Staring at all that's surrounding me
The closest I've seen to freedom
My darkest dreams include
No leash
No Gravity
With all existing
being me and the wind
For I find freedom
majestic
appealing
Welcoming
and in my imagination
I don't exist
I'm invisible
I'm not tied down
I'm moving in every direction
Seeing the whole world
From a different shell
When I wake which every time I do
I live through life
Each day the same way
Living in denial
Forcing the memories down
Walking in the moment
Seeing nothing as opportunity
One day
This will change
I will change
but my dreams
and my imagination
will not change
and never fade
Clairs Pov:
The wind blew reflecting more light onto the ground so far below me and the animal as well. From up high it looked like a normal wolf but i could see it is much MUCH bigger than that. It had similar features to an eraser but slightly more wolfy. I've never seen anything like an eraser before. This has to be what chased me because the similar terrifying realisation struck me this animal had no aura. Frankly the sight of this creature didn't surprise me I've seen weirder but never without an aura. This wolf thing has the potential to have killed Jayces mum considering its height and build but i could never see this thing being mistaken for a vampire. So now i know that there are definitely two types of creatures the ones that tried to kill me and the ones that killed Jayces mum ggrrreeeaaaattt.
Of course i decided to take action, plus i could kill this thing if i don't let it get on top of me. Okay okay not your brightest idea well actually it's mine at the moment.
I jumped down not giving anyone the opportunity to glance at my wings as soon as my feet made contact with the ground a shudder ran up me and the GIANT wolf turned around, fast instincts I'd say. I stood there 4 metres away from the beast, left gazing in awe our eyes locked. He seemed unlike any wolf i have met they are all sly, fast thinkers and on their feet. This wolf seemed confused, attentive not in a rush though and different in total. He was the height of a basket player on all fours. The wolf had a lavishing caramel coat with blonde tips and a wash of coffee covering it's fur. It's ears were tall and pointy like a hound dogs sticking up his paws were white much like a house cats. The wolf just stood there gawking at me, there can't be much harm in getting closer i can always use my force field power. Each step i took the surprise on it's face grew. I made sure i was careful and slow but he still appeared startled. I placed my hand on his cheek, i couldn't resist myself i had to pat him while i listened to his thoughts.
"She is so beautiful even when her hair is knotty i wonder if i just woke her up? the moonlight doesn't do her any justice, aaahhhhh she's an angel."
"Seth we don't care that you have imprinted right now just make sure you keep her there"
"But Sam just look at her when do i get to tell her"
"You know what mate if we leave it long enough she might just find out herself but make sure she is still there in 2 mins""what if she doesn't love me when she finds out"
"Seth it's an imprint you belong together " "she's so cute I'm glad I love HER" "Everyone except Paul go on patrol"
"You know what Seth shut the fuck up love Leah"
"okay we're here"
I quickly exited their thoughts it was amazing I was listening to maybe 5 different peoples thoughts all joined. I could not believe that there were at least 5 more things like the ones in front of me. I felt an urge to talk back to them but I didn't know what and who exactly they were. I don't understand what the word 'imprint' means but i have a familiar feeling about the wolf in front of me as if we have met before. The people I was listening to were the same from the field as well the ones who were chasing me. I don't think there are MORE people. Unlike the erasers these wolves weren't controlled. But that means these giant wolves these beautiful strong creatures were also human.
That boy the one that makes my heart ache the stranger who I long to see again the unknown boy who loves me but does not know me is right here. Is it weird that two complete strangers have this connection he doesn't even know how I feel and I can't tell him. The realization dawned on me like a rainy cloud on a sunny day. I had to leave they could not capture me again I don't care of their intentions. I have to protect Jayce that little furrrrrrr ball, I have to find the 'vampires' and then sort my life out. I'm still not sure what would happen in the future the scientists said I would stop ageing but I haven't yet and even though I ran away they still control my life. As much as it l told myself those were the reasons I ran away subconsciously I knew the real reason. Once I ran behind the closest crowed of trees i jumped up to a branch. he was searching for me looking all around him clearly upset that i left. I calmed down knowing I was out of view from him especially if he can't smell me. It didn't take long for 2 other wolves to join the wolf that I think was Seth. They just stood there all looking at each other then around them and then back to each other. Obviously i couldn't learn anything knew except to listen in i made sure Jayce would be okay then let my mind slip into theirs.
"Seth how could you lose her"
"Paul give him a break you know how hard it is to focus around your imprint"
"Yer but we told him..."
"Just stop theres no use arguing about it the Cullens said that they weren't expecting any more vampires"
"Thank you Sam seriously guys did you see her though she is so DIFFERENT"
"I'll take that as a complement so were can i find these 'Cullens'"
"Who said that"
"I told you she's amazing"
"The name is Clair you know the girl you captured which by the way WON'T happen again"
"We don't want to hurt you just talk"
"Well i'm not making any promises"
"I promise to break your face Paul if you touch me"
"So do i"
" i'll freaking punch you in the ovaries"
"Do it and lets see what happens"
"we only want to talk"
"Okay talk where do I find the Cullen's"
"Errrrr at their house"
"When i say talk i mean face to face meet us here in 2 minutes"
"Make it 3"
Okay so when I was trading with animals I learnt always make a bargain off their bargain which shows you have control over the unknown. Anyway I needed those 3 minutes to get Jayce to safety and make sure I wasn't about to walk into a trap. I was heading back from explaining to Jayce that I would be back when he woke up. I told him to keep quiet and stay inside the strangler fig where he was hidden. I was a bit surprised to return and see 5 people crowded around a well lit fire that wasn't there before. I could see the mixture of shades amongst the leaves that had fallen and the rich bright red light exploding from the fire, rubbing against the complexion of it's surroundings and people. There were 4 native looking boys including Seth shirtless in simple pants. I wanted to be in his arms but I shouldn't... why is it so confusing. And then there was a girl I think her name is Leah she was pretty but in the girl next door way. she was wearing short denim faded jeans that were ripped at the bottom and a simple slack brown singlet. I was starting to get really sick of the colour brown but then I would vomit and it would be brown GREAT can't escape shit anymore oh looky that it's brown too. I still wasn't entirely sure wether I wanted to do this. What other choice do I have plus how am I ever going to see Seth again without stalking him which right now i have no problem with. I took a deep and anxious breath in and put my bad ass face on 'i could take these guys'.
