Hey there all! I've finally got some time and inspiration to keep on with this fic, and I hope you like this chapter!
Maybe it's a bit corny, but whatever…
I just needed to let something clear, though…
Writing is surely the best way for me to let out things that trouble my mind, and I guess that's why I always work on my fics in a very personal way.
Anyway…enjoy the chapter!
-x-
I woke up the next morning feeling like I'd just been run over by a pack of African Elephants. The headache was torturing me and seemed to enjoy it, and my stomach made me rush to the bathroom as soon as I got up from my bed.
After I was done with what I must call the worst throwing-up-crisis I've ever had, I sat back on my bed and sighed. I couldn't remember things from the party, all the memories came blurring and soon faded away, to my hugest frustration.
"Stupid Miley who made me drink." I groaned, rubbing my forehead.
Then my eyes widened open as finished that sentence, because I suddenly started to remember things…I remembered Miley and what had happened.
I remembered us having a drink after another, and how I dragged her into the bathroom and mocked her saying I wouldn't let her out. I remembered her getting mad and yelling at me and how that didn't stop me form teasing her. And then I remembered her suddenly pushing me against the box's door and pressing her lips on mine…running her hands through my sides…unzipping my dress as she pulled me closer, our hips against eachother…making me moan out of pleasure…
"Oh, my God…" I mumbled as shock hit me. I grabbed my forehead, looking at my room's floor. "Oh, my God…" The images were now clearer and they didn't seem to want to leave my mind…but I only got more shocked. "What the hell did I do?!"
Well, you actually know what, or better…who you did. Said that stupid little voice in my head. I groaned in anger. "Shut up."
I must be getting crazy…
But it's Miley…Miley! Didn't you want her?! Well, you got what you wanted…
"But not like that…not as a mistake!" I mumbled. I knew all that happened was only an impulse of hers. Unless…
No, that surely wasn't possible. There's no way in this life that she feels the same about me. I should just stop giving me fake hopes.
At that moment I heard a knock on my door, which was instantly opened as my mom never waited for a "come in" before simply bursting into my room. I hate that bad habit of hers…
"Uh… 'Morning, Mom." I mumbled in a sleepy tone. Mom glanced at me up and down with that mom-like concerned glare.
"My, you have one hell of a hangover, huh?" she said, and she couldn't help but show a small grin. I was taken aback by her sentence, so I looked down and rubbed the back of my neck timidly.
"Yeah, it sucks…"I simply said, still looking down.
"Well, you'd better get yourself on your feet, 'cause Miley's here and she wants to talk to you." That made me practically jump off of my bed.
"Miley's here?!" I exclaimed and quickly ran to my wardrobe to search for decent clothes. When I glanced at mom, she had a pretty suspicious look on her face.
"I'll just let you change." She said, before closing the door and leaving.
Of course my mom didn't know…I hadn't told her, simply because I was scared of her reaction. But how would I tell her? It isn't easy at all…try going to your mom and say: "Oh, mom, by the way, I'm bi. And I'm in love with my girl best friend!" Yeah…I wanna see you do that.
I snapped out of my thoughts as I remembered Miley was waiting downtairs, so I finished changing and rushed down to the living-room. Like I expected, she was sitting on the couch, looking beautiful as always.
"Hey there." I said foolishly. She looked at me and smiled, which instantly made me blush as I smiled back at her. I sat next to her and that's when her face became serious.
"Um…abut yesterday…" she said. My eyes widened and I looked down shyly.
You remember." I said.
"I had to try hard to, but yes." She said. I moved nervously on my spot still avoiding her eyes. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder, what made me quickly look up at her. "Listen, we don't have to make a big deal out of this."
I wish it were as simple as that.
"I guess…" I said. "But don't say it isn't…"
"I know it isn't, but I guess we shouldn't let that weird out our friendship." She smiled warmly at me and I almost melted.
Miley, you have no idea of what you're asking from me…
"I actually…I need to…uh…I…" I blabbed. She raised an eyebrow locking her attention on me. But no…I couldn't…it just wasn't the right moment.
"What do ya wanna say?" she asked. I moved my hair-locks from my face.
"…Forget it."
"But…"
"Just forget it."
She gave of shoulders and I couldn't feel more stupid for ever considering telling her.
"All righ'…" she said. I sighed deeply. "Lilly…"she started. "I know something's wrong with you…"
"It's nothing." I said. Oh, how I wish this wasn't happening…
"C'mon, Lils, you know you can tell me anything." She said.
Lils…How long I hadn't heard that nickname from her. I felt my heart speeding up as she grabbed my right hand and gave it a light squeeze. "Maybe I can help you…I just need to know what's goin' on."
"I'm…I'm sorry Miles, I just can't tell you." I said, once more letting out a deep sigh.
"But why? Is it something bad?" she asked, her eyes widening.
"No…I mean…yeah…I mean…I don't know!" I said, almost yelling. "I just…I'm just not ready to tell you yet."
"Ok…" she said. "I understand Lils…take your time." She stared at me for a moment then pulled me into a hug. I instantly hugged her back as I felt my heart going crazy. "I'm just worried 'bout ya…that's all." We stayed like that for a moment and I couldn't help but to concentrate on her sweet vanilla scent.
"Miley…can you promise me one thing…?" I asked. The warmth of the moment was making it harder not to melt down in tears.
"Anything…" she said. I sighed into her shoulder.
"Promise me that, no matter what happens…our friendship will never end."
"I promise, Lilly…no matter what."
-x-
Yeah…it's a short chapter…
But I guess that's all I was able to put on it, 'cause I really couldn't see another way of ending it.
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