Title: Forever yours 1/1 (Bored at work
series)

Author: Harmoni

category:WWE

rating: T for teen

Summary: At the end of the day, who will be there? Will somebody catch you? Or will you suffer alone? Sequel to A Little Understanding.

Characters: Molly(Nora), Kurt Angle. Appearances by Stephanie McMahon and Triple H (Paul)

Disclaimer: I do not own anything at all.. If I did, I
probably wouldn't have started this series.

Notes: So this is the sequel to the last dark one I put out there and if you're looking for a happy ending, STOP READING! I'm serious.. Anyone who knew what happened to me this past week will definitely know where it came from. If you're unsure just ask and I will explain. But it's even darker…. You've been warned

I'm at work with no spelling or grammar tool, I
tried my best that's all I can say...


It's all over now.

I'm done.

I'm finished.

I tried, I really did.

But you wouldn't know.

You didn't look for me, you forgot about me.

So I'm done.

I'm finished.

Are you happy?

I'm not. That's why I'm here.

It's cold up here. But it doesn't bother me much. Not much does now.

I think I've gone numb. You made me numb. And I hate it, this not being able to feel.

I'm so lost now. I wanted to move on. I wanted to be free but I was haunted. Haunted by you. Why couldn't you just leave me alone?

I set you free and I wanted to set myself free but it didn't happen.

Instead I was pulled in further. I wasn't even around you and you were engrained deeper into my soul. Why couldn't I get you out of my head?

The day I trashed the house and left I was determined to forget about you... I was determined to let you be happy with your new whores. You didn't understand me, you didn't want me around. You never came home to be with me so I decided enough was enough.

You're probably wondering where I went to, huh? Well despite me thinking I could no longer wrestle I did a few appearances and a few shows and you know what? I was right, I could no longer wrestle. No one knew me, I couldn't use my own name. No one was there to see me and I lost every match they made me lose every god damn match, it was like being in the WWE again but at least this time I lost to females that could actually wrestle but I was a jobber, it was disgraceful.

I can't have a normal job. I 'm a wrestler. What would you do if you lost your job? Would you be able to work a 9-5 job? I didn't think so. Wrestling is, was my life. You were my life and now both are gone but I'm still not coming back.

No, it's much better off this way. What would happen if I came back? You would yell at me for leaving you, would want to know where I was. But you wouldn't care. I know you wouldn't. You wouldn't understand that I needed to get away, you wouldn't really care that I was gone, more then anything you would be pissed off that I came back.

Do you bring your whores home now? Do you use the bed we used to sleep in? Doesn't it bother you at all? Don't you feel guilty to have those sluts in the bed where you held me and told me you loved me over and over while you made love to me? Don't you feel guilt at all you bastard.

I have to calm down, I'm talking out loud and people will start to notice me. I can't have that because then they'll try and talk to me and I don't want that. The time for talking is over. It's too late for talking and what can they possibly say to help me? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. There's only one person who can talk me out of this. One person who can stop me and you're not coming. You won't be my knight in shining armor.

It's really cold up here. I think I've already said that. I should've brought a jacket. I was going to bring a jacket but then I realized I don't really need one. I don't feel it all that much and soon it won't matter.

I've tried to call you before. Those hang ups were from me. When you answered the phone you sounded so happy, so normal, like you didn't have a care in the world. How could I bring you down again. The moment you heard my voice any happiness would be gone. And as much as I hate you I couldn't do that to you . Because as much as I hate you, I still love you.

Why? Why do I still love you? Why can't the memory of you be gone? Why can't you get out of my god damn head? Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?

I see your face everywhere. Your crystal blue eyes, they're staring out at me whenever I walk by someone. Your loving smile that used to be so full of love for me not too long ago, I see it every time I turn a corner. You, I see you. You're everywhere to me, I can't escape you. I just want to be free of you. Stop Haunting me. Stop being wherever I go, I just can't take it.

I guess that's what lead me up here. I guess that's why I'm standing up here.

The water looks cold. Colder then up here, I wonder if I'll feel that. I wonder if I'll feel anything at all. I forgot what it's like to feel. That's how long it's been. Another lifetime. Another happy life. One that I don't belong too anymore. One that your still apart of. Without me. It's not fair. Why them? What's wrong with me? I loved you. I love you. They will never love you like I do and no one will ever love me the way you once did.

Without you there's nothing. Why have I even bothered this long? I thought wrestling could make me feel again but it doesn't. I was just going through the motions and I'm giving up.

Did you hear that?

I'm giving up.

Are you happy?

I'm done.

I'm finished.

Are you Happy now?

Cause I'm not.


Kurt sighed as he hung up the phone.

The last lead he had to finding her was gone.

She was really gone.

Why?

Even after all these months he didn't understand.

Why would she think he was cheating on her? He didn't. Not once, not ever. He loved her. He wanted to marry her. He wanted to ask her that very same night but she left him.

Why?

He didn't understand.

The few leads he had. The rumors of her doing independent shows, he followed them but they always turned out dead. It was someone that looked like His Nora but it was a different name at each show. Was she trying to find a new ring name? She was devastated when she was told she couldn't be Molly anymore. She was devastated that a company that she had been loyal too could just forget her so easily. She was devastated that during the Draft he spent so much time away from home. But he didn't cheat on her.

That day she left when she had begged him to come home and he told her no he was late with work, he was lying but that was because he stopped to pick up her ring. Her engagement ring. He wanted to ask her, he wanted to be with her forever. But she left.

Why?

A knock came to his locker room door and in stepped Stephanie McMahon followed by two police officers. All three looked grim.

"What's going on?" He asked.

Stephanie sighed and rubbed her eyes. "Kurt, I think you need to sit down for this."


There were various superstars and backstage crew walking around when a scream of agony came from Kurt Angle's locker room. Everyone stopped and waited, unsure if they should go inside or wait.

Moments later, Stephanie stepped out of the room, blinking back tears as she tried to regain her business composure.

"Everyone back to what you were doing." She hoarsely cried.

Paul, better known as Triple H, stepped forward.

"Steph, what's going on?"

She bit her lip and shook her head but he wouldn't let it go.

"Fine." she cried. "Molly's been- " She sighed and tried to start again.

"They found Nora."

"Well that's great."

"No Paul, it isn't."

"Molly she-"

The door behind them opened and Kurt appeared, tears running down his face.

"She jumped off a bridge. She killed herself because of me."

Stephanie shook her head. "No Kurt, it's not because of you."

"It was my fault but I don't take full blame. Tell your father I hope he's happy."

"Kurt you can't blame yourself and you can't blame my father."

He ducked his head, the grief overwhelming him as he placed his hands on his hips. Finally he looked up, his lip trembling.

"It wasn't her fault. I just had to be honest with her from the beginning I should of told her I wanted to marry her. And now I'll never... This company was her life so you just as well ended it yourself. We might as well have been standing up there with her and pushed her off."

He started walking away.

"Kurt." Stephanie called, tears running down her face too, "Where are you going?"

He stopped but didn't turn to face them. "Away from here. I'm not working for the company that killed my girlfriend. I quit."

Kurt Angle walked out of the arena but not before pulling something out of his pocket and throwing it against the wall.

As the door shut behind him with a loud, final thud, the item he threw hit the ground and opened.

A simple gold ring with a diamond in the middle, bounced out and rolled around 3 times before coming to a stop.

On the inside was the inscription:

'To Nora, forever yours, love Kurt'

But forever was gone.

They no longer had forever.