AN: Here's Chapter 4

Remus walked slowly through the empty seventh corridor away from the gryffindor common room. His birthday was in two weeks. In two weeks, his search for his mate will end and the mating section of his life will begin.

"Gah I hate my life" he mumbled.

There was always something there to loom over him when regarding his friends. He was extremely surprised when they took his lycanthropy so well. He was ecstatic when they decided to become animangi to help him through his transformations.

'All good things must come to end I guess' he thought to himself.

"There is no way he'll accept being my mate, I'm destined to live life alone" he mumbled to himself.

"Who?" someone said from his side. Remus quickly turned his head towards the owner of the voice to see James there smiling mischievously.

"Uhhhn" Remus replied . 'should I tell him. He's going to find out eventually, with Sirius' he thought to himself.

"Oh come on moony, you can tell me. I already know it's a bloke, you just mumbled it. It isn't Snape is it? I think I would have to kill you to save you from a life with that git" James said jokingly.

"No its not Snape..." he replied.

"Then its..."James said

"...Its Padfoot" Remus said looking down.

"Really? Hahahah wow, that's pretty wicked" James said still smiling. 'Why did I never see it before?' he thought to himself.

"You're ok with it? I mean you're not weirded out er anything like that?" Remus asked in disbelief.

"Really Moony I'm disappointed in you, you've known me for six years. Im not going to shun you away cause you and my other best friend are going to be shagging and have little canine babies. Contrary to what Evans likes to say about me, I am not ignorant" James said clapping his friend on the back.

"I know prongs, sorry. I guess I just have issues with acceptance still" he said sheepishly.

"That's alright mate, I understand. So when are you gunna let Padfoot know?" James asked curiously.

"I dunno yet"Remus said sighing.

"Well just don't wait to tell him when you start ravishing him the day after your birthday, give him a little warning so he can properly enjoy it" James said winking.

"You think he'll be alright with it?" Remus asked with worry invading his tone.

"Course he will, its Padfoot" James said.

Before Remus could reply, his nose was attacked with an astounding scent. He recognized it, but couldn't put his finger on it. He followed to scent using his wolf instincts and ended up at a door. James trailing behind him.

"That's the room of requirement" James announced.

"It smells funny, and there is a strange noise coming from inside. Should we go in?" Remus asked, but James was way ahead of him,. He wenched open the door and they stumbled into a smoke filled room with the door promptly shutting behind them.

Remus realized what he had been sniffing out.

Marijuana.

He could already feel himself feel lighter from inhaling the smoke. The sounds he was hearing were coming from a record player. It was muggle music, Remus could tell right away, being a half-blood.

"Argh bloody hell"James mumbled next to him, he was holding his head, apparently he took the fall a lot worse than he did.

"LOOK ITS MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD" a voice shouted above the music. Remus and James looked up to see their best friend stumbling towards them with a goofy smile plastered to his face and his usually intense gray eyes were shadowed with red under his heavy eye lids.

Remus looked around the room, multicolored lights were bouncing off the walls and the floor was covered with large fluffy pillows. The record player was situated in the center of the room and next to it was a head of long dark red hair. Lily was there with her head bent over something.

"Padfoot what's going on?" James said loudly. His voice seemed distant, he was feeling the affects of the smoke.

Sirius plopped onto the pillows next to them and started giggling.

"Heheheh This rock and roll music is bloody wicked, Evans said she would let me listen but since muggle devices don't work on castle grounds, we had to come in here. Then she realized that the room came with a bunch of these weeds, or whatever. Evans got really happy and transfigured a pillow into something called a bong. Apparently you smoke it and it makes you high" Sirius said before surrendering to another fit of giggles.

Remus and James looked at each other and dragged their friend to where the quiet redhead was sitting.

She looked up and smiled through her heavy lidded eyes. Then she held out to Remus so he could take the dark purple glass bong from her hand.

"Here Rem smoke a bowl" she mumbled.

"Lily, What if someone comes in?" Remus asked.

"Don't worry about it, I made it so only me and Marauders can come in" she said laughing. Remus looked over at James who was staring at Lily as though he had never seen her laugh before.

'Come to think of it he probably hasn't 'Remus thought before lowering his head to inhale the smoke, he watched the burning leaves in the small bowl shrivel up as he felt his mind become hazy. Suddenly everything seemed different, like he was watching a movie at the cinema.

He gave the bong back to lily and she took it, emptying out the ashes and refilling it . She then crawled over the pillows to sit next to James.

"Have you ever gotten high before potter?" she asked merrily.

"No" he replied looking at her questioningly.

"Do you want to try it?" she asked unknowingly letting her voice become husky.

"Yes" he said bravely, averting his eyes from her lips.

"Alright then, here." she said handing him the bong.

He looked confused and she rolled her eyes and moved his hands to the right positions. He tried to ignore the tingly sensations that she left behind on his skin.

She was completely oblivious to everything but her task at hand. She brought out her wand and mumbled a spell. A small flame appeared at the end of it. She lowered his head so his lips were sucking on the opening at the top of the purple glass.

She then lowered her wand to the small bowl where the lush green leaves were located.

"Suck and inhale" she whispered in his ear. He obeyed and felt the harsh smoke enter his lungs. He immediately coughed up the smoke and took in a large breath. He felt a small hand rubbing his back until he regained his composure.

"Try agin if you want and avoid coughing" she said lowering her wand again.

They did this two more times before James could get used to not coughing. Eventually the leaves burned up leaving a bowl of ash

He looked around in awe, the lights on the walls felt like they were going to attack him and the music in the background felt like it was pounding in his head.

"Good job potter" he heard the girl to his left mumble before she crawled away.

When she arrived at her original pillow. She set down the bong and looked at her companions. Sirius was inching his way over to a dazed looking Remus and James was sitting on his pillow with an adorably confused look in his face.

She looked at the Jimi Hendrix Record in the record player and took it out, replacing it with her Favorite Led Zeppelin Record, Houses of the Holy. She put it to her favorite song No Quarter and crawled back over to James because he was staring at her looking lonely.

She glanced over to Remus and Sirius to see them talking.

" Remusssssss hehehehhe I gots somethingg to tell you hehehhehe" Sirius said plopping down on Remus' pillow.

"Heh me too paddy" Remus replied looking at Sirius' lap.

"I wanna go first" Sirius demanded like a spoiled child.

"Ok" Remus replied wanting nothing more than to please his soon to be mate.

"I... hehehehe I'm hungry"Sirius said happily.

"Me too" Remus said recognizing the dull pain in his abdomen. He turned his head, letting his eyes adjust to the changing lights, he saw lily sitting down a little bit away. He reached out his hand and tugged on a strand of her dark hair.

She turned questioningly toward her attacker.

"Yeah" she drawled sounding strangely American.

"We're hungry" he said pouting slightly.

"Awe crap, this room didn't come with food... I'll go to the kitchens to get snacks" Lily muttered.

She stood up wobbly and straitened her clothes out and started slowly walking to the door, James stood up and followed her while Sirius started moving along to the sound of Led Zeppelins voice.

Once outside she took a deep breath and looked side to side, no one was there. Suddenly James stumbled out of the room and ran into her grabbing her waist for support. They both broke out into a fit of giggles.

"Duude this is so trippy" she muttered mimicking Erick's voice that seemed to be playing in her head.

James didn't know what was going on, he had yet to realize that he was using Lily to brace himself as they slowly made they're way to the kitchens. The castle seemed scarier, it was starting to rain outside and a cold breeze flew through the corridor.

Lily's eyes were darting everywhere in panic she was somewhat aware of James' warm hands on her, but she ignored it and tried to keep her step.

They came the familiar painting of fruit and James giggled while he reached up and tickled the pear.

They stepped in and were met with a group of busy houselves who were preparing dinner.

A small creature saw them and hurried over bowing its large head.

"Umm we want food..." James said trailing off looking at Lily for help.

"We want cookies and brownies, potato chips, soda pop, pumpkin juice, a pizza, some pretzels and an apple ...please" lily said listing off all of the food she was craving.

"Right away miss" the houself before snapping its fingers and producing a pile of all the food Lily requested.

"Thanks" she mumbled before taking the one apple off the top and biting it, she shrunk the food and put it in an empty tin box that she found in her pocket. Eating the apple with moan of pleasure she turned her eyes to her companion who was staring at her with undisguised lust.

James watched with horrid fascination as Lily bit the juicy apple, her lush lips moving and a pink tongue catching the juice that escaped her mouth.

He felt his body react, but couldn't think about anything other than her lips and how good they would feel...

"Potter" she said pushing him slightly on his hard chest trying to get his attention.

He looked at her hand on him and then back at her he started to lean in slightly before he heard a loud crash breaking him out of his stupor.

They both looked to see a houself being scolded by another houself.

"Lets go" she murmured walking out of the kitchen with James in tow.

They walked back to the room of requirement quietly.

When they arrived at their destination, Lily was vaguely aware of the fact that James was still staring at her.

"Why the fuck are you staring at me Potter?" she asked giving him a sideways glance.

He didn't answer her, he just continued to stare at her, like he was trying to solve a puzzle.

He came up behind her and sniffed her hair while moaning slightly.

"Hey, stop sniffing me, I feel violated" she mumbled making no move to get him away from her.

He rested his hand on her hips gripping slightly. She closed her eyes and let out a struggled breath.

Suddenly she opened her eyes and reached for the door nob and out of his touch.

"You have a girlfriend" she muttered going inside the room.

He looked up in confusion and then heard high pitched voices coming down the hall, he looked to his right to see a group of girls being led by a skinny brunette with long legs.

He didn't think twice about opening the door and falling inside once she spotted him.

He noticed all the food had been laid out and Remus and Sirius were eating everything up at an alarming rate. His stomach grumbled at the sight of food, and he stumbled over and grabbed a pastie that was nearest to him.

Lily got up as soon as they were all engrossed in food and made her way to the door unseen. She stumbled out and headed for the slytherin common room.

Dear Diary...

Winter break starts in two days, its been about a week since I smoked out the marauders, they haven't bullied me in a while. I think they liked it. Severus and Lucius are coming to see me perform. Remus even asked me about my gigs, I hope he doesn't bring Potter and Black, I don't need to give them more material to make fun of me with. Potter has been dating this last girlfriend of his for more than two weeks, that's apparently a record for him. Not much else is new, I've managed to officially de-virginize the cute nerdy kid from Ravenclaw the other day. I wrote a couple more songs and right now I lead a boring life. Sorry future self and Erick.

Lily

Lily put away her journal and decided to head down to breakfast for once since she had a bout of insomnia last night and she couldn't sleep.

She passed and ignored the looks from her dormates. As she passed the mirror she gave her reflection a disgusted look.

'Gods, Im hideous' she thought as she fixed her shoulder strap.

She walked down the stairs into the semi empty common and out into the corridor. She kept walking through to the familiar route to the doors that used to be bane of her existence. The great hall.

She used to love to eat. It felt nice to eat stuff that tasted so good when everything around her felt crappy. But then she realized that she would have to give one more thing that she liked because it was getting out of control.

She hadn't been in the great hall since the welcoming feast, but she had snorted coke in the carriage before she got to the castle. She was tripping out instead of eating and since her friends were at another table, no one paid attention to her anyway.

Lily walked through the large double doors. She did a quick look around and noticed Severus and Lucius staring at her in surprise.

She smirked at them and went to the empty part of the Gryffindor table.

Grabbing toast and some coffee she sat in silence, as usual. She didn't even notice an owl flying toward her until it nearly ran into her head.

It was her father's owl. Yes he had an owl, he didn't buy her one, but he had one for his own personal pleasure.

She gave the owl the other half of her toast as she took the letter off its leg.

She recognized Her Fathers stationary and sighed in dread,.

Lilith,

Yesterday you're step mother gave birth to a boy, Michael Evans. Since the baby is born, you may stay with us this holiday if you wish. We will be hosting a celebration party within the next week that you will be expected to attend. Write back with your decision.

, your father

Anthony Evans

Lily always found it amusing that he singed his name under "your Father" as though she forgot who her dad was.

She ripped off a piece of parchment and wrote a small response stating that she would arriving at Kings Cross in two days. She knew her dad would be irritated by the informal letter but she didn't care.

She watched the owl fly away and gathered her things. She stood up and walked out of the great hall.

She was walking down the empty corridor when she was suddenly grabbed by the arm into and empty class room.

She angrily turned around to face her most recent fling. The Ravenclaw nerd.

He was rather handsome, tall and lanky, glasses, pale blue eyes and light brown hair. He had a cute boyish face, but up until a couple days ago he couldn't bring himself to talk to a girl let alone grab one into an empty classroom.

"What do you want Thomas?" she asked irritated. She hated it when they got clingy.

"W...wel.well I was thinking that maybe you would want to be my girlfriend... you since we ..." he trailed off blushing.

"Look kid, I don't do relationships" she said before turning for the door.

He grabbed her wrist again tightly. He turned steered her into a wall and pressed himself against her.

"You're very beautiful" he murmured into her hair.

"Heh you gunna rape me?" she asked in a bored tone.

"Its not rape if you want it. And whose says you don't" he whispered reaching around her and reaching into her skirt.

"I don't have time for this" she whispered irritated to all hell.

'You fuck them once and they suddenly think they own you' she thought before concentrating on her magic. She brought it to her hands that were being held behind her. He was using her trapped hands to rub himself.

He started kissing her neck and she smirked before concentrating on a spell she learned last summer.

Suddenly he bit down on her shoulder in pain. She slightly winced but kept concentrating.

"Ahhh stop it" he said in a voice that was unnaturally high.

" awe you don't want to play anymore?" she asked mockingly. Her magic was burning his groin and would keep burning for hours or until he passed out from pain.

The spell was rather affective, it didn't leave marks or anything, it was completely internal.

He crouched on the floor and started sobbing.

"Im sorry, I'll never touch you again... just STOP IT" he cried out desperately.

"no" she said simply before wrenching open the door and smiling as she headed for her first class, she was only happy when it got complicated.

So thats it, Review and tell me what you think... hate it? love it? what? ... come on people I know you can do it.