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I was so anxious! Today I would get my first kiss! I was awake before everyone else and I just looked out of the window seeing the greenhouses and Professor Sprout who was bustling around them. As my clock showed 6:30 I began to get ready for the day. Today I took extra care on my breath and lips. As I stood before the mirror I began to analyse myself.

I would never be as beautiful as my sister. Her hair was always in soft waves, her brown eyes were a deep chocolate colour and her skin was relatively freckle free. I on the other hand, had very, very wavy hair, not as bad as Hermione's but it was close. My eyes were a kind of a mud colour and my skin was freckled on every surface. While my sister had already gotten boobs I was still flat like a board. My sister had also grown over the summer and was now nearly a head taller than. Even Percy who was the smallest of us all was still a wand length taller than me.

I rolled my eyes at my thought, turned away from the mirror and began to dress myself. Today was Sunday so we could wear what we want but I gave all of my skirts –except my school skirts- to my sister. She had the prettier legs. She should show them off. So I just pulled on a jeans that was from Charlie when he was as old as I was now. It had a few holes but it was the best I had. It also let my butt look better than it really was. Then came the Holyhead Harpies T-shirt Bill got me and my twin. We both loved them. Over that I pulled on the too big jumper from Fred. I brushed my hairs as good as it could and pulled it in a ponytail. Time to do this!

I met Malfoy as usual at the Entrance Hall. On this morning he was earlier there than I was and he looked bored and annoyed.

"Finally!" He said and walked in the Great Hall. I followed him silently, observing him. He wore a pair of black pants and a black Shirt. His clothes were high quality and I shrunk into myself next to him. I must look ridiculous in my outfit. I couldn't eat anything at breakfast and just resorted to play with my hair that I had pulled out of its confidents so that it was shadowing my face. I still was carefully aware when Malfoy needed a refill or a toast buttered. As always he read the Prophet and talked with his friends who came in half an hour later. They were now all used to seeing me there that they ignored me completely.

My nerves were everywhere when Malfoy finally stood. My eyes were on my shoes as I walked behind him out of the hall and the corridors down. I didn't know where we would go. He didn't have his bag with him so we couldn't homework. I desperately wanted to know what we were doing and when he would kiss me. It wouldn't take much time considering that I just wanted a quick peg on the lips. Like mum and dad would do. My glance went back up and I saw how Malfoy went into an old classroom that was not in use. I followed him. He was at the teacher's desk and he was doing this thing were you didn't know if they are sitting or leaning. I sat down in one of the chairs before the teacher's desk and fiddled again with my hands.

"So I thought we could bring this whole kissing thing behind us and then we will go down to the Quidditch Pitch. I need to fly a little." I nodded. My whole body trembled and I was too nervous to speak.

"It's easier if you would stand Weasley. You are already far too small." My eyes widened a bit but I did what he said. He was still one and half heads taller than me. My eyes were on his chest. I heard him sigh.

"Maybe you should sit down on the desk. I don't want to lean down." I blushed bright red and quickly jumped on the teacher's desk. I bit my lip consciously. I hated my small frame. Malfoy rustled a little and I quickly looked up but his lips were already on mine. He was leaning on the desk and his mouth was on mine. His lips were kind of soft and I closed my eyes. After a while I was confused why he didn't pull away and suddenly there was something wet touching my lips. I jerked away my eyes wide in confusion. That was not what my parents did!

"What did you pull away for?" My face must be as red as my hair now. I bit my lip again still feeling his lips on mine.

"That was not a kiss! You used your tongue!" He rolled his eyes and scoffed.

"Duh. That is was kissing is about. You didn't think that kissing was just pressing your mouths together, right?" 'Please just let me disappear.' I hid my face in my hands. He was still so near and his warmth radiated of him.

"You really thought that would be all, didn't you?"

"Well my mum and dad just pecked each other's lips." I whispered silently.

"Oh merlin. Are you serious right now? How innocent can you get?" I tried to blink away the tears that were threating to fall. But it didn't work so I quickly wiped them away with my jumper.

"I am sorry." I muttered. He sighed and leaned in again. I glanced up.

"Now come one. I will show you how a proper kiss is done and then my job is fulfilled." I nodded and looked him in his eyes. He didn't show any emotions. Not even deep down in his eyes. And then his lips were on mine again. He had still his hands on the desk and as he touched his tongue to my lips again I balled my hands on the shirt at his hips. I gasped a little as he came a little bit closer and he used that opportunity to slowly push his tongue in my mouth. It was to say truthfully… awkward. But it got a lot better as he took one hand and grabbed my hair with it. I tried to mimic him and just do what he did. My eyes were closed and I just let myself feel. He flinched a little as I moaned but he got himself quickly back under control. It was embarrassing to say that I whined a little as he pulled away.

But that was not for long. He started to kiss around my mouth and then his lips were on mine again. I don't know for how long we were in this classroom. Me on the desk with my eyes closed and my hands fisted in his shirt. He leaning over me –because I was still a few inches smaller than him- his one hand on the desk and the other in my hair.

"Draco…" I couldn't control myself at that moment anymore. I was too deep in the kiss. But he had heard me and suddenly pulled away. He wrenched himself out of my grasp and without his support I dropped to the ground, hard. I hissed a little as I fell on my hands again that were still a little sore from two days ago. My breath was going heavily and I was oddly hot. That was… that was…

"Oh merlin this was good." I said quietly. My right hand went to my lips which felt a little bit bruised.

"You can go now." I looked up at him startled at the ice cold voice from him.

"But…" I was totally confused. It was just 8:30. And didn't he say that we would go down to the pitch?

"I think I endured you bloodtraitor enough now." My face that was still in a big smile was now in frown. What was going on?

"But… This was so much better than I thought. I would hang a week on. I mean I knew that you would kiss me. But I thought of only lip to lip contact! That was so much better!" My lips couldn't stay down and I was again smiling up at him. He scoffed.

"I don't want to see your ugly face again, Weasley." He turned and walked out of the classroom. 'What did just happen?'