I had never understood other people, or the human mind. Emotions confused me. I saw only facts and figures until him. I was walking down the hall with a pile of books going above my head when I tripped and fell down the stairs. Ifell onto a cute
Hufflepuff who said,"Oh are you okay?" I said,"Ummm oh h-hi y-yeah I guess s-so." I looked like a fool! He said,"My name is Connor. What is yours?" I said,"El-Ellie oh my I have to get to potions! See you around?"

He said,"Sure!"

I didn't see John, I didn't see his feelings, I didn't see his house, I paid for that with blood, sweat and tears. John was mad, I can understand that but I didn't I only felt pain, anger, pain is the path to anger, anger is the path to hate, hateis
the path to the Dark Side, Yoda said that. Bella said,"Find him and kill him! I know you want to, he betrayed you, he betrayed Connor, he betrayed Hogwarts, kill him for that!" With a pop Bella and I were gone right in front of a surprisedlooking
John. He said,"El-Ellie and Bellatrix. What are you doing here? Bellatrix we had a deal!"

I screamed at him with tears in my eyes, my voice raw looking at my former best friend, the friend who I watched Star Wars with, the friend I played Dungeons and Dragons with, I screamed at him,"YOU LITTLE," my voice broke tears started streaming down
my face and I said,"You were my friend, I trusted you, I told you everything! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE HAS DONE TO ME!"

John said,"Ellie come on please I-I made a mistake use reason!"

I said,"REASON, WHY DIDN'T YOU USE REASON!"

John said,"I was heartbroken Ellie"

With that my anger peaked and I said,"CRUCIO!"

I kept the spell up until his body refused to keep going and he let out one final word,"sorry"

I broke down when Bella said,"That was fun! Good job my pet after your first lesson your training is complete! I heard Ravenclaws were fast but wow!"

We went back to the manor for me to get ready for me to be branded as a Death Eater.