Teto's pov
I was out of the hospital and I haven't cut for a day. But I want to. Ruko hasn't talked to me. Defoko won't look at me. And Momo just glares at me. So, I just sit in my room and cry. I've lost a ton of weight and I haven't answered the vocaloids yet. I'm not in the right state of mind or emotion. Ruko, Defoko and Momo are like my family while the vocaloids are like strangers. I just can't leave the utauloids and say, "thanks for all the love but I'm gonna go be something I'm not! Bye!" So, I've been thinking of suicide. I know, not the best option but I can't deal with the ignoring from my friends. I'm going to hang myself. I have rope and a stool. I tie the rope to the fan then to my fragile neck. Next, I stand on the stool and count down from three in my head. Three...two...one...kick! I'm almost, almost dead until Ruko, Defoko and Momo burst in and untangle me. Defoko and Momo throw aside the rope and stool as Ruko engulfs me in a hug. I burst out crying as I wrap my arms around her neck hugging her for dear life. "Guys, I dont want you to Hate me. I don't want to be a vocaloid anymore, I want to stay with my family. I love you guys!" Ruko hugged me tighter and Defoko along with Momo joined in on the hug. "Teto, do you want me to tell Miku your decision?" I nodded, wiping away my tears and going out to the living room with Defoko and Momo as Ruko left.
Ruko's pov
I ran quickly to the vocaloid house. 'Damn, I should've grabbed my jacket!' I think to myself angrily. A no sleeve shirt with my cloak plus winter weather doesn't mix well. Anyway, I banged on the door with more might than any man and faster than someone who needed to pee. Neru opened the door and saw I had no coat, quickly let me in. I walked to the fireplace and happily soaked in the warmth. "So, what do you need Ruko?" Neru asked as she walked up to me. I looked down at her then towards the stairs. "Is Miku home?" Neru nodded and made a follow me gesture. I obediently followed her upstairs where there were multiple rooms with name plates. We passed len, kaito, gumi, rin, luka, neru, and Lily 's rooms before we were met with Miku's room. I thanked Neru, she nodded and left for the recording studio. I knocked on the door awaiting Miku's answer. She opened the door. "Oh hey Ruko! What's up?" "I just came to tell you that Teto is gonna stay a utauloid." Miku smiled and nodded. "I understand. But a question, why couldn't tell me herself? She could of texted me, I'm her friend." I smiled, wow Miku cares about Teto as well. "Well, she tried to hang herself this morning. She was depressed but she's good now." My mind traveled back to that time and I shuddered. "Oh my god! I'll visit her tomorrow alright?" I nodded, waving goodbye. She smiled waving as well.
I opened the front door quietly since it was growing dark out and they might be asleep. "Awww!" I said quietly as I saw Teto, Defoko and Momo sound asleep cuddled up together. I picked up Teto and laid in her spot and then placing her on top of me. So it was me in the middle, Defoko o left, Momo on the right, and Teto on top of me like a little child. Before joining them in dreamland, I muttered a soft, "I have my family back."
