Hi this chapter will be really one sided. {Beck hearing parts things Tori says}

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Hanni {98}

Chapter 4

Beck Oliver

After Tori ran out of the class room, (slamming the door very hard before she left) we were all pretty quiet. I think everyone was expecting Tori to walk back in smiling her radiant smile, calling, 'Scene!", but as time went on we all just sat there in our chairs looking down at our fingers. Well, our crazy teacher was laying on the little stage yelling, "What did I do" over and over again.

"I'm going," A soft voice broke the train of my thought.

Mr. Sickowiz sat up and looked at her, "Where are you going, Cat?"

"I like cupcakes!" she said happily.

"Where are you going?" he repeated.

"Cupcake land!"

"No, Cat," he said slowly, "What did you meant when you said 'I'm going'" the last part he said in a ridiculously high voice that I had to smile.

"Oh yeah," she said smiling.

"What!" he asked her.

"I'm going to go find Tori and make her feel all better!" she said, jumping in the air.

"By all means Cat," he said looking her in the eye, "Go."

"Kay, kay!" she said smiling, "I'm going now, threw the yellow door,"

"Cat, it's blue," Jade said coolly.

"What's that supposed to mean?" she shrieked.

"Cat!" Andre yelled.

"What?" she said happily. I will never get used to these mood swings of hers.

"Just go," he said emotionally.

"Kay, kay," she repeated.

That was the last time I anyone saw Cat Valentine all day. That was the last time anyone seen me all day too; ten minutes after Cat left, I followed her out the door.

"C at!" I heard someone (it was so Tori) wail from balcony of the Asphalt Café. I darted to the spot under the balcony, so I could listen to what, Tori and Cat were saying to each other.

"You don't understand, he broke my heart!" she wailed again, it sounded so pitiful that I wanted to climb up there and hug her so hard that…. Well, I'd hug her, let's leave it at that.

"But he said sorry and kissed it all better!" Cat said innocently.

Who broke Tori's heart? Kissed it all better? I didn't like the sound of that.

"That makes it worse," suddenly the sad, pitiful voice of Tori was replaced with a hard cold voice that I didn't recognize. I never want to recognize it. I just plain never want to hear it again.

"Where'd all of your tears and boo-boos go?" Cat asked, clearly sounding concerned.

"They're still here," She said, her voice sounded like a frozen piece of rock managed to speak, I don't know why it bugged me so much, but it did, "but have so, so many,"

"Where did they go?" Cat asks

"I hide them, Cat," she says sadly, "I hide myself from everyone, even you,"

"We all hide things," Cat says so softly I need to strain to listen.

"What do you hide?" Tori ask her, curiously.

"What do you hide?" Cat repeats firmly.

"I hide pain, loss, hatred, sadness, greed, misery, "she says softly and sadly, "but worst of all I hide myself,"

"I hide my past," Cat says.

"Me too," Tori says sadly.

Her past? She said she's from California!

I'm practically burning with curiosity; I thought I knew Tori, but this last week she has not been acting like herself.

"Why don't you want to go with Beck to that place?" she asks the question I've been dying to ask her.

"Because that's the place I grew up."

She grew up on friggan Muerte Island

"So?" Cat asks.

"Cat! You don't get it!" she says hysterically.

"Get what?" she asks.

Torus just continues, "What if Beck finds out who I actually am, what I am. Cat you don't get it! I'm a horrible person. I'm an actor; I play a part, all the time! I hate myself and if you actually knew me you'd hate me too."

"Tori, no one could hate you,"

"Cat, yes they could, they do,"

"Who?" she asks.

"Them," she says, giving nothing away.

"Tori, I can tell you need to talk, to someone, tell me," she says supportably.

"Okay, but you can't tell anyone," Tori says. Cat nods.

"Okay, But I have to whisper, they are always listening," she says, "I'll start from the beginning…"

She must've whispered a bunch of stuff to Cat because I could the occasional, 'Oh my God' from Cat, but I heard non on Tori's story, and that just made me want to know more.

I was going to continue this chapter, but I decided to leave it at that.

It's making me really sad that nobody's reviewing and it makes me think you HATE it, which makes me want to stop writing this.

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Hanni {98}