Chapter 4

I'm Not Jealous!

Kaito's Point Of View

Something only I can do for Miku. Nothing came to mind so I asked Luka. Luka's really close with Miku so if anyone could help me right now, it would be her.

Luka shook her head. She was reading a book just like Kiyoteru does with a title I don't understand. "I can't help you."

I groaned. "Why not? I'm dying here Luka."

Luka glared at me slamming her book shut. "Don't you know her at all? If you really loved her you wouldn't have to ask. I'm not gonna help you. You have to figure this out on your own. If you can't, then you should have never gotten back together with Miku since you obviously don't care you ass." Luka threw a pillow at me. "And if you break her heart one more damn time I'm gonna kick you so hard in the nuts that it'll be impossible for you to reproduce." Luka opened her book angrily and started reading.

"But I'm no good at this stuff." I moaned.

Luka didn't look at me. "Not my problem. Figure it out on your own. Your smart enough to at least come up with something stupid that Miku's gonna accept half heartedly cause she's such a sap for crap like that."

I groaned and looked at Miku's stuff. There's got to be something I can do for her. Something only I can do. Miku doesn't really personalize her side of the room like Luka does. You'd think a girl would have a bunch of trinkets and shit like that. Miku's really bubbly and I'd probably expect her to keep something with flowers or something pink. The only real personal items she keeps are pictures on her bulletin board and a picture of her family before the…incident. That's when I got the best idea.

"Luka, can you keep Miku out of her room tomorrow? I need to borrow her bulletin board and she can't know about it." I asked.

Luka chuckled. "So you have an idea? Alright I'll do it but you owe me."

"You're the best Luka." I smiled, grabbed Miku's bulletin board and left the room in a hurry.

Of course I didn't go to class all day. I'd feel bad about it except I already knew most of what we were doing anyways and Haku's gonna right me a pass anyways. I decided that since Miku loves to take pictures and stuff, I figured she'd like a photo book thing. But when I asked Teto for pictures, she hit me over the head with a fabric board thing and said I have to make a scrap book which is so stupid but Teto said Miku would love it so I had Haku and Teto to help me.

It took all day but we finally finished it just as the sun was going down which gave me enough time to have Iku cook a decent meal and enough time to beg Akaito, Sora and Gakupo to help me string lights on the Gazebo. I thought it would be romantic since this was the place I took Miku on her first date. I'm no Casanova but I feel like she'll at least be touched that I tried.

When I finally finished up, I ran back to the dorm and went searching for her. Luka and Miku were in the kitchen chatting about Kiyoteru.

"Quit worrying. Kiyoteru loves you. He won't leave you behind. Beside's, more classes means more likeability for college's right?" Miku asked.

"Are you even going to college?" Luka asked. I tip toed out of the room and listened at the door.

Miku didn't says anything for a second. "I don't think I will. My family needs more of an income then what my mother's bringing in. I want Luna to have a happy childhood and I know my mom is trying as hard as she can but if I don't try to help, Luna will grow up as scarred as I am."

I didn't know Miku felt this way. She's giving up college for her family…that's so brave. I shook my head. She's so mature compared to me. I can't even man up and take over my fathers Dojo. That's what he always wanted me to do. That's why he adopted me and Akaito. I suppose this is all I'm gonna amount to. A barely scraping by high school student that can't even keep his girlfriend happy. I've already pissed her off beyond belief in less then a week.

"What do you think Kaito and you will do? I mean assuming that dump ass can get into college." Luka asked. Luka, I'm gonna kill you.

Miku sighed. "I don't know, he's graduating this year…and I'm still gonna be stuck here. Maybe it would be better to just break up now. I mean look at Lily and Sora. Sora's becoming an alcoholic like Meiko and Haku and Lily's going insane. She's actually helping her parents out."

"That's scary."

"I know. Lily hates her parents."

"But do you really think you could just leave him? The last time, you pretty much went into a coma."

"But this time I'm a little more prepared for it."

"Quit talking like that. That would kill Kaito. He loves you more then his own life. Beside's, he gave you that ring. You two made a promise. If you can't love him like that then you better give it back before it's too late." Luka pointed out. How can Miku be considering this…but I guess I deserve it. After I broke her heart the way I did, she should have kicked me to the curb. I don't even know why she bothers with me. A girl as cute and sweet as Miku doesn't need a loser like me as a boyfriend. I don't even know why I keep trying. There's no way she can ever forgive me for what I've done…or forget.

"Your right. I can't just leave him like that." Miku said. My heart skipped a beat. "I do love him…I just don't want to hold him back I guess. He can do so much if he just tried. I wish he'd get off his lazy ass and work hard for once."

I knocked on the door and then walked in. "Hello ladies. Did you miss me?"

"No." Miku snapped.

"Geez, and I had worked so hard to make something nice for you but I guess you don't want it. I'll just go give it to Haku or something." I turned to leave.

"Wait!" She paused. "What did you make me?"

I smiled and picked up the picnic basket on the table. "Let's go."

Miku made a face that said she wasn't too excited but she followed me out none the less. "How's Neko?"

She's still hung up on that. "Who?" I asked as if I didn't know.

"You know, that big breasted whore."

"Haku?" I asked with a teasing smile.

"Quit being an ass and answer the damn question." Miku snapped.

I flinched. She's pretty pissed. I hope I can winner her back with all the work I've done. "I don't have a clue. I've been with Teto and Haku all day today."

Miku looked at me curiously. "Why?"

I shrugged. "I can't hangout with our dorm advisor and our fashion designer?"

Miku's face went impassive. "What are you up to?"

"I don't know. You'll have to wait and see." I smiled. "Now close your eyes."

She sighed and closed her eyes. "If you make me walk into a tree, I'll kill you."

"I figured that." I placed my hand on her shoulder and pushed her in the direction of the Gazebo.

"Kaito, were are we go?"

"It's a surprise." I got close to her ear. "I have something's to repay you for."

Miku chuckled. "What kind of crap are you spewing now?"

"I can see you're still really mad at me for reasons I don't understand."

"That's right and if you don't understand then you can take me home right now."

"I don't understand why you're still angry. Sure for a day but this long." I smiled. "But I think I found a way to make it up to you." I said as I guided her to the steps of the gazebo. "Alright open your eyes."

She opened her eyes and she nearly fell into me. "Kaito…it's…it's just like…"

I smiled. "And it took even longer to string these lights." I took her hand and led her up the steps to the picnic blanket I had already laid out. She sat down now mystified.

"Kaito…this was what you've been up to?"

I nodded and placed the picnic basket down. "I had Iku make us dinner. I would have done it but if we ate it, we'd probably be dead."

Miku giggled. "Well there's something we have in common."

I smiled and began to unload the picnic basket. "I noticed how much you love Negi so I had Iku make a dish with Negi in it."

Miku's eyes widened. "How did you know that? I've never told anyone that I like Negi."

I shrugged. "I just…knew."

Miku gave me a small smile. "I'm impressed."

"Prepare to be more impressed." I picked up the two scrap books we hade made earlier. "I saw all those pictures on your board so I put them all in a scrap book. Haku and Teto helped. Scrapbooking is hard."

Miku took the first book and began to flip through it. "Oh my…Kaito…you did all this, just for me." She looked at me with a heart felt smile.

"Yeah…" I handed her the second scrapbook. "This one I made myself."

Miku took it and opened to the first page. The day I met Miku I had taken a picture of her from a distance. That may be weird but the second I saw her…I just kind of…knew that we'd have something together. She was so beautiful and her smile touched my heart.

"When…when did you take this?" Miku touched the picture. "That was on the first day of school…the day we met." She looked at me.

I shrugged. "Well, when I first saw you…I was taken back for a second so I took a picture." I took her hand. "The second I saw you, I knew that we'd be together. I wasn't sure how long it would last but…I just…weird right?"

Miku kissed me. "No…that's so sweet." She laid her hand on my cheek. "I can't believe you did all of this for me. You didn't have to."

"Yes I did. You were so angry and I'm not gonna lose you again. Not for anything." My arm slid around her back. "I love you Miku. I'll do anything for you."

Miku kissed me again. "I made a promise." She held up her hand with the ring on it. "I'm not going anywhere."

I kissed her quickly. "Now that you don't hate me anymore, let's eat. Then let's go find some ice cream."

Miku laughed. "You never change." She slid onto my lap. "You can eat; I want to look at these." She picked up the book I made and began to flip through it. I spent hours finding pictures of us. I was shocked how many there were. We must have spent more time then I thought together. Apparently, Mrs. Nagone had been taking secret pictures of all of us. No wonder we never really saw her. She had gone out of her way to document our final years together and boy did it come in handy.

"I can't believe Mrs. Nagone was taking pictures of us." Miku giggled. "But it came in handy right?" She kissed my cheek. "You're the best Kaito."

I shrugged. "Yeah I know."

She elbowed me. "Shut up you cocky bastard"

Miku flipped to the last page and her eyes widened. On the last page was a picture of us kissing on the beach when we went for parent's day. She blushed as she ran her hand over the picture. Then I had written at the bottom.

To my one and only love Miku Hatsune

Tears filled her eyes. "Kaito…" she turned and kissed me. "This is…it's the most wonderful present I've ever gotten…and it's not even my birthday." She hugged me tight. "I love you. I love you so much." I just knew she was crying but I held her there happy that she finally stopped being angry with me. Honestly, I was happy enough to know that she hadn't taken the ring off no matter how angry she was with me. Even through all that…she still kept her promise. I'll have to make sure to hold up on my end as well. I can't lose her again.

When she was in the hospital…I don't know what I could do if something like that happened again. I can't handle seeing her in that hospital bed…connected to so many machines…lying there unconscious and calling out my name in her sleep…every time she had said my name…it was like someone was driving nails into my heart one at a time with every word that escaped from her lips. I don't care what she says; I'll always believe that all of it was my fault. I've decide that the only way I can repent for what I've done to her is to protect her with my own life since I almost took hers from her. I have to protect her no matter what I have to do.

Miku…my one and only love…I'll protect you.

It has been months since she slept with me but it felt so good to be in her good graces again. I don't know how much longer I could have stand her being so angry with me. I might have gone insane. All that work was definitely worth it. Especially since she was so happy she cried. I love it when she gets so emotional over such little things. It always makes me smile.

Miku was still asleep when I woke up that morning. We had school but I had gotten up way before classes were starting. Miku looks so cute when she's asleep. She just looks so innocent. Despite how tough she tries to come off sometimes, when she's sleeping, she's looks just as innocent as Neru. Sometimes I just wish I could just lie here watching her sleep but that'd be creepy. Still…I do treasure the moments when she looks as adorable as this. I'd take a picture but the guys would probably say it's porn since she's…not dressed…yeah.

I ran my hand down Miku's cheek. "I really don't deserve you."

"Do too." Miku mumbled lazily. She wrapped her arms around my chest and snuggled next to me. I wasn't sure if she was awake or not.

"Miku, are you awake."

"No Kaito, I'm not giving you my ice cream. It's my favorite." Miku mumbled in her sleep.

I got close to her ear. "Give it to Kaito."

"Ok." Miku sighed. I had to cover my mouth to keep from laughing. Miku punched me in the just. "I'm a wake you dumb ass." She lifted her head from my chest and glared at me. "Jerk."

I smiled. "And you're made at me again?"

"Shut up smart ass." She gave me a quick kiss the dropped her head back on my chest. "I'm going back to sleep now."

"Before you do, I have a question."

Miku looked up at me curiously. "What?"

"Do you forgive me?"

Miku punched me in the chest. "How can I not when you give me a present like that…and you worked so hard." She grabbed my chin. "I just want you to say that nothings going on with you and that big boob hussy ninja bitch."

I chuckled then looked into her eyes seriously. "I promise there's nothing going on between me and that big boob –"

"You don't have to say that part!" Miku complained. She looked down at her chest then covered her chest with her arms. "Why can't my boobs be that big?"

I held her close. "I like your tiny boobs. Big ones are so in your face."

Miku sniffled. "Really?"

I kissed her gently. "Really. Beside's, Neko's are fake."

Miku's eyes narrowed. "How do you know that?"

I shrugged. "I just do. I mean if you compare Haku's and Meiko's to Neko's, hers just look like she got plastic surgery or she puts some extra padding in or something. I don't know." Miku laughed. She laughed so long it kind of pissed me off. "What's so damn funny?"

Miku shook her head as she calmed down. "That you actually noticed that." Her eyes narrowed. "Why have you been looking at there boobs Kaito? Am I not satisfying enough for you? Is that at?" Miku asked flatly. She stared at me with this look that just said she was going to kill me if I didn't answer right.

I ran my hand down her cheek. "You're more then enough satisfying. If I had anyone else, I might just go insane." I sighed. "Seriously, I'm a teenaged boy and seriously, how do you not notice. There just so…there. It's not like I care. I have my very sexy girlfriend after all."

Miku didn't falter her for a second. "Mmhm."

"I hate that look. Quit looking at me like that. It burns."

Miku sighed and snuggled against me. "Alright I forgive you." She laced her fingers with mine. "Kaito?"

"Hm?" I pulled her closer with my free hand.

"Do you love me?" Miku's hand clutched mine tightly.

I laid my head on top of hers. "Miku, I love you so much that I'd propose if your mom wouldn't kill me for it."

Miku's hand found mine against her shoulder. "And…when you leave for college this year…you …you'll wait for me?"

She's worried about that? You got to be kidding me. "Miku, I'm not going to college."

"Yeah you are!" Miku snapped glaring up at me. I flinched. Her hand tightened in mine. "You have to."

"I can't afford that. Beside's, I can't go anywhere without my girl. When your done here, then I'm going to college…you know if I feel like it."

Miku's eyes narrowed. "No, you're going this year."

"Miku, I can't afford it."

"Then get a loan or something."

I brought her hand to my lips. "I'm not going without you. I can work near by for the next to years and make up enough money so I can go with you. I'll need it if I'm gonna go to college where ever your going."

Miku's hand tightened. "You're going."

"I'm not." I kissed her hand. "It's not debatable. It's my decision and I'm not going. Not without you. You're my one and only love. I go where you go."

Miku's nails dug into my hand. "What if I don't want you spending every waking moment with me? Ever think of that."

My eyes widened. "You don't mean that."

Miku's hand relaxed in mine. "Yeah I don't." I sighed with relief. She looked at me with sad eyes. "But…I want what's best for you and if you wait to long, all that knowledge you've learned here…you'll have to learn everything over again."

"I don't mind." I smiled. "I don't know any of the shit I'm learning right now anyways."

Miku's face grew impassive. "Which reminds me. You need to try harder. You're graduating this year. At least study or something."

I laughed then sighed. "Studying."

Miku's hand tightened. "This isn't a joke Kaito. Get on it or I'm gonna duck tape you to a chair and force you to study."

"I'd laugh if I didn't know you were serious." It was funny either way. Just think about her duck taping me to a chair is hilarious.

Miku placed my hand against her heart which just so happen to be between her tiny breasts. I don't know why but something about her doing that makes me really want to kiss her just to get her to stop talking so damn serious.

"Please just try ok?" Miku looked very serious. "I want you to get a degree and shit so you can get a good job."

"Miku –"

"How about I give you some incentive?" Miku smiled evilly.

I hope this is going in the direction I think it's going. "If you get a B and higher on a test, I'll let you do what ever you want to me for one night but I won't have sex with you other wise."

"You little demon." I kissed her then kissed down her neck. "You've got a deal as long as I can have you until we need to leave for class."

Miku giggled. "Alright deal."

After classes were over, I waited for Miku and Neru. I had actually gone to all my classes today. It was gonna be hard to get good grades but I can do it…I hope. If not, I'm gonna be so fucked until I graduate.

Miku looked really happy when I saw her gathering her things to leave in her class. I was smiling until I realized who she was talking to. Some big guy I didn't recognize. He looked really strong (I'm definitely stronger) and a little better looking then me. It kind of pissed me off. I don't like this guy already. If I know Miku, she'll rub it in my face if I admit I'm jealous. I'll just have to play it cool.

When Miku saw me she ran into my arms and kissed me as if I had been gone for months rather then two periods. "What did I do to deserve that?"

Miku placed her forehead against mine. "Do I really need a reason to kiss you? Your not second guessing my love are you?"

"Nope." I kissed her and pulled her close.

"Uh…Miku, Kaito…isn't it inappropriate to kiss like that in the middle of a school hallway?" Neru asked in her nervous quiet voice.

"Just maybe." I pulled Miku closer. "Doesn't mean I give a damn."

Miku rolled her eyes. "What's with the gangster act?" Miku looked at the guy seemed to think all of this was hilarious. "Oh Kaito, this is Rai. He started school a little late this year."

I loosened my grip on Miku but didn't let go. "Was up?" I nodded at the room. "Thanks for taking care of my girl."

"No problem. You must have your hands full with this one." Rai said.

"I'm not hard to handle." Miku complained.

"What's up ladies?" Nero said joining us. Neru happily slid into Nero's arms.

I bumped fists with Nero. "What's up man?"

"Everything's good between you two?" Nero asked.

"Course. Nothing was really bad in the first place." Miku announced. Miku slid out of my arms and took my hand. "Close as ever."

"No more fighting." Neru whispered.

"Course not." Miku elbowed me. "For the time being. I'm waiting for this one to do something stupid again."

"How often is that?" Rai asked.

"Very." Miku answered.

"I don't think so." Neru objected quietly.

"Who are you?" Nero asked holding Neru close protectively. Apparently Nero saw the same thing I did in this guy.

"I'm Rai." Rai said smoothly like he was so big gangster guy.

"Yeah whatever." Nero looked down at Neru. "Let's go babe. Were going out for dinner."

"Ok" Neru said with a smile. "Bye guys." They walked as with Nero glaring over his shoulder at Rai.

"Meiko said she needed you for something. Probably wedding planning." I said.

"We better hurry before Meiko does something stupid." Miku smiled at Rai. "See you tomorrow ok?"

"Sure whatever." Rai strolled away.

"I don't like him." I grumbled as we walked down the hall.

"Yeah well I do so don't do something stupid. He's a nice guy Kaito." Miku warned.

I shook my head. "I don't like him."

Miku sighed. "Whatever. Just don't beat him up or something."

Damn it. Plan A just flew out the window. "What do you know about him?"

"I just met him Kaito but your not gonna screw it up for me ok? I know you want to protect me and all that jazz but I'd like to have a few friends outside of Kyousei house."

"But you do. You have Mew and Clara."

She punched me. "You know what I mean."

"Speaking of Clara, can we go get some ice cream?" I smiled. "Clara says she just got some new toppings."

Miku sighed. "Changing the subject I see." She shook her head then smiled. "Alright, let's go get some."

I was shocked for a split second. Miku never drop subjects like that. I guess she realized my argument was better. "Good cause we were going whether you want to or not."

Miku giggled. "You eat way to much ice cream. I'm gonna get fat because of you."

Kaito pulled me close. "As long as you don't leave me, I don't care how fat you are." I blinked. "That didn't come out right."

Miku punched me again. "Just be quiet. It's better when you don't talk." She rolled her eyes then smiled and gave me a quick kiss. I smiled back at her. Finally, I've got my girl back…the only problem is this new guy, Rai. Looks like both Miku and I are having problems with jealousy lately. Honestly, I can't even explain why I'm jealous. I'm so much stronger then that thin emo bastard…but I bet Miku thinks he's better looking then me. This really sucks.

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Alright so next chapter I'm leaving up to you. What character do you want to tell the next chapter? Any characters in Kyousei house including Ruko, Yuma and Rook. Also, do you want Ruko and Rook to join Kyousei house or stay at Tensei house? I can't decide so who ever reviews my story before May 20th, can choose what's gonna happen next.

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