A/N:

So, following trispri0r's request, I've decided to make this in Four's point of view :)

Sorry, if I suck at this…as (hopefully) you've realized, I am not a guy, so I have no clue how their minds and emotions work; please bear with me…

Anyways, I present you with fanfiction!

Disclaimer: I do not own Divergent (or The Fault In Our Stars (check bottom Author's Note)) or any of the characters mentioned in this fanfiction. You guys probably already knew that, though.


Four's POV:

"I want a second chance," I tell her.

She stares at me in disbelief.

Why did I ever think she would say yes? I've treated her like nothing for the past who-knows years.

I can practically see the wheels turning in her mind, trying to decide if I'm worth it.

I am definitely not worth it.

Shut up, conscience.

I see her out of the corner of my eye, while mentally fighting with myself, and I see her nod slowly.

"Okay," she squeaks. I don't think I've ever seen her so unsure of herself. I don't blame her at all. Not after what I did.

"Oh, my God, Tris. Thank you so much. I will not let you down," I say, honestly thankful that she didn't deny my request.

She nods her head again slowly, her eyes staring off into somewhere unknown.

"Hey, you alright?" I ask, not really sure if she is or is not.

"Uh, yeah, I just…why?" she questions.

"Why what?"

"Why did you leave me…we were such great friends…I mean, it was really awesome, you know? I don't see why you would just want to leave it. I know everything about you, Four. Same with you for me. I just…I'm not sure we can ever be the same," she says.

I'm taken aback for a moment. I know she was and is devastated after what I did to her, just not so... broken. She's not the same confident girl that walks the halls in school. Not the same girl who stood up to me just this morning. She's showing her vulnerable side…I think I like it.

What are you saying, Tobias?! You just became her friend again, don't ruin this.

True, she does know everything about me: about Marcus, my name, my past, Evelyn…and she didn't even spill all that crap when she was angry with me.

"I - I want to tell you why, Tris. I honestly do...just...not today. Maybe someday, though." I look into her piercing blue-grey eyes. Since she started wearing eyeliner and mascara maybe last year, probably thanks to Christina, it's made her eyes a thousand times more noticeable. It's made her more noticeable.

She nods slowly again and puts her head on the tree.

"Four, I just…" I can see the tears forming in her eyes, making them appear glassy. "I don't think I can trust you. I don't think we can ever be as great as friends as we were before again." The tears that were there a minute go are now gone. She must've realized that she can't let her guard down in front of me. I might break her again.

Although I know I won't .

"It's fine, Tris. I - I understand. I know I've hurt you." I run my fingers through my hair, probably making it stick up in multiple directions. "I'm sorry. I am so sorry. I'm not even joking about this. I've been such a - I'm not sure there's even a word to describe me - to you."

"I can think of plenty of words to describe you as," she says under her breath. I smirk at this. Always such a smartass.

I hear the final bell ring in the far distance.

How long have we been talking here? I think to myself.

"Listen, Four. I - uh - I got to get going…get Christina to catch me up on what I missed…so, uh, yeah. See you 'round, I guess." She fixes her ponytail, and it's then that I realize she got a new tattoo. Tattoos, should I say. Three ravens marking their way across her collarbone.

"You got a tattoo," I say, pointing out the obvious. Stupid, stupid.

She side-smiles and nods her head.

"Look at you, pointing out the obvious... like usual," she replies. She smirks while walking backwards towards the school parking lot. "See you later, Four." She completely turns around and jogs towards her car, her ponytail swinging behind her, her book bag slung on her left shoulder.

See you later, Tris.


A/N:

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