auburn eyes with a look of pure lust on his features. He grabbed Saïx roughly by his arms and hurled him under the water against the tile wall with a loud thud, forcing a grunt from the Berserker.
The Enigmatic man threw himself hard against Saïx. Staring deep into the bright golden orbs with great intensity, face a mere breath away. The sheer, animalistic lust behind his orange gaze made the Berserker want to tear his eyes away in what might have been fear. It was like Xemnas was loosing control.
Just then Xemnas growled from deep in his chest, hand coming up to roughly grab Saïx's wet azure tresses and force his way into his hot mouth in a near violent kiss. It made the berserker inside Saïx stir…and want more.
They both moaned into the harsh, deep kiss. Teeth clicking together, burning erections sliding against the other as Xemnas ground himself against the Diviner's body.
It was Saïx who pulled away to catch his breath, both of them panting hard, overcome with lust and desire. "X-Xemnas…Ah…nngh…I need…I n- AH!" The Berserker's back arched tight as a bow against the cold tiles as intense pleasure jolted up his spine. Xemnas had knelt down to the Diviner's pulsing erection, and took it into his mouth without warning, slipped the weeping head into his mouth and sucking hard away the gathering essence. He trailed his tongue along the thick cock, tracing the veins, before plunging back down. With a passionate moan Saïx grabbed the back of his Superior's head, gripping tightly onto his silver locks, he began thrusting hard and deep into his throat. Throwing his head back and crying out loud with each plunge, his mouth hanging open, eyes squeezed shut.
Xemnas had luckily anticipated the response, and being encouraged by the Diviner's impassioned cries, took each shove as deep as he could manage, relaxing the back of his throat and moaning around the flesh in his mouth, sliding his tongue along the slit every now and then, drawing the most arousing sounds from the Diviner. Saïx seemed to be going berserk even though the moon could not touch him where they were, and was beginning to thrust a little too rough…
Suddenly a feral growl tore from Saïx's throat, and he reached down and grabbed Xemnas's bobbing head with both clawed hands, and with one final thrust, Saïx forced his Superior to deep throat him as he came hard with a loud cry, practically chocking Xemnas.
When he was finished, he fell limp against the wall, not even noticing as Xemnas coughed and spluttered at his feet, both heaved to regain their breath. Saïx heard a frustrated growl from below him, and out of nowhere the world seemed like it did a flip, as Xemnas had hooked both of Saïx's knees into the crook of his elbows and lifted him, cupping the Diviner's cheeks as support, and pressing him hard into the tiled wall.
Saïx stared wide eyed at his Superior, gold meeting piercing orange, suddenly regretting his previous action. Not to mention also a little shocked at how high his knees could go…Xemnas glared angrily at his subordinate, cum dripping from his lips and down his chin. He licked up what he could and irately spat what was left in his mouth to the floor. Still panting hard, Saïx found he was unable to form words, stuck staring back into Xemnas's ever intense ones. He was in a tremendously vulnerable position…
"Bold Saïx…to do that to your Superior. I guess this means I'll have to punish you for your disregard." Slowly the Enigmatic man leaned forward, and touched his forehead against Saïx's, still staring deep into his eyes in an intimidating manner. Without saying a word, he proceeded to press his tip firmly against Saïx's entrance. The Diviner barely had time to gasp before Xemnas drove up hard inside the Diviner with great power and strength.
"AAHHH!" Saïx threw his head back with a blood curdling scream.
A sadistic smirk curled the Enigmatic man's lips before his hips drew back, and impaled the Diviner again with great force. A heady groan escaped him as another anguished cry was torn from his cerulean haired beauty.
Tears sprang to his eyes as he squeezed them closed in agony, gritting his teeth and digging sharp nails into his Superior's strong shoulders. Xemnas had just near torn him, and though he was still slightly lubricated and stretched from the last encounter, it was just barely enough to keep him from splitting. The experience was nothing like what the night before had turned out to be…an icy grip clenched inside of his chest, clawing at the base of his throat…Was this sensation…Fear? Saïx cringed, waiting for the impending plunge that would definitely tear him open...
A psychotic chuckle emanated from Xemnas as he watched Saïx's pained expression. But then the Berserker pathetically whimpered, tears streaming down his face as his head lulled to a side. Something melted inside him, it was enough to bring him back from his heightened state. "S-Saïx? ...I- I'm sorry. I didn't…"
Slumping forward Saïx groaned in relief, eyes still closed, his grip on his Superior's arms disappeared. Trembling hard, he was just thankful that he wasn't about to be harshly raped…any further.
Xemnas pressed an apologetic kiss into Saïx's shoulder. What came over me just now? …If we are not held back by our emotions, is this what happens? …We better be careful getting involved in this. Leaning his head lightly against Saïx's, he spoke into a pointed ear, his deep voice taking on a gentler tone, "I guess this just shows what can happen if we lose control, and let our base desires control us…I hadn't anticipated this…"
The Diviner huffed, and nodded…before something Xemnas said hit an odd note with him. Leaning back against the wall, he asked more spitefully than he intended, "You hadn't 'anticipated' this? So, is this…am I just part of your experiments as well?"
The Enigmatic man chuckled, closing his eyes and shaking his head slightly. Looking back up into the Diviners eyes, "Not quite." He stated before pressing a gentle kiss against Saïx's lips.
Saïx groaned, frustrated. After an experience like that, there was no way his Superior was getting the best of him this time. With a threatening growl he threaded his fingers through the long sliver strands at the back of Xemnas's head and forcefully tugged his face away. "Xemnas. No more. Get out of me, now."
The Enigmatic man's eyes suddenly became dark. He scowled, "Well at least I had the mind to stop. You on the other hand, must be forgetting about when you made me suffocate on your fucking cock."
"You have just about ripped me to shreds down there!"
"What did I just say?"
"I didn't start this!"
"But you didn't seem to mind continuing it."
Saïx rolled his eyes, "So it's my fault now that you decided to seduce me?"
Xemnas growled, frowning down at their joined bodies. His jaw clenching, "It wasn't supposed to be like this."
The Diviner released an exasperated sigh, noting the undertone of confusion in his Leader's voice. He lifted a pale hand to run through the man's wet, sliver tresses soothingly, though he was still rather agitated at him. "Can it really be any other way Xemnas? We're Nobody's…what did you expect?"
An amused smirk pulled at the side of Xemnas's lips, though Saïx knew there was no real empathy behind it. With a defeated sigh, Xemnas carefully lifted the Berserker from his softening organ, causing them both to wince due to the lack of preparation. Given it would be too difficult to place Saïx back down whilst standing, due to their tangled limbs, Xemnas knelt down to the floor, careful not to let his feet slip as the water poured down over them, placing the azure haired man down just as carefully to lean against the shower wall.
Rather painfully, Saïx let his legs slip from Xemnas's arms. Closing his eyes once again he slumped against the wall, scowling slightly from the pain that had now been double-folded in his already bruised ass, panting at the effort just to sit on it.
Xemnas ignored the way Saïx was deliciously splayed out right in front of him and reached up to the faucets to twist them both off. Sitting back down on his heels, Xemnas helped the berserker before him to bring a leg over so that his side faced him, before hooking an arm under his knees and behind his back to lift the pale man onto his much more comfortable lap.
Saïx sighed contently and leaned against Xemnas's chest, appreciating the gesture.
Xemnas looked down at his subordinate's rather pathetic appearance. Knowing that if he was able, he would be feeling quite guilty right now, he wrapped his arms around the man curled up against him, lightly leaning his chin on the top of his head…maybe this experiment was too risky for a Nobody to be testing. "…I am sorry Saïx…" Xemnas deep voice rumbled from him.
But Saïx just shook his head, hairs tickling Xemnas's chin. "Xemnas, I look up to you, we all do. You are amazing, you're willing to help all of us to regain our hearts, when you could just do it for yourself. I…I am willing to forgive you, because from day one I've wanted to repay you."
The Enigmatic man blinked, not expecting that statement. Before smirking, "But that is because I couldn't do it by myself."
Saïx cocked a brow objectively, "True as that is, that doesn't mean you have to create an entire new world for us using Kingdom Hearts…that was a bad attempt at modesty I'm afraid to say Xemnas."
Another deep chuckle rolled from the Superior's chest, and he shrugged. "Oh well, even without emotions this conversation has taken such a mushy turn…"
"Heh, I thought so too."
"And I thought we were doing such a good job of imitating emotion…" Xemnas thought for a moment on this, a serious expression suddenly crossing his tanned features. "…Which is an interesting result…" …Were we imitating just now?
Saïx rolled his eyes. "Of course. You know, I think I'm clean enough now…unfortunately, I also think I'm going to need some help drying myself…just promise me one thing Xemnas."
"…Go on."
"Never do that to me again."
A/N
Man I love you guys lol thx for the awesome reviews. You make me laugh, which makes me happy, and want to write more xD
But WAHOO More angst! X3 yes, I do quite like it D
So I hope this chap was up to your expectations, quite frankly I think it wasn't as juicy as it coulda been eh :[ I didn't mean to turn Xemnas into … well, that lol it just kind of happened. I mean, it really wasn't supposed to go like that, I re-wrote that scene because I didn't like the way it was uh…structured, and then that happened! lol meh, it's for a cause…I'll make it up to poor, harassed Saïx later ;p
