TITLE: You Get What You Give Chapter 4: First Time For Everything: First tries

PAIRINGS:

Pezberry

Klaine

RATING: M

A/N: Hey guys thanks for the love on this story. I still find myself wondering why I have two Pezberry and two Faberry stories going yet my OTP is Brittana haha oh well I'll do some more Brittana eventually. Rachel isn't even in my top 3 favourite characters yet she seems to be featured in all my stories lol. It's also funny how I always said to myself I'd never write a GP story but here I am, I guess it's kinda my guilty pleasure, for some people its chocolate, for others its Madonna but for me its girl peen glee FanFiction, how about that? Well not that I don't like Madonna. Also Just wanted to let you know for anyone that may care that Quarley will feature in this story sometime soon so if anyone is excited for that pairing it will happen and so will a few other pairings but I think you'll like them so they won't be Finchel or anything haha.

Santana was first to wake the next morning, her eyes were met with a sight she knew she could really get used to waking up to; Rachel, sleeping so soundly still very much naked by her side. Santana's arms were still wrapped around the smaller girl, their legs intertwined and bodies merging as one. Rachel was facing her and Santana could feel the girl's breath against her chest, she moved a hand up to brush Rachel's hair aside from her face.

Santana smiled as she watched Rachel sleep and breathe softly into her, she couldn't believe how lucky she was, a few days ago she had never even been on a date and now she is lying in bed with her beautiful girlfriend who was in love with her and she couldn't ask for a more perfect morning. She let her hand run down the brunette's tiny body, feeling every curve of her small frame before cupping Rachel's face and brushing her thumb over her cheek. "You are so amazing" Santana whispered softly before leaning in to place a gentle kiss on her girlfriend's forehead.

She felt Rachel wiggle in her arms and make an adorable groaning noise "You're not so bad yourself" Rachel murmured back just as sweetly as she placed a hand on Santana's hip, slowly slipping it around to her butt. Both girls smiled at each other before leaning in and stealing a soft morning kiss. "I like this" Rachel said looking deep into Santana's dark eyes

"What? Early mornings?" Santana joked knowing this actually qualified as a late morning for Rachel.

Rachel's smile grew as her eyes raked down Santana's body, stopping at her chest "Being here with you"

Santana chuckled at the statement she would usually mock, she hugged Rachel tighter and replied "I like it too, I like being with you"

They lay in bed for a few moments just holding each other and caressing one another's bodies, listening to the outside noise they could just about hear from the room. Rachel pushed back slightly to look at Santana before pulling her back in to reconnect their lips, they moved together for a few seconds until Santana's mouth began to move down, settling on Rachel's neck. Rachel exhaled louder than she had expected "That's really nice" she whispered

Santana hummed her agreement into the soft neck she was currently kissing causing Rachel to giggle her appreciation, she moved back up to Rachel's lips and gave her one last long lasting kiss. "I really like kissing you too" she smiled

"Can't say I'd disagree with that" Rachel said, loving how Santana's warm lips felt against her cold skin, helping to heat her up. They locked eyes and exchanged another satisfied smile before she continued to kiss at Rachel's neck "Do you want some breakfast?" Rachel asked wrapping her fingers in Santana's hair.

Santana smirked against Rachel's skin "I thought I was already having it" she replied, her hot breath heating up more of Rachel.

Rachel giggled again "Cute" she stated, tucking her hand under Santana's chin and moving the Latina's head to lock eyes with her. Santana tried to reach her neck again but Rachel used her persistence to keep the girl looking back at her. "But I meant like proper breakfast. I think we have some eggs leftover in the fridge"

Santana's grin widened "Are you offering to cook for me?" she asked with a teasing tone

"Well I guess you could always eat something else if you really wanted to" Rachel smirked tapping her fingers on Santana's chin as she still held her gaze

"As delicious as you make yourself sound baby and as much as you have definitely become my favourite snack, I think we'd better eat something a little more substantial" her chuckle was followed by a rather loud growl of her stomach, which made both girls laugh at the perfectly timed rumble "Right on cue" they laughed again at Santana's comment

"Suit yourself" Rachel grinned as she shuffled under Santana's body forcing Santana to roll off to the side to let her girlfriend up. Rachel enthusiastically threw off the covers and got out of bed naked as the day she was born. Santana grabbed the bed sheets to cover herself back up and cuddled them to her chest as she watched Rachel's naked form walk over to the desk chair where Santana's bathrobe was laying on the back. She slipped it on with a teasing smirk towards her girlfriend "I'll be back in a few minutes" she said with a wink.

As she looked over at Santana she caught the Latina shamelessly checking out her ass. "Hey but don't go too far" she said. As Rachel made her way back over to the bed, Santana reached out and grabbed the belt of the robe and pulled Rachel closer "Because I may get hungry for some dessert afterwards" she said slyly

Rachel leaned down on the bed and kissed Santana biting and tugging on her bottom lip as she pulled away "You don't have dessert with breakfast babe" she giggled

"You do the way I make it" Santana used her sexiest tone as she smirked at her girlfriend

"Hmm well maybe I'll have room for a slice of that after" Rachel giggled again before backing away leaving a lonely Santana in her bed. She walked back towards the bedroom door before leaving Santana's room

Rachel made her way out to the kitchen, tightening the belt up on Santana's warm robe she was wearing. She got the eggs out from the refrigerator as promised and began to heat the oven ready to cook them. Next Rachel got out some cereal and her soy milk and started to make breakfast for herself at the same time.

After a few minutes Santana started to get lonely in her room, she felt cold without Rachel's warm body by her side; even if she had only just started dating Rachel it was like she had been with her for ever. She sat up in bed and looked around her room, there wasn't anything that could keep her interest right now so she decided she would just get up and go see if Rachel wanted any help.

She climbed out of bed and looked around for her clothes from the night before, she was already a little turned on from the making out and flirting and now she was replaying the whole night's events in her head. She felt her penis twitch ever so slightly when she remembered how incredible it felt to make Rachel orgasm while she stood up, then she remembered how amazing it felt between those perfect tanned thighs, how warm and wet Rachel was for her. Santana smirked to herself as she found her tank top on the floor; she bent down to pick it up then threw it over her head. Then she went over to her underwear drawer and pulled out some fresh boxers and slipped them up her legs.

Santana headed out to the kitchen where she found Rachel cooking up some eggs, she tiptoed up to the girl and wrapped her arms around her waist, kissing her neck and pressing her crotch into the girl's ass. "How's scrambled?" Rachel asked enjoying the intimacy between them, resting a hand on Santana's arm

"Awesome, sounds perfect" Santana whispered into Rachel's neck as she kissed it again "Did you have fun last night?" she wondered leaning her head on Rachel's shoulder

Rachel placed her own head against Santana's and gently nodded "It was the best date ever" she assured

"You're the best date ever"

"You're so charming you know that?"

"I try" Santana said with confidence as she let go of Rachel and went over to the coffee machine to make some coffee

"Why are you wearing pink boxers?" Rachel asked with clear amusement in her voice when she got the first look of Santana's underwear "I thought you hated pink"

Santana looked down at her famous coloured boxers and shook her head, "I needed some new underwear, and they were on sale. Besides I totally dig the fabric, they're really comfy" she said seriously

"Well I think you look very sexy in pink" Rachel replied honestly, noticing the small bulge at the front of her girlfriend's boxers

"Thank you" Santana smiled fully aware of where Rachel's eyes were transfixed

Once breakfast had been served the new couple sat at the dining table in the kitchen and began to eat. Rachel had her cereals with soy milk and some orange juice while Santana had her freshly made scrambled eggs and her unnecessarily strong coffee.

Rachel watched her girlfriend shovel the eggs into her mouth like she hadn't eaten in days, chewing with her mouth open and then slurping her coffee down, she couldn't help the smile that came to her face despite the fact she found Santana's table manners to be appalling for her age. "Must you eat like that?" she asked

"Like what?" Santana looked at the girl, speaking with her mouth full

"Like that" Rachel wiped at some food on Santana's lower lip

"Sorry" Santana gave an apologetic smile

"Don't be, you look adorable" she returned the smile and went back to her own breakfast "So what time is Brittany getting back today?" Rachel wondered

"1 o'clock I think" Santana looked at the clock in the kitchen mentally noting they had a few hours before Brittany was due home

"How are we gonna tell her about us?" Rachel wondered

Santana shrugged, she hadn't really thought about that "I don't know, just tell her I guess"

"You don't think she'll be upset or anything do you?" Rachel thought, genuinely concerned Brittany may not take to their new relationship as well as Quinn did

"No of course not, why would she be? Like I said before Rach, me and Britt, we had an agreement, nothing more. She's my best friend and we haven't even been together in that way for a while now. You have nothing to worry about" Santana assured her new girlfriend, placing her own hand over Rachel's on the table and squeezing it gently

Rachel gave Santana a hesitant look "I'm actually more concerned about her. I mean she might feel left out or something" Rachel informed almost regretfully

"Why? It's not like we've left her. We're just dating now; she'll be fine with it I'm sure. She's a lot stronger than she looks trust me" Santana said stuffing her face with another forkful of scrambled eggs

"Ok if you're sure" Rachel nodded confidently. If anyone knew Brittany it would be Santana, they had been best friends most of their lives after all.

After they had finished breakfast they placed their dishes in the sink ready to be washed up later. Santana went over to the fridge where she pulled out the carton of milk; she unscrewed the cap and began drinking straight from the carton. "Seriously San, how can you mix coffee with fresh milk?" Rachel chuckled a little

Santana looked over at her girlfriend and pulled the milk carton away from her face revealing a milktache, yes a moustache made from milk. Rachel laughed again. "What?" Santana wondered completely oblivious as she put the milk back in the fridge

"You have a little…" she rubbed at her upper lip

"A little?" Santana smiled, she knew what Rachel was going on about but this was too easy

Rachel stepped closer to the other girl and used her thumb to wipe at the milk and if she hadn't of been vegan she would have sucked the milk off her thumb, but even for the sake of flirting she wasn't gonna put real milk in her mouth.

Rachel and Santana locked eyes as the attraction settled between them, Santana's hand sneaked around to Rachel's waist and she brought the smaller girl in for a kiss. Their lips joined like they had grown so used to over the last couple of days. Rachel's arms wrapped around Santana's neck as Santana pushed her up against the kitchen counter. Their bodies pressed together as their kiss grew more heated. Santana could feel her cock begin to awaken again and due to the fact they were so close she was sure Rachel could too.

Santana groaned slightly as her arousal from earlier came rushing back, when Rachel also made a similar noise she knew Rachel had felt her and was getting turned on just as bad. Santana hoisted Rachel up on the counter behind and felt the girl's legs wrap around her waist. Rachel's hand began to tangle in Santana's hair as Santana's hand found its way into the opening of the bathrobe and explored south until she reached Rachel's fine hair. Brushing her fingers over Rachel's intimate lips a few times she began to kiss down to Rachel's neck.

Rachel threw her head back "Oh San" she gasped when a single finger began to dip into her wetness. Santana ran her finger up and down Rachel's slit, coating it in Rachel's arousal. "Oh god, let's go to the bedroom" she managed to get out, opening her eyes and looking down at Santana.

Santana stopped her kissing and pulled her fingers away from Rachel's pussy "Hold on" she said gesturing for Rachel to cling to her body. She picked up the smaller girl who kept her limbs tightly wrapped around the Latina and kissed her. They made their way back to the bedroom as quickly as possible never once parting their lips.

Santana lay Rachel down on her bed when they got there and climbed on top of her, Rachel's hand reached down to undo the bathrobe, she tugged at the belt until it was undone then slipped out of the warmth only to be met with the better warmth that was Santana's body on top of hers. Santana's penis was already straining to be released from the confines of her underwear so she didn't hesitate to reach down and tug the garment off, her shirt following soon after.

Santana's naked body pressed against Rachel's just as naked one as they continued their make out, but soon both girls needed a little more than they were getting. "Get a condom" Rachel said breathlessly looking up into Santana's eyes.

Excitedly, Santana nodded and yanked the drawer open where she kept her condoms, but her eyes went wide with disappointment when she noticed there was none in there, none at all. "Oh shit" Santana pouted

"What is it baby?" Rachel asked, using Santana's shoulder to help her sit up slightly.

Santana looked back down at Rachel "We're out of condoms" she replied sadly

"As in none left?" Rachel asked

"We must have used them all" Santana realised

"Well don't you have anymore?" Rachel thought "How about Brittany maybe she has some?"

Santana shook her head "No Brittany always made me keep the condoms, she doesn't like having them in her room" she informed

"Well what are we gonna do?" Rachel asked like she was completely lost

"I guess we can just go get some more, I'll go to the store and get some" Santana decided as she tried to stand up only to be pulled back by Rachel's tiny hands

"No wait. I have a better idea" she said with a very different gleam in her eye, she gave Santana a smile as she got off the bed and got on her knees in front of her girlfriend

Santana's eyes went wide, she didn't like where this was going "Rach what are you doing?" she asked, worry in her voice

Rachel eyed Santana's erection and ran her hands up the Latina's thighs "I wanna try something new" she smirked

Santana shook her head and pushed at Rachel's shoulders "No, no way, you're not gonna do that, I won't let you"

Rachel laughed until she realised the girl was being dead serious "Why not?" she wondered

"Because I don't want you to have to do that, its degrading" Santana explained, sure she liked the thought of oral sex and she even liked the way it felt, but she wasn't like all those guys that just let their girlfriends give them blow jobs whenever like it was no big deal. She was a girl and it was a big deal for her. She hated the thought of a girl trying to take her penis in her mouth and sucking on it, the image alone was enough to make her mad at all those ass holes who try to push their girlfriends down on their dicks without once thinking maybe she didn't want to go that far.

"But surely Brittany gave you oral Santana?" Rachel questioned, her eyes trying to search for something in Santana's

Santana looked away, almost as if she was ashamed of what she was about to admit "Not really, well yes she did once or twice, a few times at the most but it was only when she insisted and literally tied me down to the bed and went at it. Besides Britt kinda liked doing it, well I presume she did anyway she was the only one who ever suggested doing it"

"Why is it so different if I wanna do it?"

"Brittany and I were mostly sex you know that, but you're my girlfriend and I don't want that sort of relationship" Santana frowned, attempting to cover her erection with the bed sheet, now clearly becoming rather insecure

"What you mean a type of relationship where we both give and receive pleasure and I make you feel good as much as you make me feel good?" Rachel said crawling back on to the bed sensing this was a touchy subject for the other girl, she wondered if it had more to do with the fact a blow job was more male associated and Santana didn't want to be linked to something like that. She placed her hands over Santana's "But you've gone down on me before" she said softly, trying to pick her words carefully not wanting to upset her girlfriend, who was clearly more sensitive than she had ever realised

"Yeah but that's different" Santana shrugged "That's sexy and I like doing it, you can't honestly tell me you enjoy giving blow jobs Rachel?" Santana looked into Rachel's eyes for the first time since freaking out

Rachel gave her own little shrug "Well I've actually never tried it before and honestly no I probably won't enjoy doing the act but I will enjoy making you feel good. I'm willing to try it because I know you will enjoy it, I mean you go down on me because I like it right?"

Santana shrugged again "Yeah of course"

"Well then what's the difference?"

Santana darted her eyes away again, she didn't want to see Rachel's reaction right now "Like I said going down on a girl is sexy but going down on a dick is not so much"

Rachel squeezed at Santana's hand, she was right, Santana hated the idea because she was a girl who happened to have something different between her legs; Rachel gave a sweet smile of reassurance even though she knew Santana wasn't looking at her. "But you are a girl" she said like she was reminding Santana of the most obvious of facts

Santana looked back into Rachel's eyes, this time she did want to see Rachel's reaction "But I also have a dick" she stated quietly

"But you're still a girl Santana. You're a girl where it counts, it doesn't matter what you have down there, it just matters what you have upstairs" Rachel comforted

Santana gave half a smile "My boobs?"

Rachel chuckled "No, your heart and your brain. They are the things that make you who you are not anything else. But yes your boobs are very impressive" there was a brief silence where both girls just thought about what had been said "You don't have to be scared with me Santana, you don't need to have a barrier or a shield or anything like that. I love you for exactly who you are and I wouldn't change that, you are one of the greatest things in my life and I couldn't be prouder to call you my girlfriend, because that's what you are Santana Lopez and you shouldn't ever think otherwise, you got that?"

Santana nodded "Thank you Rachel"

"I can't even believe you would have any insecurities with me, like I said last night you are perfect to me and there is no reason for you to be scared or feel like you don't deserve to be happy. You are a girl Santana and you're my girl"

Santana nodded again with a grin now appearing on her lips "I like it when you're possessive" she spoke quietly "Its sexy"

"Only about things I really care about"

Santana took a deep breath and leaned in to give Rachel an appreciative kiss "I really care about you too"

"Good because I'm not going anywhere. Now would you let me at least try once to make you feel as good as you make me? If either of us hates it I will never do it again, I promise" Rachel assured

Santana took a few seconds thinking before she gave a nod "Ok" she said as if she was a scared child. She wanted to let Rachel try and she knew she could trust Rachel; it was more the trust for herself that she had a bigger issue with.

Rachel smiled and got back down on her knees in front of Santana, she placed a hand on the bed sheet still covering the Latina's lap. She looked up into the Santana's eyes and waited for her nod of approval. It took a few more seconds but she eventually got the nod she was waiting for and slowly lifted the sheet off of Santana's lap. Her penis had softened slightly from the interruption.

"Just relax ok?" Rachel advised still looking deep into her girlfriend's eyes

Santana gave another nod, not really knowing what to say but then she said "Promise me you'll tell me if you want to stop"

"I promise I will" Rachel smiled up at her

Rachel brought her eyes down to Santana's half hard member and took it in her small hands, Santana wasn't huge when she was fully erect and Rachel appreciated that, she never had a thing for big cocks. It was like Santana's penis fit perfectly in her hands. She smiled sweetly at Santana as she started to pump her shaft in order to get her hard again.

Santana closed her eyes instantly enjoying the feel of Rachel's warm hands wrapped around her like that. Rachel's pumps started out slowly and Santana felt her body relax a little more, she was used to hand jobs for sure, Brittany would give them to her whenever the blond got bored. She had to admit Brittany had more experience in this sector and she wasn't sure how many hand jobs Rachel had given if any and it wasn't something she really needed to know but she did like the way Rachel seemed to be learning as she went.

"Does this feel good?" Rachel asked causing Santana to open her eyes and look back down at the girl staring back at her with such love.

"It feels really good" Santana assured, placing her hands over Rachel's and moving them up just a little to hit a more sensitive spot on the underside of her member. "It feels even better there" she softly informed, closing her eyes once again as Rachel continued to pump in the new location

"I see you found a little confidence already" Rachel teased, liking that Santana was giving her something and not closing herself off again.

"Sorry" Santana said feeling bad that she had directed Rachel rather than letting her do what she felt right and comfortable with

"Don't apologise, it's good to know where you are most sensitive. Means I can focus on your pleasure spots" she smiled at the Latina and picked up the pace of her pumping, Santana threw her head back again, her hands falling behind her and gripping to the sheets

Once Santana had return to full hardness Rachel scooted closer to her and parted the girl's legs further so she was able to fit between them with more comfort. Santana sensed she was about to take the next step so she put her focus back on her girlfriend. Rachel locked their eyes once more "Are you ready?" she asked out of respect

"As I'll ever be" she laughed a little but she was still nervous and unsure.

Rachel gave a small nod before licking her lips "Remember this is my first time at doing this, so I apologise a head of time if I suck at it"

"Isn't that what you're supposed to do, suck?" Santana joked clearly finding more confidence; she had to admit seeing Rachel between her legs like this about to perform such an intimate act on her was making her even harder

"You know what I meant" Rachel playfully rolled her eyes

"Seriously Rachel, I wouldn't care if you sucked at it, the fact you're willing to do it is more than enough to show me you care" Santana said truthfully

"Remember I'll stop if you want me to" Rachel reminded

Santana smiled sweetly at her girlfriend, she couldn't believe Rachel was actually willing to try this. She brought her hand up to cup the brunette's cheek "Remember we'll stop if you want to" Santana said, making sure Rachel knew she had a 'get out of jail' card also

Rachel gave an appreciative smile as her eyes gleamed back at the other girl before leaning forward till her lips were ghosting over the tip of Santana's erection. She darted her tongue out and took a prod at it, getting a taste and feel for it before she committed herself fully. Santana brought her hands back to the sheets ready to grip at them.

Rachel retracted her tongue which had a slight taste of Santana on it and hummed, she couldn't really tell if she liked it or not yet but she was willing to go further now. She kept her eyes locked with Santana as she went back down, she kissed Santana's penis and then wrapped her lips around the head, flicking her tongue over the very tip as she went. "Oh god Rach" Santana moaned, Rachel's lips quickly bringing back all those memories of when Brittany had done the same thing.

For a girl who had never done such a thing before Rachel didn't seem to hesitate at taking more of the shaft into her mouth. She moved her lips down the shaft before moving them back up, her hand gripping the base that she hadn't taken in. As her lips moved up and down Santana's member, Santana found herself relaxing much more than before, and actually enjoying the feeling of Rachel's warm lips and wet tongue working wonders on her cock.

Santana brought her hand to Rachel's head and tangled in her hair as the small brunette bobbed up and down, she guided Rachel's head but had no intention of pushing Rachel down on her any more than the girl was comfortable with, she hated when people did that and no matter how good it felt she knew it was wrong to force Rachel to do anything she didn't want to.

Rachel began to get a little more confident with her actions, her hand was still pumping the base of Santana's cock but her mouth started to move faster. Santana gripped the sheets tight with one hand and ran her fingers through Rachel's hair with the other, they were still trying to keep eye contact but Santana was finding it hard not to just close her eyes and let go.

"Is this good?" Rachel asked pulling her lips away for a second before reattaching them and sucking the tip of Santana

"Oh fuck yes Rachel, it's so good" Santana groaned trying not to sound too desperate. Rachel's lips were creating such incredible suction she seriously considered that Rachel was trying to suck the cum out of her. Santana wasn't lying Rachel's was pretty good at this, she wasn't quite the same as Brittany, Rachel seemed a little sloppier and like she was trying to find her style rather than knowing what she was doing but Santana didn't mind. It felt good in a different kinda way and she liked that Rachel wasn't experienced doing this, it made her feel better. Knowing she was the first for Rachel gave her a warm special feeling. She remembered when Brittany started doing this to her, she too wasn't exactly a champ at knowing what to do either; she knew Rachel was a fast leaner though.

Watching Rachel's mouth slide up and down and feeling her tongue tease the end of her penis only turned Santana on more. She usually prided herself on being able to last during sex but it was something about getting a blow job that made her weak to her control, she always came quickly when Brittany did it. That was another reason she didn't like getting them, she hated the thought of someone putting in all that work and effort and not even feeling any pleasure from it themselves.

"Rachel I don't think I'm gonna last much longer" Santana mentioned as Rachel seemed to tighten her grip around her cock and suck even harder. Rachel swallowed with the member in her mouth and Santana almost lost it. "Oh shit Rach" she gasped as she felt her orgasm sneaking up fast.

As Rachel had never gone down on a penis before she didn't really know the signs for when said penis was getting close but she had picked up a few signs from Santana after the few times they had had sex so far. Santana's hands gripped tighter to her hair and the sheet and her hips started to wiggle, her breathing picked up and Rachel knew she had Santana. She smirked around the girl's cock and flicked the underside with her tongue.

"Fuck! Rachel you need to move" Santana warned knowing she was only gonna last a few seconds more "I don't wanna cum in your mouth" she explained as if she thought it to be the most disgusting thing in the world. Brittany had occasionally tasted her all the way but she had never really asked what it tastes like, the blond always assured her she didn't mind the taste but Santana didn't know whether she was telling the truth or just being nice.

"Rach, please" she insisted as Rachel continued to suck on her without moving away one bit. Santana attempted to push Rachel away by the shoulder just as she felt her orgasm hit her but the diva was stubborn and didn't move out of the way, she kept her mouth on Santana and the next thing both girls felt was Santana's hips bucking hard and her cum shooting into Rachel's still working mouth. "Holy shit, fuck, my god Rachel!" Santana rambled, her head falling back as she bucked into her girlfriend's face.

Rachel felt Santana's release in her mouth and tried to swallow as much as she could, there wasn't a lot, she was thankful for that but there was enough to fill most of her small mouth once Santana was done. The taste was…different from what she was used to, she didn't love it but she didn't hate it either. It wasn't something she would choose to taste on a daily basis and she certainly preferred the taste of going down on a vagina over a penis but the fact she knew Santana had practically exploded from her touch was enough for her to smile and know it was all worth it.

Once she was sure Santana was done, she swallowed what was in her mouth and removed it from her girlfriend, both girls looked down to see the head of Santana's dick covered with saliva and some left over cum. Rachel wiped her mouth and locked eyes with her girlfriend who was red in the face "Why did you do that?" Santana asked, clearly not happy

"I told you, so you could feel as good as you make me" Rachel responded, getting up off her knees and sitting on the bed next to the other girl

Santana frowned "I'm not talking about the act, I mean why did you let me do that in your mouth?" she asked trying not to sound too angry but the tone was still seeping through anyway. She stood up and grabbed her boxers, pulling them back on in a rush.

"What you didn't enjoy it?" Rachel asked knowing full well she did

"That's not what I'm saying Rachel, I just don't like cumming in girl's mouths, it doesn't feel right" Santana explained, sounding more sad now

"Ok I'm sorry I didn't know but if it's any consolation I actually kinda liked it" Rachel smiled trying to soften the Latina's attitude

Santana's eyes widened a little as she looked over at her girlfriend "You did? Really?" she asked sceptically

Rachel got up in all her naked glory and walked towards her girlfriend, taking her hands in hers and looking her in the eyes "Well I have to admit it's not exactly cotton candy, and if I'm totally honest I would say I prefer the taste of a vagina than a penis but I love you so I don't care about that type of thing" Rachel squeezed Santana's hands before continuing "The important thing is I made you feel good and you enjoyed it right?" Rachel looked softly into Santana's eyes

"Yeah I did" Santana replied still unsure

"Then that's all that matters, but if it honestly makes you feel guilty or bad or anything like that and you really hate it then I promise I'll never do it again" Rachel suggested

"Well…it wasn't all bad, I mean it was pretty good" Santana smirked nervously "Maybe we can do it again but just not all the time, ok?" she reasoned

"That's fair enough" Rachel leaned closer and kissed Santana's lips

Santana kissed back humming as she tasted herself on Rachel's lips; she pulled back slightly surprised "Is that what I taste like?"

Rachel smiled and licked her lips giving a nod "Have you never tasted yourself before?" she wondered

"I've never really wanted to I guess" Santana admitted with a shrug

"Well what's the verdict?"

"You're right, it's so not cotton candy" they both laughed before kissing again. A few minutes passed with them just holding and kissing before Santana pulled back "Do you…want me to…you know?" she nodded downwards

"No that's ok. I'm gonna get dressed then make a trip to the store and pick up some condoms" Rachel stated, giving Santana another kiss on the mouth

"I can do that, you don't have to" Santana offered

"No its fine, I wanna get out for some fresh air anyway. All this sex is making me hot" she winked at Santana before she made her way out of Santana's room and back to her own.

Santana stood there for a few minutes replaying what had just happened in her head, over and over again. She came to the conclusion that it actually wasn't as bad as she thought and if Rachel insisted on wanting to do it again anytime she wouldn't stop her. She smiled at the thought Rachel did it based on the fact she wanted to make her feel good even if Rachel wasn't a huge fan of the act to begin with. That girl must really love her Santana thought.

Once both girls were dressed Rachel gave Santana a goodbye kiss and left to go to the store. Rachel had been gone for about 20 minutes when someone knocked on the apartment door. Santana got up from reading the newspaper at the table and made her way to the front door. Blaine stood on the other side of it.

"Hey San" he said chirpily, stepping into the apartment.

"What's up?" Santana replied shutting the door once Blaine was inside

"I just wanted to come by, make sure you were alright after last night" he smiled at her

"Thanks bro, I'm good though. After you left last night me and Rach got talking and I explained it all to her. I told her I was nervous and I just wanted everything to go right" Santana said honestly, leaning her back up against the door

"Well that's good, least she knows. It's better to tell her the truth than to lie to her after all. Honesty is the best policy" Blaine smiled, placing a hand on Santana's arm

"Yeah I don't want to screw this up so I'm trying to play it right"

"Where is your girl? Is she in?" Blaine asked looking around a little

"Um no you just missed her, she went out to pick up some…uh condoms" Santana chuckled quietly, looking down at her feet

Blaine smiled at her "Santana you dog!" he laughed punching her in the shoulder playfully "Kurt and I didn't sleep together till we had watched all his favourite musicals in order of their release date" Blaine said remembering the journey

"Well I like Rachel, Rachel likes me, it's not just about sex obviously" Santana assured

"No of course not, I'm really happy you found someone who likes you for you. Rachel is a good girl and I know you'll treat her right" he nodded

"Thanks man, she's already opening me up to new things" Santana said casually

Blaine raised his eyebrows sensing there was more to that sentence than Santana made it seem "Wait, what kind of things?" he smirked

"Nothing, it doesn't matter" Santana shook her head not wanting to talk about such personal things, even though Blaine already knew a lot of personal things about her

"Oh come on you can't say that and then not give details" Blaine nudged Santana trying to get her to spill it

"We did something different this morning, I mean it wasn't new for me but I'd never done it so intimately before" Santana explained

"Was it anal? Because that's kinda our thing" Blaine said pointing to himself with a smile

"No, we haven't done that. Rachel kinda…you know…went down there" she nodded downwards

"She gave you oral?"

"Uh huh, and it was good, better than I thought actually and Rachel was the one who said I should just let her try, so I'm thankful she isn't as closed off as I am when I comes to this sort of thing, she's really awesome you know" Santana said with a smile of her own

"That's really good San, I'm glad she's helping you realise there's more to you than one thing" Blaine's hand found her arm again and gave it a supportive, truthful squeeze

"Thanks Blaine, you're the best lesbro a lesbian could ask for" she said pulling the boy into a tight hug, he hugged back and they had a moment. They both let go after a few seconds "Hey I also just wanted to say thank you to both you and Kurt for what you guys did for me last night. Not just coming with us which was really cool of you guys but for the pep talk too, I really needed that so thanks"

"Come on you know we'd both do anything for you or Rachel, you guys mean everything to us, Britt and Quinn too. You don't need to thank us, just don't break her heart because I can and will kick your ass" he said with a laugh

"Oh you can, can you?" Santana playfully challenged

"No probably not but that doesn't mean I won't still try, so watch it Lopez" he chuckled pointing a finger at her

Santana laughed along with her friend "Don't worry I totally have no intention on ruining this" she assured standing up straight from the door "Do you want a drink or anything?"

"Uh no that's ok; I actually have to get home. Kurt and I are going shopping for some monogrammed his and his bed pillows, and you know how Kurt gets when it comes to retail therapy" he winked at Santana

"Oh totally, but let me get this straight you turned down the offer of a drink before shopping?" they both chuckled before Santana opened up the door for him

"I'll catch you later, tell Rach I said hi" he said stepping back outside

"I will, thanks again for everything, I really appreciate it" she smiled

"Don't mention it" he smiled back and walked off

Santana shut the door, her smile still on her face making her glow. She had the greatest friends anyone could ask for, a beautiful sexy girlfriend and her best friend of all time was coming home today after not seeing for a few days and she couldn't wait.

A/N: Wow I feel like I got in touch with my emotions in that chapter, well for a few seconds anyway. Totally having a conversation with my friend about which act was sexier to perform, going down on a girl or going down on a boy? I said girl, she said boy. What do you guys think?

Remember reviews = chapter 5 come on guys what did you think?