Sorry for the long wait everyone :)
i had some problems~
here's the chapter ~
Sitting together like this in the library became a habit to both of us even though we were focusing on reading... For the first time in my whole life I read without exactly understanding anything that was written... The little boy in front of me was all I thought about... I kept stealing glances at his face while he kept reading...Happy one second and sad the other... Frowning again then relaxing his face... It was kind of amusing to watch that.. I think it was better than watching entertaining shows on TV...
Ritsu was intently reading the book in his hand... Though he's aware of saga's presence... How can he not be aware ? ... Ritsu stomach felt like it's full of butterflies... His face would have turned red by now if he stole one glance at saga ... But he held himself...
"Ritsu ?!" a tall boy called out to ritsu from the end of the room.. The boy was quiet handsome with hair so dark and black eyes that feels like it's going to consume you... As ritsu heard the boy call to him he quickly stood up" saga-Senpai I have to go for a minute I'll be back shortly "... Saga nodded though his face was filled with annoyance... Not at ritsu but rather toward the boy who disturbed his precious time with ritsu... He watched ritsu move away and suddenly a very strong feeling of hatred and resentment filled his heart toward that tall boy who disturbed them... Even if the two of them weren't doing anything he didn't want to be disturbed since he was enjoying watching ritsu... He watched them both from the chair ... He felt annoyance again as he saw how ritsu smiled with that boy ... He almost went to punch that boy when he patted ritsu's hair...
By the time ritsu came back saga was filled with anger that he didn't know he will be filled with... A feeling of jealousy that he never experienced it before... " what did that guy want ?" Saga asked with barely containing his anger... Ritsu looked away and stuttered while answering " no-nothing at all... H-he just ca-came to tell me about something I requested.. Th-that's all "... " I see " ... For some reason saga wasn't convinced by what ritsu said... Thought it held some truth about it... It felt like ritsu was hiding something...
After a while ritsu stood up " I have to go now saga-Senpai... I'm sorry we can't walk home together... " ... " do you have to go now ? Where are you going? "... We-well I'm sorry b-but I really need to go... I'll text you later "..." Is that so ?... Ok I'll be waiting " saga said with a voice filled with disappointment and some sadness... Ritsu felt his heart hurting him for making his Senpai show this face but still he had to go ... So ritsu looked around the library and nobody was around... He walked slowly toward saga with a red face then leaned and kissed saga's forehead quickly after that he walked quickly toward the door of the library without saying a word and he left...
Saga was speechless... He didn't know what to do... He became motionless after what ritsu had done to him... And he only regained his conscience after he heard the door to the library close announcing ritsu's leave... But to think this small move could make him like this he was a gone man... He thought what if ritsu became more and more bold with time... What will happen to him ?... Will he become this motionless again?... Even if this was his first time falling in love it shouldn't be like this... He should be the one in control... But still he felt happy really happy about what just happened... He didn't expect this small trivial act to make him this happy... He stood to leave too since he had no reason to stay here with ritsu gone... He glanced at the window and his facial expressions suddenly changed... Ritsu was walking with that tall boy and they were both leaving school together... Why ?... It's not like ritsu is cheating or anything... And it's not like they promised that they will always leave school together... Ritsu had his friend surely he would sometimes like to spend time with them... So he shouldn't feel this angry... He shouldn't feel this sadness... And most of all he shouldn't hold this resentment toward that tall boy... He really thought that if this resentment took his mind he will definitely kill that tall impolite boy who dares to take ritsu away from him... He will torture him if he dared to make a move on ritsu... His mind was filled with this resentment but what competed with this feeling was jealousy... He felt jealous.. Why would ritsu go home with that boy and not him.. Why ? ... He kept asking himself this question again and again as he walked home but he never reached a conclusion... The night passed out but saga couldn't sleep he was waiting for the message ritsu was supposed to send... He looked at the hour and it was almost 3:00 a.m... He thought maybe ritsu forgot so he had no choice but to sleep...
He went to school as usual... And stayed at the library with ritsu ... He didn't say a word but he was planning on asking ritsu on their way home... But unexpectedly ritsu excused himself just like yesterday and went home with that tall boy...
This situation continued for a week
Tomorrow was the weekend and saga mood was Utterly ruined he couldn't hold ritsu for a whole week... He couldn't kiss him... He couldn't walk home with him... He was really angry... He was annoyed... And most of all he was filled with jealousy... Today he was planning on asking ritsu or he wouldn't be able to sleep at night or relax a second leave alone a minute...
They were the only people at the library and saga was about to ask ritsu... Only to see ritsu stand up... He thought that it will happen again.. The same conversation and the same way of leaving...at this saga exploded " Ritsu are you leaving AGAIN ? PLANNING ON LEAVING WITH THAT FRIEND OF YOURS ? WHY ? I DON'T LIKE THAT... IT'S ANNOYING IT ANGER ME TO SEE YOU LEAVING WITH HIM I KEPT WAITING ALL THIS WEEK TO HEAR YOUR EXPLANATION BUT YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING... YOU DIDN'T TEXT ME WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD I KEPT WAITING AND WAITING BUT YOUR MASSAGE NEVER REACHED... IT ANGER ME AND ANNOY ME TO SEE YOU WITH ME SO ... Please don't go with him... Don't make me this jealous" finally saga was able to speak his mind... Ritsu was shocked and confused... He wasn't able to believe what he heard... His Senpai couldn't possibly be jealous of his friend... That what he believed but what he heard denied that belief... Even though saga was clearly angry ritsu felt somewhat a wave of happiness that struck him and he couldn't help but smile... He walked toward saga and rested his head atop saga's shoulder and talked slowly " Senpai I'm really sorry for not texting you even though I told you I would ... Ca-can I st-stay over at your place this w-weekend ?" Suddenly ritsu blushed and saga couldn't help but smile at ritsu gesture... But he wasn't going down easy today " first you have to explain to me "... As he said that ritsu lifted his head and went back to his seat and was looking through his bag ... Saga thought that ritsu didn't want to answer and he felt sad again ... Why didn't he want to answer ? ... He kept asking himself ... He was looking at ritsu who suddenly took out a wrapped small box from his bag and presented it to saga..." What... Is... This ? " saga asked confused and took the box..." It's you bi-birthday gift ... Even though I know it's late... But please accept it... This whole week I've been working part time with my friend to get you this gift... Though I knew if I asked my father for money he would give me... B-but I wanted to give you something with the money I worked hard to earn... Th-that's all " said a hard blushing ritsu while averting his eyes ... Saga couldn't believe his ears... So the reason ritsu was going with his friend everyday and leaving saga behind... Not emailing saga and not going home with him was because of this... Saga felt ridiculous... But he felt happy too ... Saga opened the box and found a cute bracelet in it,the color blue... " it-it's a co-cou-couple bracelet.. It's so-something i wa-wanted to try with Senpai... We-wearing matching rings or bracelets " ... Said ritsu while blushing... Saga wore the bracelet and then stood up from his chair and walked away... he made sure that there was no one in the library then closed the door and the curtains... The confused ritsu didn't know what was happening ... Saga went to ritsu and leaned his face closer and kissed him... Saga kissed ritsu like there was no tomorrow... He kissed him played with his tongue inside ritsu's mouth and continued doing so for a while... After he pulled back ... Ritsu's haggard breathing, teary eyes and red face aroused saga more ... " sorry ritsu... I don't think I can wait till we return home " ... Saga quickly without leaving ritsu a chance to reply kissed him again as he lifted him up and placed him on top of the table working his way to strip ritsu ... He stripped ritsu of his jacket and blouse and started planting kiss marks all over his chest and neck..." Se-Senpai...wa-wait " ignoring ritsu pleas saga opened ritsu's zipper and started licking ritsu's member...
Ritsu didn't know this aggressive saga ... No he never believed that his Senpai could be this aggressive... Ritsu was dumbfounded though he was happy that saga wore the bracelet that he bought for him ...
Saga couldn't hold himself any longer..,. He couldn't stay composed after what ritsu did for him ... He felt so happy that he started thinking that this was all a dream ...
Saga licked ritsu's hole to loosen it ... " ritsu I'm entering..." As he entered ritsu let out a cute gasp that cut the last string for saga ... He began moving inside ritsu... While ritsu kept moaning and trying to lower his voice ... Seeing this saga decided to spare ritsu and kissed him ... As they both climaxed he hugged ritsu and kissed his again... After breaking the kiss he continued hugging ritsu while hiding his face in ritsu's neck... Muttering " thank you.. Thank you " ... Ritsu not knowing what to say or do he just hugged saga back ...
After cleaning up they went home... That night ritsu stayed over and got his lips swollen by saga aggressive kissing until he fainted.
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For a while I don't think I will be writing so I'm going to apologize ahead
when I write again I will definitely update here first
well then bye ~
