Yay! i got a chapter out! It's shorter than i wanted but now the story is going somewhere! :D

I have actually written a fanfic and gotten so engrossed into a character I've acted like them! It was bad when it was Seifer who I acted like. lol i was such a dick.

i didn't really look over this chapter to hard, so if there are any errors tell me plz, i'll fix them if i can! :)

Well, Enjoy! I had fun writing this one, i only had a slight experience of a party like that one. ;) shhh


Chapter 4: I'm trying, i'm getting better, but it all comes back.

Gazelle POV

I'm tired, exhausted really. I slipped under my covers, groaning. I got lost on the way back home because I spaced out. Stupid me. UGH! I slammed my head down, accidently hitting the wall.

"OUCH!" I flinched. I rubbed the back of my head. Why did I just purposely hit my own head? …stupid me. Natsu must be rubbing off on me.

Hopefully my mom doesn't find out…


Natsu POV

I couldn't get an answer out of Gazille. Damn. But I guess I should tell the truth. PFFFTT-ME? tell the truth? What the hell am I thinking?

…maybe it's best…


3 months later…

"How's Gray?" eyes narrowed slowly at the question.

"…"

"Not so good?" A smirk formed on lips.

"I don't see why you do that to him."

"He still loves you no matter how much he says he loves-"

"Don't say his name! I despise him!" A cool voice hissed.

"…but he doesn't hate you."

"…I don't care," Sharp eyes narrowed, rage searing through them, " Even if he didn't know what he did he still did it!"

"sigh…You'll understand one day…"

"WHAT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"

Clanking of foot step on the floor echoed through the room.

"GET BACK HERE! " The cool voice turned distorted in their confused rage.


Gazille POV

Im quite surprised in myself really. I've feel I've…improved. And no, not at school, at socializing. I actually talk to people! I blame Natsu. Ugh. I think Natsu carries this disease and affects about everything. It's creepy.

I twitched. My eyes narrowed at the strange blue cat.

"Isn't it cool?" the pink haired teen exclaimed. "I'm gonna name it Happy!"

I growled. "You are MORON, Natsu. Who the hell names a cat Happy? Where do you even FIND a blue cat?"

Natsu blinked. Twice. His signature smile grew over what seems like half his face, "I found it on your house!"

I gaped. "…Why the hell would it be on my house?" confusion struck my brain. I was this (this -) close to gabbing that cat and chewing its head off

Natsu jumped up and down. His pink hair rising and falling as the cat mewed happily.

"I cannn~ keep it~ Right? It's not like it's yours or anything!" I stared at him blandly, watching him as he jumped and watching the blue cat-I mean Happy- mew happily.

"Sure, im not your mom…" I said eyes wandering away.

"YAYY~ I LUV YOU KAA-SAN~!" Natsu leaped toward me, arms out stretches the blue cat nuzzled by his torso.

I heard a small 'mew' before the pink haired ball of retard hit me. I tumbled backwards, my back grinding against the gravel.

"WHO ARE YOU CALLING YOUR 'KAA-SAN' AND DON'T DO THAT EVER AGAIN!" I roared. I looked at Natsu, he was looking at me. A slight blush tinged my face.

"W-what?"

Natsu stared at me his face slowly getting closer as he…um, er , inspected me. My blush deepened. I was about to yell at him till I noticed the cat was one him anymore and Natsu was pointing above me. "huh?"

I felt the top of my head.

"…Get the fucking cat out of my hair." I scowled. Natsu burst out laughing.

"STOP LAUGHING!" I bet a looked like a tomato by now.

"Heyyy~ Wolfieee~" A voice whispered in my ear. I jumped and hit the person.

"Owwwwiee~ why did you do that wolfie?" I looked at…Akira…Of course. She held her cheek with her lower lip jutting out with a pout.

Where the hell had she been for 3 months?

"What do you want?" I inquired. Her smile dropped.

"Not any of your business~" she sang. My mouth formed a thin line.
"Oh, it's you." Natsu popped up, his chin rested on my shoulder and his stomach lent into my back. I blushed slightly at his. I shoved him off.

"I just wanted to talk to Wolfie." She said staring 'sweetly' at Natsu. Natsu let his temper calm as he heard the name more often…oh god

"oh~ so you wanted to talk to Wolfie?" I growled.

"Don't call me that!" I hissed. Natsu covered his mouth along with Akira both had small smiles peeking from under their hands.

"Okay…Wolfie." Natsu giggled. I roared.

"Do NOT call me that!" Natsu laughed and Akira giggled and they ran away (or frolicked, fucking leprechauns.) yelling 'WOFLIE~'

I roared and chased after them. I was dead set to pull their hair out.

"GET BACK HERE YOU ASSHOLES!"

-_-_-_At Lunnchhhhh-_-_-

"Hey Gazille you wanna come to our party~?" Lucy drawled.

I looked at her, curious and semi-annoyed.

"It's hugeee~ I have them when my dad is away, but I always have a few friends and maids that help clean." She went on, she was obviously high. Ever since I met Natsu I stopped doing drugs for some reason, but Lucy obviously didn't.

She giggles and lay on her back, staring at the sky and her hands 'wooahh'-ing.

I grunted. "Sure, I'll go. When and where is it?"

Lucy just laid on her back staring at her hands, I'll probably have to go talk to Natsu then.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-LATER-_-_-_-_-_-_-

The car let out a 'roar' as it drove down the pavement. I stared out the window, hiding my amazing at Lucy's neighborhood. Natsu sat next to me, blabbing about the parties, used to the rich scenery. Natsu's mom drove the car, humming the most annoying tune ever.

She parked the car in front of the fence, "Okay boys! Don't come back sober!" she beamed. I kinda just stared at her. In truth, she was pretty hot. He had short blond hair and had no tits but had one finnnee ass. But I would never do anything with her, knowing she's related to Natsu.

Natus 'hurumph'-ed out of the car and fell face first into the smooth pavement. I howled a laugh.

"Smooth!" i jumped out of the truck, stepping on Natsu as he grunted in pain. Natsu got up, punched me but then turned quickly to the fancy house that was already littered with people and trash, music blaring, smelling like drugs and lit up like the sun.

I rubbed my arm but aw-ed at the mansion. It was like my life just exploded and can back together but mixing up my life with someone else's.

"FUCK YEAAAHHH!" A excited roar came from the pink haired teen, "I haven't been to one of Lucy's parties in a while!" He turned to me beaming, then to his mom and glomped her.

"Oh!" she gasped. She smiled and tore him off of her no problem, "Well, get drunk and have fun. I plan to just sleep tonight." A grin and two thumbs up were flashed at us. She hopped back into the truck and drove off. Natsu beamed at me and tore off to the entrance. I smirked and followed the idiot.


I remember going into the house, the smell of cigarettes tainting me and the pot that wafted in the air making me slightly loopy after the first few minutes. Everything was crowed and humid, bodies grinding and fists flying sometimes. People in corners making out, groping, sexing it up. The house was rich, but already covered in beer and the scent of cigarettes clung to the expensive carpet and walls. I said hi to Lucy, as she was drunk, rubbing her chest and thighs against various boys who wanted some. Erza was more like the bouncer; a firm look keeping things under control to make sure things weren't torn up. I couldn't find Gray if he was even here.

I basically followed Natsu like a dog, already slightly high and had some shots of vodka, then Natsu pulled me into a room, shoving weed into my face as we shared it getting crazy and lost into the hazy night.

I remember just touches and warmth of another body pressed against me, nipping against my neck and tracing my piercings. People clinging to me, breathing on me, pulling and tugging my hair. Just being touched and touching. Hands and no faces. Lust in the air mingling with weed and smoke, beer and cigarettes being passed around. Playing games, streaking. Everything became hazed after Natsu and this blue-gray haired guy began to share drinks and getting all touchy. I just remember being angry, feeling like they were claiming some that was mine. After that everything was blank.


I'll try to get chapter 6 out as soon as possible! :heart: