History
Vix: I love this chapter and hate it at the same time. It made me cry when I wrote it
P.S: I do not own Naruto, 'I fucking hate you' by godsmack, or 'Die mf die' by dope
Still August 1 (I know, I know I need to hurry up)
Sakura turned her head back toward the boys to see if they noticed the peck, but they were so wrapped up in their arguement that they missed it. Sakura sighed in relief because she was looking forward to seeing Shikamaru again, alive preferably. She sprinted out the exit and to Temaris' house.
Sakura came to slow stop under her widow to notice a fan being used as a vent. Her guess was that Sada had started and was using the fan to keep the odor of fresh paint from overloading her system. Sakura whistled loudly to get Sadas attention. She saw the fan being pulled back out of the window. Sada stuck her head out of the window and lowered a rope ladder down. Sakura climbed up it swiftly and slipped in through the window.
"Sada this... wow" Sakura said with wide eyes. The walls were painted completely black and then sparyed randomly with the different neon colors (in a fuzzy splatter type, lookin' thing). There were six drawers in the dresser so, in order, the colors for the nobs were pink, orange, green, pink, orange, and green. The black sheets looked like walls, the comforter was replaced with a white one, and the pillows were replaced with two long fuzzy green body pillows.
"Yes, yes I worked hard blah blah blah. Now, will you help me with this stupid ladder?" Sada said aggitatedly as she put her foot on the window sill and pulled and yanked at the ladder.
"Of corse" Sakura laughed out. After they finally got the ladder in the room and put away under the bed, it was about 5:30.
They both plopped down on the bed and sighed. Sada stripped down to her wrappings and changed back into a panther and curled up into a ball, then proceaded to take a cat nap. Sakura stood up to gather their clothes and went to find the washing machine. When she found it she threw the clothes in, poured some soap in, and started it.
"Now what?" Sakura asked herself quietly. She walk into the kitchen and looked at the clock on the wall. '6 o'clock... When Temari gets home I think I'm gonna find a bar' she thought as she climbed up the stairs. She was just about to walk into her room as the front door opened and closed.
"I'M HOME!" Temari yelled as climbed up the stairs.
Sakura turned her head to her friend with a smile gracing her features. "Welcome home Air-girl" she replied cheeraly, turning fully toward Temari.
"You now what Super-pinky?" Temari asked her friend just as cheeraly.
"What?"
"Some guy friends of mine from highschool called me and invited me to a bar downtown. I think you should come with so we can celebrate your arrival and so you can meet some guys" Temari said and then did an eyebrow wriggle.
Sakura nodded her head while she giggled "By the by, where is Gaara?" Sakura said as she tilted her head to the side in a curious manner.
"He and Kankuro had 'differences' so he went to go at our uncles for a couple of months. He'll still go to your school but he won't come here until... Maybe Febuary or so" Temari said as she shrugged her shoulders. "Now, go change! I saw your club dresses!" Temari said as she pushed Sakura into her room and then ran down the hall into her own room.
Sakura walked over to the closet and looked inside at her dresses trying to figure out what to wear.
She reached for the red one "No" her sister called over her shoulder. Black "No" green "No" purple "No" blue "No"
"Which one then?!" Sakura said as she turned on her heel and gave her sister a glare.
Sada walked over to the closet, stood on her hind legs, and picked a pencil lead grey cocktail dress out by the hanger with her mouth "This one" she said slightly muffled as she dropped down on all floors with a thump.
Sakura took it from Sada to examine it. It was a lovely dress. It had long, loose sleeves that went past her finger tips, had very thin straps, the length of the dress was at mid thigh, and had a key hole (for those of you who don't know, that's the oval looking hole between the breast). Sakura looked at it in aw as started to change, taking her time.
Sada was hardly paying attention. 'I wish that I could go out... I wish alot of things though' she sighed at her thoughts.
"What's wrong?" Sakura asked suddenly.
Sada jumped a little in surprise. "Nothing..." she replied looking up at her. Sada smirked "See, I may not know how to socialize, but I know what I'm talking about when it comes to fashion" she said as Sakuras' eyes softed. At first Sada didn't why she had that look on her face or what emotion it was. 'What the hell?... Ah crap, I gave myself away' with her sudden realization, she averted eyes from her sisters gaze.
"Sada, I know this is new to you" Sakura said as she wrapped her arms around her sisters furry neck. Sada tensed a little out of habit, but she leaned her head into her sisters embrace instanly afterwards. Sada started to fight back tears that threatened to escape, but Sakura started to pet her head gently. "I know it's hard. I can feel your pain Sada. I know your hurt, you need to cry. Those memories are awful and I feel it every time you think about it Sada. Please cry little sister, please cry, please" Sakura begged into Sadas' shoulder.
"...Ok" Sada choked out as she clenched her eyes shut and let her tears roll from her eyes. The worst and best memory came at her like a demon in the night, so she cried harder, clenching her jaw.
Flashback
A young girl sat in a dark attic. She was curled up in the fetal postion as a radio played music quietly through out the small space. A woman with brown hair and dark eyes unlocked the hatch and pulled herself into the space. The girl watched the woman with frighted eyes. The woman took a step toward the small girl and in a flash of light, the young girl was a young panther cub.
"Oh, is the little kitty frighted?" the woman asked mockingly as she walked closer to the cub.
The smallish sized cub growled at the older woman. "Little shit" the woman growled out as she kicked the cub in the ribs, sending the poor girl into the wall. She slid down and mewled in pain as she staggered back to her paws. "A glutten for punishment, as usual" she said with a sneer. "I can't beleave you came out of me twelve years ago you little freak. Your sister's not like you. She's a normal girl, with the exception of her hair color of corse" she picked the wounded cub up by the scruff of the poor dears neck, shaking her angrily. "Why couldn't you be normal too? Look at you, you pathetic creature. You know how sing but you don't know how to form words outside of that, you stupid cat" she spat cruelly.
The little cub raised it's head slightly, breathing hard. She smirked weakly at the woman holding her, who gained a look of confusion. "What's so funny?" she asked, irritated.
The cub started to sing an excert from a song "And I fucking hate you, you're such a liar. I'd love to hang you, you're all the same to me. Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!" she sang as loud as she could, considering her cracked ribs.
"YOU NAMELESS BITCH!" the older woman screamed as let cub drop from her hand, only to make contact with her foot. The cub went flying into the roof with a loud thud and as she came back down, that cruel woman round house kicked her out of the air, sending her into another wall. As she slid down another wall, her advanced hearing heard the sound of light foot steps coming up the ladder.
She turned back into a human in another flash of light while she used the wall as prop to stand on her feet shakily. She looked at the woman, who was her mother, again and grinned like she was the happiest kid on the planet, blood rolling down from the corners of her mouth and dripping off her jaw. She always acted like this during their little talks, let 'mommy' hit her first, piss 'mommy' off, 'mommy' hits her again, and the cycle goes something like that until she turns into a cat and hides in a box or something.
Time to start the cycle over, "I'll be sorry so you've said. I'm not sorry, bang you're dead! Die mother fucker, die mother fucker, die!" she screamed at her mother, panting like an animal.
She glanced around her mother to see if who ever had been climbing the ladder had reached the top yet. There, peeking her head just above the hatch, was the girl her mother always compered her to. Her twin sister, Sakura. Her heart almost stopped as she looked at her. It was the first time she had ever actually seen her instead of the vague discription her mother always gave. She quickly removed her eyes from her so it wouldn't draw any unnecessary attention to the innocent girl.
Her mother picked up a baseball bat that was laying at her feet. "I hope I kill you this time!" she shouted. She raised the bat over her head and her daughter shut her eyes tight, preparing for the worst-
"Mom!" called a voice that sounded like it came from down stairs. She haulted in her actions, but raised the bat back again "Mom!" called the voice again.
She and set the bat on the floor quietly and made her to the ladder as she called over her shoulder "Looks like your sister saved you. Don't get used to it" with that she locked the hatch and climbed down the ladder.
The nameless twin dropped to her knees in pain and silently cried as she thanked her sister in her mind over and over again until she fell asleep.
End Flashback
After that Sakura had started to visit her every day before their mother returned from work. Their father was very often out of town on business, but Sakura said that he was a kind man. She also said that he was out of town when they were born, so he had never known that she had made it out of the delivery room. Sakura taught her how to speak, to read, write, every thing she learned at school that day, and gave her a name. Sada had often thought about the irony behind her name. After all, it meant pure and the woman that gave birth to her thought that she was anything but pure.
Even though 6 years gave her enough confidence to go inside stores, it wasn't enough to talk to people for long periods of time or look them in the eyes. She still had a habit of singing, instead of talking, when she gets nervous.
"Thank you Sissy" Sada whispered as she pulled away and cleared her throat "You should hurry before Temari starts to worry" she said quickly.
Sakura looked at her for a second, then snapped her fingers as if she just had brillent idea. "I've got it! You are going to stay at a hotel for a little while and then you can socialize with other people! I don't think you're quite ready high school yet" Sakura said as she grabbed her hair brush and brushed her hair quickly.
"But-"
"No buts! You need to do this" she said as she put her hair in cute, sloppy bun.
"...Fine" Sada said.
"Good! When we leave, take some money and twenty days worth of clothes. Then find a hotel and just have some fun!" Sakura said as she pivited on her heel and smiled at her sister.
"I will, and Sakura" Sada said as Sakura put her hand on the door knob. "If you don't change soon, you'll be stuck like that for month" she finished.
Sakura let her bangs cover her eyes "I will" with that she walked out of room and soon left the house. Sada followed her instructions and left as well.
Vix: This chapter hurts me, but I love you guys so much that I re-did it just for ya'll. Thanks for your support!
